Yes I know that chapter was full of things but this chapter you really get to know Julie"

Dear Diary, Hey it's me Julie again. I have some terrible news. 2 of my cousins died in the past 48 hours. I haven't seen them in over 6 months and I miss them so much. Uncle Danny invited me to their funeral. I'll tell you all about after I go. They're going to have a joint funeral. I am just blown away. I cant get over the fact their both dead.

And steph only being 13 and DJ only being 20. it just doesn't seem right. I don't know why but I have this feeling that Michelle takes the blame for DJ's death. I heard her mubling something like I shouldn't have said that to her or something, I'll talk to her later about that because that has been on my mind for a while. My only cousin left is Michelle and I treasure her now so I have to make everything perfect for her. She is only 7 and I bet whatever she said to DJ she didn't mean.

Well I'll write back in later. I just feel like lying down and crying. Maybe I will do that, maybe wont...maybe I'll go talk to Uncle Danny.

XOXO Julie