People always complain that their too skinny, too fat, too ugly...they should fell lucky that they at least appear human.... All my life I've felt their stares upon me, but today her stares pierce me...

If ever you had said to me before

That I would lead this life

That I am living now I guess it's all so strange

To feel the way I do inside and

Have so much that I could feel some

Pride for in my life so why is it that

I feel like this

Why does she look at me like that? She cringes as I approach, she's terrified... I smile, the smell of fear does wonders for my appetite... But there's something strange, another part of me is reluctant to kill her... 'She is only prey' cries a louder voice. Survival of the fittest...

How do I feel? I've been here before

I've felt this

Retreat to a place a place within me I need this

Keep it all down bottled inside it breaks me

to torment again and

Torture me like it used to

She trembles with fear as I run a claw across her slender neck, she whimpered ever so slightly as the skin broke... I could feel my senses explode as the scent of the flowing red substance reached my nostrils... I licked one of my claws almost sadistically, acknowledging the girls look of horror as she beheld my action... All the better

I try and try to break away from all the hate

I'm feeling for everyone of you that's ever

Done me wrong I need to justify the reasons

For the way I'm living I guess I can't cause

I don't feel like I deserve

She looks up at me and I see my reflection in those violet orbs... Horror struck I take a step back, Is that truly what I have become?

People always wanted to be famous, I was, but all I ever wanted was to be normal...

I behold my own twisted, horrible form, 'What part of that is normal?'

How do I feel? I've been here before

I've felt this

Retreat to a place a place within me I need this

Keep it all down bottled inside it breaks me

to torment again and

Torture me like it used to

The girl looks up at me and notices my hesitation. Why is she so familiar? Images, faces and memories run through the haze inside my mind. I cannot focus, the cacophony of their voices ringing in my head. 'Raven... Kill... Breathe... Swim... Eat... Run... Raven... Raven...'

"RAVEN!!!" I find myself screaming... The tears flow down my face as I behold my bloody hands... The wounded girl before me places her hands upon my head...

"I'm sorry..." She whispers as a blinding pain fills my head as I roar in agony... And then a numbing, bone chilling silence and peace...

So now the waves they have subsided

And my soul is bleeding

I can't take away all the shame I feel

Forgive me

"Forgive me..." I whisper before the darkness consumes me...