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**Christopher cries**

"Satine," Christian said waking her up. "Satine," he tried again.

"Hmm...." She answered, "what?"

"I think its time to feed Christopher." He whispered.

"Can't you do it?" she questioned, half asleep.

"Uh...no I don't think so," he laughed.

"Ok, then you do that," Satine said and fell back asleep.

Christian laughed and got up to get Christopher.

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"Shhh... its okay daddy's here." He said picking him up and rocking him in his arms.

He was so adorable, his black hair, his blue eyes, and his mother's long legs. {Lol she is tall}

He walked back to their room and laid him beside Satine and hopped in bed along side.

"Réveillez Mon amour," he said to her.

She moved at peeked her eye open and smiled, "What?"

He looked towards Christopher. He was looking at the ceiling smiling.

"Oh, is somebody hungwey?" she said in 'baby talk'.

Christian smiled, "Look at him he's so happy just looking at the ceiling."

"Yea," Satine said picking him up, undoing her blouse, and feeding Christopher.

Christian smiled and went back to sleep leaving Satine and the baby alone.

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"One, two threeeeeeee," Satine said lifting Christopher into the air. He made cooing noises and laughed at the excitement of going up and down. "Its funny?" she laughed. "What time is it?" she called out to Christian, who was furiously trying to write.

"2:00!" he called back.

"Its someone's nap time!" she said tickling Christopher and picking him up. She brought him to his room and put him in his crib and immediately her started sucking his thumb and his eyes closed. Satine smiled and walked to where Christian was.

"What's wrong?" she asked rubbing his tense shoulders. "Would you just relax?"

"I can't!" he screamed getting up.

"Well, I'm sorry," she said, "I'm just trying to help." She turned around and walked to their bedroom.

Christian sighed and followed her. He saw her lying on the bed and went to her and started kissing her back. She moaned softly.

"I'm sorry," he said when she turned and faced her.

"Its okay."

"Things have been so stressful lately... I just..." he sighed. "I don't know."

There was a scilence.

"I love you," see said breaking the scilence.

He smiled and kissed her passionately. Christian pulled back suddenly.

"What?" she asked.

"I got a letter today..." He started.

"And..."

"My mother wants me to go see him."

"Then we'll go."

"No."

"Why?"

"Because y comes before z," he laughed, "I don't know."

"Duffus." She laughed, "Why don't you want to go?"

"Well, I got two letters today; that one and one inviting us to my cousin's wedding. Which is in Louisiana. My dad lives in Mississippi."

"Well, we could go to the wedding, then go to Louisiana."

"But, we don't have the money..." he said depressed.

"Hey," she said pulling him up by the chin, "Don't start with the money okay?"

"Well when will I have to start!"

"What is your problem?"

"You know what my problem is?"

"No I don't! I wish I did and I'm sorry if its me but, hey..."

He sighed, "This is my problem," he said with his arms spread open.

"What?"

"This place, this house, this, this life style..." he sighed. "I think I just need a break from this."

Satine stood there thinking. Suddenly she had an idea. "Wait right here," she said as she went to Christopher's room and gathered him some warm close because it was winter and packed them into a little suitcase.