Chapter 3
Irvine pulled Rinoa closer to the warmth of his body; she cradled her head on his shoulder. They were both breathing hard, as sweat glistened off of their bodies. They had crashed his house that week, the last week was hers. He was beginning to love being with her even when they were out of bed. Everything that they did together was special, but he had only one problem. Even laying here with her now he wanted Selphie to be the one by his side.
"What's wrong Irvine?" he heard me ask, he had gone quite stiff at the moment.
"Just thinking is all." He pulled away from Rinoa, got out of bed. "You want anything?"
"Na I'm good. I think I'll go and get in a shower before I go to work." I watched him leave the room. He walked down the stairs naked, no one was here, well except the two of us. I got up from the bed and stretched and walked to the bathroom. I stepped into the shower told it what temperature and then got in the drying tube. When I walked downstairs I could smell the aroma of coffee, and toast. Irvine was standing in the kitchen wearing the pants that I ripped the button off of last night. It was weird, I mean about the way I felt about him. I mean we have been friends for so long that I can't possibly believe we would ever end up having sex on a regular basis.
I walked over to him and hugged him around the waste, and he turned slowly in my arms. "What's wrong?" I asked him.
"If I were to tell you, you'd probably get mad." He said with a wry smile. I took my hand and wrapped the long thickness of that deep brown hair and pulled so his head went back and exposed his neck, and bit down causing him to hiss out loud. I licked my way up his ears, which caused me to stand on my toes, and even bit his ear. When he turned his face to kiss me I pulled away and stepped back. I could see that what I had done had a full affect on him.
"So," I said smiling at him when he looked as if I had just shot him in his 'manhood'. "What's wrong?"
He sighed, moving his hand over his face, then turned his back to me. When he did answer I had to ask him to repeat it because what he said was barley above a whisper. "I miss her Rinoa." He shook his head. I knew exactly whom he was talking about, because I felt the same way with Squall. I touched him on his back and he flinched away. "I miss her while I'm with you Ro. I miss her and wish that you could be her, I hate it." He turned toward me tears in his eyes. "I want you to be her, sound like, her dress like her."
I just looked at him not know what else to do, when I wanted to touch him he backed away. "What do you want me to say Irvine?" I asked because he was really beginning to scare the shit out me.
"I want you to be angry with me, that's what I want." He threw his hands in the air. "You're looking at me now with pity and I can't stand it, why?"
The tears were flowing now, he looked so pitiful and my heart reached out to him. "I can't get mad because I know how you feel, maybe not as strong but I miss Squall to." He actually let me touch him, my hand wiping at the tears, although he still didn't look me in the eyes. "But I learned a long time ago that there's nothing I can do about it."
"I am so sorry Rinoa." He said silently and then we feel. I don't know who feel first but we were in his kitchen on the floor, and I held him. He cried like a child cries when they lose a treat. I wanted to take his pain into myself, take it so that he wouldn't feel this way. I kissed him on the head when he was a bit more silent, and he looked up at me.
In that moment I knew that the love I felt for him was true, maybe not as strong as the love I felt for Squall but it was there. I kissed him, pouring all that I felt into that kiss and he kissed me back with just as much, and I was in heaven. *~*~*~*~*~*
"You stupid bitch!" Squall yelled at Selphie as she scrambled up from the floor holding her face. "You fucking cunt!" he swung again only this time with his fist clocking her in the eye. "I can't believe you. No wonder you dropped Irvine so quick for me."
Selphie stood up, her lip bloody. "You hit me you son of bitch. Seifer how are you going to sit there and let him do this to me?"
The blue-eyed man looked up from polishing his gun blade and shrugged. "You screwed yourself over babe. Shit if I had known you were fuckin my boy Squall here I wouldn't have fucked you in the first place." And he went back to polishing his gun blade.
Selphie was on her own when she turned back to Squall. "Look Squall honey, I was drunk and well, come on give me a break."
"You're a fucking skank Selphie, if I was Irvine I'd get rid of your ass to." Squall said. "Fuck this hey Seifer let's go." He turned to leave, the blond gunblade men following him.
"The only reason why he left me was to fuck the bitch you were with!" Selphie yelled after him and he stopped and turned toward her.
"What?" he made it a question but Selphie could tell that she got to him.
"I said he only dumped me so he could fuck your bitch." Selphie said walking towards them, swaying her hips as she did so. But what caught her off guard was when Squall hit her with a fireball. "What the fuck was that for?"
"Don't fuck with my head Selphie."
"I'm not, I just saw them two weeks ago at Zell's place, eating a pizza together. Shit after five minutes they got up and left in a hurry. I followed them back to Rinoa's house and they couldn't keep their hands off each other." She stood and brushed her self off, a burn scorch in the right shoulder of her dress. "From what I here no one's seen them for at least two weeks."
Squall stalked off, Seifer following behind him, someone was in trouble and he wanted to watch.
Irvine pulled Rinoa closer to the warmth of his body; she cradled her head on his shoulder. They were both breathing hard, as sweat glistened off of their bodies. They had crashed his house that week, the last week was hers. He was beginning to love being with her even when they were out of bed. Everything that they did together was special, but he had only one problem. Even laying here with her now he wanted Selphie to be the one by his side.
"What's wrong Irvine?" he heard me ask, he had gone quite stiff at the moment.
"Just thinking is all." He pulled away from Rinoa, got out of bed. "You want anything?"
"Na I'm good. I think I'll go and get in a shower before I go to work." I watched him leave the room. He walked down the stairs naked, no one was here, well except the two of us. I got up from the bed and stretched and walked to the bathroom. I stepped into the shower told it what temperature and then got in the drying tube. When I walked downstairs I could smell the aroma of coffee, and toast. Irvine was standing in the kitchen wearing the pants that I ripped the button off of last night. It was weird, I mean about the way I felt about him. I mean we have been friends for so long that I can't possibly believe we would ever end up having sex on a regular basis.
I walked over to him and hugged him around the waste, and he turned slowly in my arms. "What's wrong?" I asked him.
"If I were to tell you, you'd probably get mad." He said with a wry smile. I took my hand and wrapped the long thickness of that deep brown hair and pulled so his head went back and exposed his neck, and bit down causing him to hiss out loud. I licked my way up his ears, which caused me to stand on my toes, and even bit his ear. When he turned his face to kiss me I pulled away and stepped back. I could see that what I had done had a full affect on him.
"So," I said smiling at him when he looked as if I had just shot him in his 'manhood'. "What's wrong?"
He sighed, moving his hand over his face, then turned his back to me. When he did answer I had to ask him to repeat it because what he said was barley above a whisper. "I miss her Rinoa." He shook his head. I knew exactly whom he was talking about, because I felt the same way with Squall. I touched him on his back and he flinched away. "I miss her while I'm with you Ro. I miss her and wish that you could be her, I hate it." He turned toward me tears in his eyes. "I want you to be her, sound like, her dress like her."
I just looked at him not know what else to do, when I wanted to touch him he backed away. "What do you want me to say Irvine?" I asked because he was really beginning to scare the shit out me.
"I want you to be angry with me, that's what I want." He threw his hands in the air. "You're looking at me now with pity and I can't stand it, why?"
The tears were flowing now, he looked so pitiful and my heart reached out to him. "I can't get mad because I know how you feel, maybe not as strong but I miss Squall to." He actually let me touch him, my hand wiping at the tears, although he still didn't look me in the eyes. "But I learned a long time ago that there's nothing I can do about it."
"I am so sorry Rinoa." He said silently and then we feel. I don't know who feel first but we were in his kitchen on the floor, and I held him. He cried like a child cries when they lose a treat. I wanted to take his pain into myself, take it so that he wouldn't feel this way. I kissed him on the head when he was a bit more silent, and he looked up at me.
In that moment I knew that the love I felt for him was true, maybe not as strong as the love I felt for Squall but it was there. I kissed him, pouring all that I felt into that kiss and he kissed me back with just as much, and I was in heaven. *~*~*~*~*~*
"You stupid bitch!" Squall yelled at Selphie as she scrambled up from the floor holding her face. "You fucking cunt!" he swung again only this time with his fist clocking her in the eye. "I can't believe you. No wonder you dropped Irvine so quick for me."
Selphie stood up, her lip bloody. "You hit me you son of bitch. Seifer how are you going to sit there and let him do this to me?"
The blue-eyed man looked up from polishing his gun blade and shrugged. "You screwed yourself over babe. Shit if I had known you were fuckin my boy Squall here I wouldn't have fucked you in the first place." And he went back to polishing his gun blade.
Selphie was on her own when she turned back to Squall. "Look Squall honey, I was drunk and well, come on give me a break."
"You're a fucking skank Selphie, if I was Irvine I'd get rid of your ass to." Squall said. "Fuck this hey Seifer let's go." He turned to leave, the blond gunblade men following him.
"The only reason why he left me was to fuck the bitch you were with!" Selphie yelled after him and he stopped and turned toward her.
"What?" he made it a question but Selphie could tell that she got to him.
"I said he only dumped me so he could fuck your bitch." Selphie said walking towards them, swaying her hips as she did so. But what caught her off guard was when Squall hit her with a fireball. "What the fuck was that for?"
"Don't fuck with my head Selphie."
"I'm not, I just saw them two weeks ago at Zell's place, eating a pizza together. Shit after five minutes they got up and left in a hurry. I followed them back to Rinoa's house and they couldn't keep their hands off each other." She stood and brushed her self off, a burn scorch in the right shoulder of her dress. "From what I here no one's seen them for at least two weeks."
Squall stalked off, Seifer following behind him, someone was in trouble and he wanted to watch.