A/N Sorry this short fic lic just popped into my head and I wanted to write it. Oh I don't oh anything, um, or Draco which this poem/journal entry is about. Draco actually wrote this poem in a diary of his. Hope you like, oh yeah PLEASE REVIEW!!! One shot



Dear journal,



I've had it. I can't stand this life or whatever you should call it.It is quite unfit to be called a life at all. This is my last entry journal,I can no longer go on in this world and today is my last.Yes, committing suicide is very un-Malfoy ish but as I said I can't talk my life anymore. It doesn't matter anyways no one cares about me. All they care about is bloody Potter. I bet he will be happy when I'm gone. So will my parents I suspect, my father will be pleased no more son to cause such a disgrace to the Malfoy name.



I just wish I could have done so many more things as a child, in 15 and I have done nothing worth wild in my life. I wish I could have punched Potter just once, I wish I would have flipped of Snape; I wish I would have told lavender and Parvati to SHUT THE HELL UP! And I wish I had told the girl I loved that.... I loved her. But that can never be so I will leave a poem (written myself) about her, the world I lived in, and the way I'm going to kill myself.



"My Angel"



By: Draco Malfoy



I saw her there

In flaming flare

Intoxicating

Passion



I stood and stared

Her legs were bare

Hair tied back in

Blossom.



A fool I am

For never telling

Schooled to lie

And poised For yelling



Her chocolate eyes

Dodging...

While I stood in darkness

Watching...



As I stand here with potion

Clasped in my hand

I shudder

Terror pours through my veins.



Poison...

No pain...

Slow death...

Insane...

Caress my soul

Flaming angel

Take me under your wings

Close your eyes

Open your mouth,

Your soul sings.

I wish I 'd told you

As I sit here waiting to die

That every cruel word I said

Was always a lie.



Please forgive me love

For I committed sin

I wish I said I loved you

When I had the time, Gin."



The end

A/N That's it, if you want more I guess I'll write more, I don't care review tell me how it is.