Insight

Tasuki POV

Chapter 2

by Mikazuki

Tasuki was disgruntled. Walking slightly ahead of Chichiri, he rubbed a hand over his nose as though trying to wipe off the freckles the older man had mentioned earlier. He pulled his hand away from his face and studied it, half expecting to see the offending blemishes resting in his palm.


It wasn't about the freckles.


In spite of the vigorous chafing he'd just given his nose, he could still feel Chichiri's touch. And that bothered him. Remembering Chichiri's gentle fingers brought back the tight feeling in his chest that had been plaguing him lately whenever the monk was nearby.


He shook his head slightly and turned to face his companion, hoping that the blush he could still almost feel on his cheeks was invisible.


"Ne, Chichiri, I don't s'pose there's a town around here, is there?"


We haven't been walking that long, no da..." Chichiri had the same half-amused, half-annoyed look he always wore when Tasuki complained about walking. "It's still morning, no da."


Tasuki gave an exaggerated sigh.


Chichiri shook his head. "You'd think that a mountain bandit wouldn't mind walking so much, no da. And you yourself said that today was perfect."


"It ain't that I mind walkin', Chichiri, but that's all we've bin doin' fer days..." Tasuki was quiet for a moment, then tilted his head to one side. "Where're we goin', anyway?"


Chichiri put his mask on. It flashed a cheerful smile at Tasuki. "Wherever we end up, no da!"


Tasuki sighed again, this time resignedly. "C'n we at least 'end up' somewhere with sake?"


"Is getting drunk all you think about, no da?"


Tasuki put on an offended look. "A' course not!" He paused, a grin creeping onto his face. "I think about gettin' laid, too..."


Tasuki didn't know what Chichiri's expression looked like under his mask, but he was willing to bet that his friend was either smiling or blushing. Possibly both.


"Seriously, though. It does take thought ta plan a raid, y'know."


"I know. I was just kidding, no da. I know you think...occasionally..." Chichiri had laughter in his voice, but it was kind laughter. Tasuki knew that he was still teasing, but even so, he was not one to take insults lightly.


He managed to growl a little, but was unable to keep a grin off his face. "Why, you..." With that, he pounced playfully on the monk.


Chichiri was still laughing as Tasuki struck, and he continued to chuckle as Tasuki's momentum sent them sprawling into the tall grass by the side of the road. Chichiri didn't struggle, and within a few moments, Tasuki had him pinned to the ground and was staring him in the face.


Or, rather, in the mask. Chichiri was still wearing the covering. For some reason, this bothered Tasuki a great deal. Reaching down, he quickly found its edge, and with a deft twist of his fingers, removed it, never noticing the way Chichiri tensed and stopped laughing when Tasuki's fingers brushed his temple.


Smiling, Tasuki set the mask aside and looked back at Chichiri. The expression on his face was one of surprise, and unless Tasuki was mistaken, Chichiri was blushing slightly.


All of a sudden, Tasuki realized what an awkward situation they were in. Still, he couldn't move, though he knew he should. Staring at Chichiri like that was causing him to feel nervous and fluttery. They weren't feelings Tasuki was accustomed to, and he wasn't sure how to take them. All he knew was that looking Chichiri in the eye like this was making him want to...


....To kiss him?! To Tasuki's shock, he realized that he was leaning downward a little...


Jerking out of the half-trance he'd been in, Tasuki rolled off of Chichiri, apologizing profusely as he helped Chichiri up.


Chichiri looked somewhat shaken. "Th...That's all right, no da..."He picked up his mask and returned it to his face. As he watched him, Tasuki noticed that Chichiri's hands seemed to be trembling. Biting his lip, Tasuki hoped that he hadn't caused his friend's obvious distress.


But what else could it be?


As the minutes ticked away silently, Tasuki studied the air around him, half-expecting the tension to be visible.


When he saw nothing, Tasuki's gaze strayed to the man walking a few paces ahead of him.


' How could I be so stupid?' He wondered. ' I can't believe I actually tackled Chichiri.'


Chichiri was walking at a steady pace. Every so often, he would look back to see if Tasuki was still behind him. His mask was smiling, as always, but he didn't say anything.


"Chichiri?"


"Hm?"


"Are ya mad at me?"


"Of course not, no da." Chichiri's voice matched the smile Tasuki was now getting from his mask.


"Take yer mask off an' tell me that."

Chichiri stopped walking and turned to face Tasuki completely. He reached up and pulled the mask off. There was a serious look in his mahogany eye as he regarded the bandit before him.


"I am not angry with you, Tasuki, no da."


Tasuki smiled with relief. "Well, good, 'cause yer stuck with me fer a while."


Chichiri smiled back.


'I like it when Chichiri smiles for real.' Tasuki thought happily. 'He's beautiful when—wait a minute...' Tasuki blinked. ' Where the hell did that come from? First I tackle him, then I almost kiss him, and now I think he's beautiful?


' What in Suzaku's name is wrong with me?'