Watashi wa hitori: 3.Can't get enough
~A/N~
Hey minna! =^-^=
Wrote this at lunch as well.Dedicated to my fics.,ne? *Grins* Heh.
Reviews: None. *Tear* *Sniff sniff* I guess it's only because i suck...
Warnings/Notes: Anguish.Much more anguish that i never thought i would be capable of typing.It's much longer than the other chapters.It's a gift for yugis_chik_4eva.For being the first reviewer.
Disclaimer: *Deep frown* You know the answer.I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh!...
Summary: Yami finds himself in his bed.He reviews on a dream that caused him to suffer more.
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I woke up with a scream.I was drenched in sweat and was breathing so hard i thought i would choke.Thinking it was the lack of oxygen in my system.I look around at the familiar settings.
It's my room.Then i remembered everything.I was crying...it was raining...then...all was dark...
I must have passed out,i reasoned.Someone found me and took me home.
Though...i wish they didn't.Couldn't they just leave me? To die?
//I feel so cold
i feel so exposed
i can feel the rain
I can feel my pain//
Then,another memory came to me.It was the reason i woke up.It was the reason why i screamed...It was horrible...the dream i experienced before now.Was it a dream? A nightmare? Or...a memory?
// Dreams...
come over and take me
just let me see...
my lost memories //
*Flashback*
He was in Ancient Egypt,he knew.He may have lost his memory of the past,but he could instantly recognize the beautiful sight before him.He was on top of the higest balcony of his palace.People claim you can see all of Egypt from it.They were right.The landscape was rough,but the beauty of the setting and rising sun combined with it makes it all the more enjoyable.It was a sight that seemed it was like a painting,lasting forever for people to enjoy...and he enjoyed it.
He felt strong arms wrap around his waist.Warm breath carressed the back of his neck.He heard someone chuckle lightly and whispered in his ear."Looking out the land again my Pharoah?",the person teased him.
"Yes.It seems i can never get enough from it."
"Like you do with me?",the person teased him again.
Yami knew he loved doing this to him."I would never get enough.Even when i think i did,you surprise me and my goal of having enough of you,becomes even farther away..."
He heard the other smirk."It's what i do best."
// Joking around
making fun
pounce me down
and let's roll around //
Yami rose a delicate eyebrow."You mean tormenting me with your teasing is what you do best? Or surprising me until i--"
"Pounce on me and demand for wild--"
"Don't go there."
The person grinned behind Yami and held him closer.Since Yami was shorter than his embracer,he leaned his head against his chest.The soothing sound of his lover's heart beat calmed him down into a deep slumber...
// Let me lean on you
let your heartbeat sooth
and calm me down
i think i found... //
"My love..."
***
Yami's eyes teared at the sight of his beloved home.
It was in ruins.The houses of the colonists were destroyed and pieces of it was spread out everywhere.
Thousands of people were wandering around to find what was left of their belongings.
The sound of soft weeping in the backround as most family's find their loved ones lost.
He knew why this happened.He knew why most people were crying...it was because of him.
He had to go and leave his palace,to leave it unprotected,to leave his people...and what were the consequences?
Death.
His people were dying.
He could see it.In all of them.Their face dared not show it,but he could see it in their eyes,that showed their soul...
There was pain,great pain...
It turned into depression,and stirred up a disturbance in thier soul...
That disturbance caused by their suffering turned into hatred.Hatred that slowly was devouring their soul to be sunken into darkness.And they would die.Their soul would die.
But...they will reborn.Reborn as cold,heartless beings that will slowly devour him as well.
He shuddered involuntary.
// I caused much pain
I'm the one to blame
Come,devour my soul
You know,it's what i owe //
***
He knew they were coming.He knew it ever since that day.Yet,he took blame for it and was willing to go through it.To go through...death.
"You know you don't have to go though with this.You can always banish their minds from this realm."
"To end up with what? The little spark of goodness that is left of them.I can't...",he turned his head away.
His lover bent down to Yami's level.His eyes were understanding,it showed sympathy,it showed pleading,and it showed love."It's true.I can't deny it.But...",his lover bit his bottom lip.He turned Yami's head toward him.He didn't seem to reject."I don't want to loose you...",his beautiful blue eyes glistened with tears.
// Come in time
i might banish their minds
will you let me?
will you force me? //
.
***
"No! I will not allow you to sacrifice yourself for me!",Yami yelled at his lover who was in front of him.To defend him,to protect him...
// Don't die!
don't die on me
I want...
I NEED you... //
"Do not decline my Pharoah...I wish to give my life away,so that yours will live on..."
"I could never live on without you!",Yami's crimson eyes blinked away tears as he shut them tight,turning his head away.
// With you gone
i can't live on
you are my life
you are all mine! //
His lover smiled sadly at him."I know...and i love you even more because of that..."
Just then,a black energy ball was thrown at them.And Yami had to watch his lover smile...dieing...
His smile was beautiful and sweet...a beautiful sad smile...
Yami looked around frantically after the clouds disappeared.There were nothing but a large dark pit that seemed to reach right next to his feet,and then stopped.Yami feldl to the ground and whispered while tears came out uncontrollably.
"I could never get enough of you...my Seth..."
*End flashback*
I remembered,and i hated it...
Tears fell down the beautiful face of the Pharoah as he embraced himself in a tight hold...
// Holding tight
with all my might
can't stand it
...can't face it //
...just as his lover would do...
// Tears fall down
i embrace my love
my heart cries out
can't get enough... //
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What do you think?
I love this chapter! So much anguish... *Tear* *Sniff sniff* Yep.
The fourth chapter is coming up.It's VERY long,trust me.A present to all my good reveiwers.
^-^ Be grateful! Fourth chapter is coming up this friday,Feb. 20,04.
I have decided to update every friday.Ask me before friday,nicely,and i will,on one special condition...
*R+R!*
Harika Huynh
~A/N~
Hey minna! =^-^=
Wrote this at lunch as well.Dedicated to my fics.,ne? *Grins* Heh.
Reviews: None. *Tear* *Sniff sniff* I guess it's only because i suck...
Warnings/Notes: Anguish.Much more anguish that i never thought i would be capable of typing.It's much longer than the other chapters.It's a gift for yugis_chik_4eva.For being the first reviewer.
Disclaimer: *Deep frown* You know the answer.I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh!...
Summary: Yami finds himself in his bed.He reviews on a dream that caused him to suffer more.
--------------------
I woke up with a scream.I was drenched in sweat and was breathing so hard i thought i would choke.Thinking it was the lack of oxygen in my system.I look around at the familiar settings.
It's my room.Then i remembered everything.I was crying...it was raining...then...all was dark...
I must have passed out,i reasoned.Someone found me and took me home.
Though...i wish they didn't.Couldn't they just leave me? To die?
//I feel so cold
i feel so exposed
i can feel the rain
I can feel my pain//
Then,another memory came to me.It was the reason i woke up.It was the reason why i screamed...It was horrible...the dream i experienced before now.Was it a dream? A nightmare? Or...a memory?
// Dreams...
come over and take me
just let me see...
my lost memories //
*Flashback*
He was in Ancient Egypt,he knew.He may have lost his memory of the past,but he could instantly recognize the beautiful sight before him.He was on top of the higest balcony of his palace.People claim you can see all of Egypt from it.They were right.The landscape was rough,but the beauty of the setting and rising sun combined with it makes it all the more enjoyable.It was a sight that seemed it was like a painting,lasting forever for people to enjoy...and he enjoyed it.
He felt strong arms wrap around his waist.Warm breath carressed the back of his neck.He heard someone chuckle lightly and whispered in his ear."Looking out the land again my Pharoah?",the person teased him.
"Yes.It seems i can never get enough from it."
"Like you do with me?",the person teased him again.
Yami knew he loved doing this to him."I would never get enough.Even when i think i did,you surprise me and my goal of having enough of you,becomes even farther away..."
He heard the other smirk."It's what i do best."
// Joking around
making fun
pounce me down
and let's roll around //
Yami rose a delicate eyebrow."You mean tormenting me with your teasing is what you do best? Or surprising me until i--"
"Pounce on me and demand for wild--"
"Don't go there."
The person grinned behind Yami and held him closer.Since Yami was shorter than his embracer,he leaned his head against his chest.The soothing sound of his lover's heart beat calmed him down into a deep slumber...
// Let me lean on you
let your heartbeat sooth
and calm me down
i think i found... //
"My love..."
***
Yami's eyes teared at the sight of his beloved home.
It was in ruins.The houses of the colonists were destroyed and pieces of it was spread out everywhere.
Thousands of people were wandering around to find what was left of their belongings.
The sound of soft weeping in the backround as most family's find their loved ones lost.
He knew why this happened.He knew why most people were crying...it was because of him.
He had to go and leave his palace,to leave it unprotected,to leave his people...and what were the consequences?
Death.
His people were dying.
He could see it.In all of them.Their face dared not show it,but he could see it in their eyes,that showed their soul...
There was pain,great pain...
It turned into depression,and stirred up a disturbance in thier soul...
That disturbance caused by their suffering turned into hatred.Hatred that slowly was devouring their soul to be sunken into darkness.And they would die.Their soul would die.
But...they will reborn.Reborn as cold,heartless beings that will slowly devour him as well.
He shuddered involuntary.
// I caused much pain
I'm the one to blame
Come,devour my soul
You know,it's what i owe //
***
He knew they were coming.He knew it ever since that day.Yet,he took blame for it and was willing to go through it.To go through...death.
"You know you don't have to go though with this.You can always banish their minds from this realm."
"To end up with what? The little spark of goodness that is left of them.I can't...",he turned his head away.
His lover bent down to Yami's level.His eyes were understanding,it showed sympathy,it showed pleading,and it showed love."It's true.I can't deny it.But...",his lover bit his bottom lip.He turned Yami's head toward him.He didn't seem to reject."I don't want to loose you...",his beautiful blue eyes glistened with tears.
// Come in time
i might banish their minds
will you let me?
will you force me? //
.
***
"No! I will not allow you to sacrifice yourself for me!",Yami yelled at his lover who was in front of him.To defend him,to protect him...
// Don't die!
don't die on me
I want...
I NEED you... //
"Do not decline my Pharoah...I wish to give my life away,so that yours will live on..."
"I could never live on without you!",Yami's crimson eyes blinked away tears as he shut them tight,turning his head away.
// With you gone
i can't live on
you are my life
you are all mine! //
His lover smiled sadly at him."I know...and i love you even more because of that..."
Just then,a black energy ball was thrown at them.And Yami had to watch his lover smile...dieing...
His smile was beautiful and sweet...a beautiful sad smile...
Yami looked around frantically after the clouds disappeared.There were nothing but a large dark pit that seemed to reach right next to his feet,and then stopped.Yami feldl to the ground and whispered while tears came out uncontrollably.
"I could never get enough of you...my Seth..."
*End flashback*
I remembered,and i hated it...
Tears fell down the beautiful face of the Pharoah as he embraced himself in a tight hold...
// Holding tight
with all my might
can't stand it
...can't face it //
...just as his lover would do...
// Tears fall down
i embrace my love
my heart cries out
can't get enough... //
----------
What do you think?
I love this chapter! So much anguish... *Tear* *Sniff sniff* Yep.
The fourth chapter is coming up.It's VERY long,trust me.A present to all my good reveiwers.
^-^ Be grateful! Fourth chapter is coming up this friday,Feb. 20,04.
I have decided to update every friday.Ask me before friday,nicely,and i will,on one special condition...
*R+R!*
Harika Huynh