Running

Why do I always run away?
I know my problems will never go away
But I just stand around and watch the sky
I will keep on waiting till the day I die

Do you hear me?
I will not repeat it, so lean in close
Make sure you hear me, this isnt a joke
It wants to watch you bleed and die
Just run and dont wonder why

Are you running yet?
Dont turn around, feel no regret
Youre doing what I wanted you to
It does not matter if it hurts me too

Have you stopped running yet?
Listen up and dont forget, this is no little threat
Its darker than night, and more deadly too
So keep on running cause I told you to

Will you survive the coming war?
Maybe one day you will walk through my door
But until then I can only regret
The bet that I lost, I guess I wasnt as strong as I thought

Will you ever coming home?
Listless and all alone
I wish that I had never come home
That fateful day and saw you flee
Flee from the monster, and that monster was me.

Authors note- ok so this poem looks NOTHING like I wrote it...the first line
is the same but now it all changed. Anyway I know some of you guys think
that my poem 'sanctities requiem' was a little more morbid and gruesome
than I usually am. WELL ITS NOT!! Actually guys I have been feeding you my
PG rated material. I dont want to write horribly gruesome poetry here cause
I want to focus on the imagery in my poetry...which reminds me I am going to
write a BB suicide poem next. Have fun all. RnR and ignore my previous
rant...sometimes caffeine makes me a little evil! Ja Ne!