Author's Note: I wasn't entirely sure if I would put Sonny and Carly back together or not when I started it, but I've decided that I won't. I like his new relationship with Sam, so here's a little lovin', enjoy!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Port Charles; Sonny's Pent House~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"You miss him don't you?"

Sonny turned in Sam's arms to look at her. She was beautiful, that much was obvious. But she wasn't just beautiful. She was a spitfire. He guessed that's what he went for in women, Brenda and Carly were both passionate and unpredictable, but Sam was different. She didn't snoop like they did. She respected his space, but she wasn't indifferent to him. She knew he missed his friend.

"Of course I do. He was my best friend, my business partner, my brother-in-law." He answered her reaching for her hand and twisting her fingers in his own.

"Was? From what you told me it didn't sound like he was severing all ties with you." She said reaching out to stroke his face; her fingers lingered by his ear before dropping down to his shoulder and resting there.

"He said he was getting out of town for awhile. That could mean he'll be gone from a weak to a year. But I wouldn't blame him if he never came back." He trailed off but Sam's concerned eyes urged him on. He readjusted them so that he was on his back while she lay across his chest. He twirled her thick, silky hair in his fingers before continuing. "I take him for granted. I call him my best friend, but I'm not HIS best friend. I've failed him so many times. I slept with his girlfriend and knocked her up. I didn't look out for Liz like I said I would with the whole Lucky thing, and then when he came back again I pushed him to end things with Liz so he could be with my little sister, my sister who was so sweet and innocent and had a crush on him. I barely knew her but somehow she became more important than the man who has proved himself to be better than a brother on more than one occasion. Hell, Liz was like a sister to me too, but after the whole fake death thing she was hurt, and I didn't try to make amends. I chucked her aside for a girl that would in the end betray me. I guess I deserved it. I betrayed Jason, I betrayed Liz. In so many ways I betrayed Carly." He felt her pull away at that. "Don't Sam, I don't mean with you. We didn't have a good marriage. I didn't treat her right. You need to know that. You need to know what a son-of-a-bitch I really am. I'm not good for anyone. I'm a selfish bastard. Don't start caring about me."

"Thanks for the warning but it's a little late for that." She said before pressing herself against him and kissing him.

He responded to her touch and leaned into her kiss. Her skin felt so soft in his hands. He thought again of how beautiful she was as she slipped his hand over her breast and pulled her closer to him. She moved to straddle him and rubbed against his hardening member arousing a groan from him. She only smiled as she began kissing his neck and the sensitive spot behind his ear. He moved his hands along her body, feeling every inch of her. He slipped his hand between her thighs causing her to gasp. He stroked her outside as she lost focus on his neck and her eyes clouded over. Sonny pulled her lips down to him as he pushed his fingers inside her. She moaned and he could feel her restlessness but he wouldn't give her what he knew she wanted. She pulled away and tried to move their bodies. He could see the begging in her eyes. He turned Sam onto her back attacking her throat as he continued to move his fingers within in her. Her hands raked over his back.

"Sonny," she gasped, "please."

He couldn't deny her any longer and as he grabbed a condom and moved inside of her he could feel her tighten around him. His eyes never left hers as he moved in and out. He could feel himself losing control but he held on. He wanted to do this for her, he needed to do this for her and as he felt her release he smiled to himself kissing her one more time before going over himself. When they finished Sam held onto Sonny, not letting him get off of her.

"Don't leave me." She whispered in his neck, it was barely audible.

"I'm not going anywhere."

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