Deserted Emotions
Hey y'all! I'm so close to finishing up this letterfic I can taste the excitement. Well, without further a due, here's letter #7!
I don't know what it is about her, but she's amazing. She's beautiful, smart and a good lover. Ok, that last part is untrue. I've never slept with her in my life. In fact, I've never slept with anybody. Even if I tried to sleep with her, her sister would cut me off so I could never sleep with her again. Despite the threats from her sister, I still want to be her boyfriend.
Unfortunately, I have to clear it with her sister first. I would talk to her sister, but I'm afraid of what would happen to me. I know I'm supposed to be a big, tough guy, but her sister scares the shit out of me. Anyone who says that her sister is not scary hasn't seen her sister angry before. I cringe at the thought of it.
I think I fell in love with her when I joined the team she was on. We were sitting around a campfire, talking. I can't remember what we were talking about because I was to busy looking at her. Her voice was soothing and her eyes were a deep chocolate. She was beautiful.
The closest I've gotten to her was when she and I were alone while her sister went off somewhere. To this day I still don't know where her sister went that day. So, she and I were sitting alone at the base when she asked me about my family. I was caught off guard with the question, so didn't say anything in response. She apologized for asking such a personal question, but I told her it was okay. That's how everything started. We started talking about our families and our pasts. We talked into the early hours of the next morning.
Eventually, she got tired and fell asleep on my shoulder. I tried to pick her up and carry her to her room, but she started to stir when I walked past my room. Not wanting her to wake up, I entered my room and laid her on my bed. Despite my efforts, she woke up. Instead of complaining, she grabbed my hand and asked me to stay with her. She asked me to lay by her side and sleep next to her. I happily obliged. I laid down next to her when she turned towards me. I heard her say my name so I turned on my side and faced her. Before I could ask her what she wanted, she had leaned her head against my chest and grabbed a hold of my shirt. I thought I heard her crying, so I comfortingly wrapped my arms around her. I heard her fall asleep shortly after. I cold feel myself falling asleep, so I surrendered. When I woke up later that afternoon, she was still sleeping in my arms. I was afraid that her sister would soon find us, so I got up and walked around the base. I saw no trace of her sister so I went back to my room. I laid down next to her and wrapped my arms around her until she woke up. The two of us blushed a deep red. Neither of us mentioned the incident after that happened. To this day, not a night goes by when I don't think of that moment of heaven. Why? Because I love her.
And I hope she loves me.
Jack S.
Hey y'all! I'm so close to finishing up this letterfic I can taste the excitement. Well, without further a due, here's letter #7!
I don't know what it is about her, but she's amazing. She's beautiful, smart and a good lover. Ok, that last part is untrue. I've never slept with her in my life. In fact, I've never slept with anybody. Even if I tried to sleep with her, her sister would cut me off so I could never sleep with her again. Despite the threats from her sister, I still want to be her boyfriend.
Unfortunately, I have to clear it with her sister first. I would talk to her sister, but I'm afraid of what would happen to me. I know I'm supposed to be a big, tough guy, but her sister scares the shit out of me. Anyone who says that her sister is not scary hasn't seen her sister angry before. I cringe at the thought of it.
I think I fell in love with her when I joined the team she was on. We were sitting around a campfire, talking. I can't remember what we were talking about because I was to busy looking at her. Her voice was soothing and her eyes were a deep chocolate. She was beautiful.
The closest I've gotten to her was when she and I were alone while her sister went off somewhere. To this day I still don't know where her sister went that day. So, she and I were sitting alone at the base when she asked me about my family. I was caught off guard with the question, so didn't say anything in response. She apologized for asking such a personal question, but I told her it was okay. That's how everything started. We started talking about our families and our pasts. We talked into the early hours of the next morning.
Eventually, she got tired and fell asleep on my shoulder. I tried to pick her up and carry her to her room, but she started to stir when I walked past my room. Not wanting her to wake up, I entered my room and laid her on my bed. Despite my efforts, she woke up. Instead of complaining, she grabbed my hand and asked me to stay with her. She asked me to lay by her side and sleep next to her. I happily obliged. I laid down next to her when she turned towards me. I heard her say my name so I turned on my side and faced her. Before I could ask her what she wanted, she had leaned her head against my chest and grabbed a hold of my shirt. I thought I heard her crying, so I comfortingly wrapped my arms around her. I heard her fall asleep shortly after. I cold feel myself falling asleep, so I surrendered. When I woke up later that afternoon, she was still sleeping in my arms. I was afraid that her sister would soon find us, so I got up and walked around the base. I saw no trace of her sister so I went back to my room. I laid down next to her and wrapped my arms around her until she woke up. The two of us blushed a deep red. Neither of us mentioned the incident after that happened. To this day, not a night goes by when I don't think of that moment of heaven. Why? Because I love her.
And I hope she loves me.
Jack S.