So Rafe left her for God only knows where. They were supposed to be married and she was the one that broke the vows with, of all people, Caleb. She slumps against the couch, crying and screaming for a while.

A: Why did I do this? Why? We were happy.weren't we? But there was that with Caleb before and it was..odd and I liked it and..oh God I liked it..

There's that voice echoing in her mind.. Or is it in her mind?

C: Was it all that bad Alison? Why did you come back for something more, to see if there was something better than your little slayer boy?

She paces in her room, back and forth and then back again.

A: I don't know. I wouldn't have married him if I didn't love him.but you and that night I just..I just don't know...

She drops against the wall, crying lightly.

A: I never meant to hurt him.honest. I'm sorry..but I just don't know what I'm feeling. I want them both.is it possible to have both?