*No More* Chapter 1

                    

"Sonny!" Carly called as she closed the door of the penthouse behind her.

"Sonny?" She called again when no one answered. She dropped her purse on the couch and walked into the kitchen. She smiled when she saw Sonny preparing dinner.

"Hey," He greeted her. He turned off the element and turned to kiss her on the tip of her nose.

"I need to talk to you." She said with a tight smile.

Sonny immediately tensed up and walked out into the living room, sitting in the middle of the couch. "What did you do?"

Carly narrowed her eyes at his back but followed him. "It's about Lorenzo."

"You don't have to worry about him anymore." He said simply.

"I know you sent Jason to kill him."

He looked at her, his eyes wide. "What?"

"Courtney told me that she overheard Jason talking about going to some alley to kill him."

He rubbed his temples. "So let me guess, you went there."

"Yes I did Sonny and Lorenzo was unconscious on the ground." She paused and looked at her husband, his eyes were emotionless. "I saved him. I wasn't going to at first but I did."

His eyes darkened with anger. "And how exactly did you do that?"

Carly flinched but kept looking into his eyes. "I preformed CPR, I did what I could."

"So it isn't enough that you saved my enemy, the man that kidnapped you but your lips touched his?" He got up and poured himself a glass of water. "Well if there was any doubt in my mind before that you had feelings for him, that's certainly gone."

"For one, he is not the one who kidnapped me, that was Ric!" She raised her voice, as much as she dared.

"But he kept you on his yacht and wouldn't take you home."

"He treated me like a queen, I'm not going to say I appreciated being help captive but it was a big step up from being chained on the wall in a panic room."

"Don't you think I know that?" He hollered at her. "I can't forget no matter how hard I try."

"How do you think I feel? I was the one in that room, I was the one who was fighting for my own and the baby's life. I know that it affected you too and everyone involved but what about me? I had nightmares for days, I can never forget that!" Carly finally started yelling. It was a good thing that Michael was out with Courtney.

"Don't try to change the subject, this is about your feelings for Alcazar."

"What feelings? Gratitude? That he saved my baby's life when it would have been easier to do the opposite? That he saved my life when that car was pulling me to the cliff? Yes I am grateful to him. Friendship? Yeah, I'm not going to deny the fact that we did have some good times on the yacht, they weren't the best circumstances but he did the best with what he could." She screamed at him. She sighed and tried to calm herself down, this wasn't good for the baby.

"Why would you want to be friends with him? He's a drug dealing wife stealer." Sonny growled, his temper rising more and more.

"And Brenda is a husband stealing slut but you still were friends with her weren't you?" Carly shot back. "Yeah you might not understand it and you might not like it but it's my decision Sonny, not yours. My friends are my decision or are you going to try to run that aspect of my life too? Yeah I gave him COR, yeah my lips touched his but you're having difficulties understanding that when I was automatically expected to forgive the fact that you slept with that hag? She had a child Sonny, do you know how that made me feel to think that it might be yours?"

"B—" he started to say but Carly cut him off.

"No, you're going to listen to me for once in your life Sonny, really listen. I didn't just save Lorenzo because I'm grateful to him, I was scared for Jason. I don't want him to go to jail. Anytime I try to help my family or do something that I think is right, it's the ultimate sin. But when you do anything, god forbid that I'm mad. You always have me begging for your forgiveness and thinking that everything is my fault but you know what, it's not. Yeah, some of the time it is but I can admit that, why can't you Sonny?"

There was a few seconds of silence and Carly grabbed her purse off the couch and walked to the door.

"Where do you think you're going?" Sonny demanded.

"Out, I don't know when I'll be back but when I am, we can talk about this more."

With that, she walked out the door and closed it behind her.