Disclaimer: I don't own the cast of Degrassi, even though I wish I owned Marco.
A/N: I've been looking to find a Marco/Ellie story for a while now and I figured I might as well write one.
Story
Dear Marco,
Ellie looked down at the paper, she wasn't sure how to approach what she was about to write. How exactly do you tell your best friend who's gay and dating the brother of one of the most popular girls at school?
It's not like I'm going to show him or anything. Yeah Ellie your right, right to your hearts desire, no one will know. I guess it's better than cutting yourself. (Ellie thinking to herslef/Having a conversating with heself.)
I'm not quite sure how to start this. How do you work up the nerve to tell someone that you're in love with them? Well I guess I just did. Cheap I know, but it's better than pouring all my emotion into something that could never be. Then again if I just cop out because I'm afraid of rejection then this world will be a lot harder for me to handle. So here it goes my Rambles of Love.
Have you ever wanted something you couldn't see? Have you ever wanted something you couldn't be?
When I see you my heart fills with glee. They always say, 'may the truth set you free.'
But what exactly is the truth?
Is it that I've become deeply in love with you? Or is it the pain of not having you.
Jealousy is something we all shall bare. Darkness fills me like your stares.
Playful images in my mind. Right I think I'm out of time.
For someone else has you heart,
And that's my down fall. It's too bad I lost it all.
Though I hate rhyming and this should be free-versed. I figure its better when I rehearse. So you came. So I went. I could not think of time better spent than the time I spent with you.
And now it's time to close my eyes. My soul is no longer filled with lies.
My pulse returns to normal, I start to breathe.
If only you could see...
My tears that bleed.
Love,
Bad-Rhymer
Ellie puts the paper in her Chemistry book. Flicked the lamp switch off. Lies on her bed. And slowly closes her eyes.
A/N: Please review. After awhile I'll work my way into it, first I had to express Ellie feelings.