Note: Sorry for taking so long .... i've been very busy lately.. So lets get this going!
It's been two weeks since Beastboy had died. I wander the Tower as an empty shell. I still wont accept that he is gone for good.. Robin keeps telling me that I'll be fine, although I doubt I will. At night I cry for him.. I can't stop thinking about him..He still lives inside of me even though he is gone from our world. Even when I meditate his death flashes in my mind. "I wont accept that he is gone." I muttered. "He'll always remain with me!" I shouted. "I'm sure he will." said a familier voice which made me jump. "Oh.. Hi Robin.." I managed to say. "Oh did I scare you?" "If so I'm sorry." Robin replied. "You Didn't scare me.. I don't do fear." I lied. "I know you miss him rae." "but you have to get over it some time, right?" He added softly. "Er.. yeah i guess so.." I said as I quickly wiped tears from my eyes.
"You know Rae.. you don't have to hide your emotions from me.. I don't mind." Robin said soothingly. "I've already told you, I don't show my emotions.. They are dangerous." I replied slightly annoyed. "Did you ever think that your emotions are dangerous only because you never show them?" Robin asked. "In all honesty.. I don't know." I replied swiftly. "Even if it is true, It's to late to convert back." I added. After a moments pause Robin finally said "Well.. I'm going back in. See you later." "Cya." I said. After a few more minutes I decided to head inside. As I walked through the halls of the tower, I passed Beastboy's Room. I paused for a moment gazing at the door. Then a voice out of no where said "You miss him, do you not Raven?" I jumped again. "Why do you have to scare me like that starfire?" I asked.
"Oh.. Sorry about that Raven." "I did not mean to startle you." Starfire said. "Now if you don't mind I'm going to go to my room and sleep." I said yawning. "Oh.. Okay. See you!" Star said in a cheerful voice. "Yeah.. whatever.." I muttered under my breath. As i reached my room I had stopped realizing what looked like Beastboy's Shirt was hanging on my door with a note attached to it. It read: Hey Raven.. I know this means a lot to you so I am going to let you have it. Robin. I smiled. As I entered my room i set Beastboy's Shirt down on a corner of my bed. Then almost instantly i fell asleep. At first my dream was plesant.. But then Beastboys Death flashed into my mind. Flashback "Rae..I..I Love you." End Flashback I had a terrible pain in my gut. I slept Longer than i wanted to. I awoke at 3 pm realizing i had slept in.
"Damn!" I cursed. "What if the team needs me and I'm not there!? One of them could die!" I said. I quickly got dressed and ran out of my room. "Heya Rae. What's up? You look worried." Robin stated. "Er well no I am not worried." I lied. "Okay.. Well just remember what I said yesterday." Robin said soothingly. "Yeah.. sure." I replied. "I left the room and went up to the top of the tower. As I reached the top I wondered if I could somehow revive Beastboy. Then suddenly it came to me, If I could bide my powers and concentrate them on Beastboy.. maybe he would revive. "I hope this works..." I said slowly. ......
To Be Continued.
It's been two weeks since Beastboy had died. I wander the Tower as an empty shell. I still wont accept that he is gone for good.. Robin keeps telling me that I'll be fine, although I doubt I will. At night I cry for him.. I can't stop thinking about him..He still lives inside of me even though he is gone from our world. Even when I meditate his death flashes in my mind. "I wont accept that he is gone." I muttered. "He'll always remain with me!" I shouted. "I'm sure he will." said a familier voice which made me jump. "Oh.. Hi Robin.." I managed to say. "Oh did I scare you?" "If so I'm sorry." Robin replied. "You Didn't scare me.. I don't do fear." I lied. "I know you miss him rae." "but you have to get over it some time, right?" He added softly. "Er.. yeah i guess so.." I said as I quickly wiped tears from my eyes.
"You know Rae.. you don't have to hide your emotions from me.. I don't mind." Robin said soothingly. "I've already told you, I don't show my emotions.. They are dangerous." I replied slightly annoyed. "Did you ever think that your emotions are dangerous only because you never show them?" Robin asked. "In all honesty.. I don't know." I replied swiftly. "Even if it is true, It's to late to convert back." I added. After a moments pause Robin finally said "Well.. I'm going back in. See you later." "Cya." I said. After a few more minutes I decided to head inside. As I walked through the halls of the tower, I passed Beastboy's Room. I paused for a moment gazing at the door. Then a voice out of no where said "You miss him, do you not Raven?" I jumped again. "Why do you have to scare me like that starfire?" I asked.
"Oh.. Sorry about that Raven." "I did not mean to startle you." Starfire said. "Now if you don't mind I'm going to go to my room and sleep." I said yawning. "Oh.. Okay. See you!" Star said in a cheerful voice. "Yeah.. whatever.." I muttered under my breath. As i reached my room I had stopped realizing what looked like Beastboy's Shirt was hanging on my door with a note attached to it. It read: Hey Raven.. I know this means a lot to you so I am going to let you have it. Robin. I smiled. As I entered my room i set Beastboy's Shirt down on a corner of my bed. Then almost instantly i fell asleep. At first my dream was plesant.. But then Beastboys Death flashed into my mind. Flashback "Rae..I..I Love you." End Flashback I had a terrible pain in my gut. I slept Longer than i wanted to. I awoke at 3 pm realizing i had slept in.
"Damn!" I cursed. "What if the team needs me and I'm not there!? One of them could die!" I said. I quickly got dressed and ran out of my room. "Heya Rae. What's up? You look worried." Robin stated. "Er well no I am not worried." I lied. "Okay.. Well just remember what I said yesterday." Robin said soothingly. "Yeah.. sure." I replied. "I left the room and went up to the top of the tower. As I reached the top I wondered if I could somehow revive Beastboy. Then suddenly it came to me, If I could bide my powers and concentrate them on Beastboy.. maybe he would revive. "I hope this works..." I said slowly. ......
To Be Continued.