Deserted Emotions

Hmmm...I got bored one day and decide to write some more letters. And yes, they're all gonna be depressing...for the most part. I'm gonna do one for all the main characters. Well, here's another letter!

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When I saw here, she took my breath away. I guess one could say that I've always had a crush on her. I would scour magazines searching for articles in the hopes of learning something new about her. Where she came from. What her childhood was like. What her dreams were. Stuff like that. But every time, I came out empty handed. But there's no hope for me now. She's most likely dating him.

He was like a brother to me. Sure, I have plenty of brothers, but what's one more? The thought of those two together sends chills down my spine. Why wouldn't they be together? After all, they lived together. Alone. Just the two of them. Who knows what they did at the base where they lived. It scares me. Everything about her scares me. But then again, I have saved her life. Even if I only did it once.

But it was great, having her body against mine. When I saved her, it felt awkward having her body against mine. But that feeling was nothing compared what I was feeling now

That was an amazing night though...

Now that I think about it, I think I'm in love. I'm in love with a girl. I never thought that I, Bradley Aaron Hunter, would fall in love with a girl. A girl who does not know I exist...I think I finally understand unrequited love. Its love, but it hurts. When I think about her, my heart aches. It hurts so much it feels as if it's about to explode. I love her...but the question is...does she love me?

Brad H.