Chapter 9: Lonely Feelings
The next morning went pretty much the same as always. Sora had met up with Riku and Tidus and they waited for the bus to arrive. There was one thing that was missing though, Kairi. The boys had no clue what was wrong with her, but she had decided to get a ride to school with one of her friends. She didn't want to see Sora or the gang and wasn't sure how long it would last.
When lunch time came around, Sora and the others gathered in the cafe, and again, Kairi was nowhere to be found. She tried to avoid them all day. The only one she found she couldn't avoid, was Selphie. Selphie always knew where to find her, and she did just that.
"Hi, Kairi."
"Oh, hi Selphie."
"Wha'cha doin' all alone? Why aren't you in the cafe with the others?"
"Well, I had somethings to do and..."
"What were you doing?"
"Oh, ummm...not much. I just finished...oh...I mean..." She knew she messed up. She regretted saying that, because the next thing she knew. Selphie was dragging her into the cafe. When she got to the table, the others immediatly noticed she was there. They all greeted her and she tried to sound happy to see them. Well...the only ones she really didn't want to see were Sora and Riku. Selphie sat down on the bench and patted the spot next to her, telling Kairi to sit down. She didn't want to but she didn't want to be rude. She sat down beside Selphie and waited for someone to talk to her.
She sat there patiently, and was playing with a pencil she took out of her pencilcase. She was staring at it, while deep in thought. Sora was the first to notice and wondered what was bothering her.
"Ummm....Kairi...what are you doing?"
She looked up as soon as she snapped out of her trance. "Oh, nothing. I'm just bored."
"Oh okay." Replied the naive Sora. He then turned his head back towards Riku and smiled. Kairi hated that. She hated every look Sora would give to Riku, and vise versa. She wanted to just scream but held it in by going back to the task of drawing swirls on the table.
Not too long after, the bell rang. Sora and Riku had Math together, Tidus had Science, and Selphie had Art. Kairi just happened to have her spare then and knew she'd be alone for a while. When they all split up, Kairi decided to go out to the park. It was a nice day out and she didn't want to be stuck inside the whole time. She also thought that taking a walk might clear her head.
*Meanwhile*
Sora and Riku stopped at their locker before going to class. They still had a couple minutes left and their class was right across the hall. They took that time to talk about some things.
"Sora...did you notice something strange about Kairi?"
"How so?"
"Well, for starters, she was very distant today. She would usually been in all of the conversations and would have been at the cafe before us. Also, if you didn't notice, she wasn't on the bus today."
"Oh, now that you mention it, ya you're right."
"I wonder if there is something bugging her."
"Maybe, but I have no clue what it would be. She's doing fine in school and there aren't any tests for a while now." Sora said while going through his planner.
"Do you think it might have something to do with you leaving?"
"It's possible but that's not going to happen for a little while."
"Oh, did your mom find a place yet?"
"Ummm...kind of. She's going to go check it out this weekend. She wants me to finish the school year before we leave."
"Oh, well, that's not too bad. I don't want you to go but I can't do anything about that. At least that gives us a couple of months to spend together before you go." Riku said as he got beside Sora and placed his one arm around Sora. They closed their lockers and went into their classroom.
*At the park*
Kairi looked around and saw that there was no one there. She walked over to one of the benches and sat down. She placed her elbows on her lap to support her head. She looked at the ground while thoughts ran through her head. 'Why is this happening to me? Why am I the one who is alone?' She felt emotions starting to build up inside of her and she covered her face with her hands.
She began to cry and looked up at the clouds. "Why? Why is this happening? I don't want to be alone! Why doesn't anyone love me?" She yelled out as anger began to grow inside of her. She stood up and dragged her feet as she walked over to the swings. She kicked some sand before sitting on one of the seats.
"I just don't get it! I thought they wanted me. I always thought I would be with one of them. But now....I don't have anyone!" Her voice started to fade into a whimper as she lowered her head and closed her eyes.
While she was trying not to cry, she didn't notice someone walking up behind her. They paused behind her and just stared.
"Why are you so upset?" The person said.
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Who is this new person, and why are they there? Will Kairi ever be happy again? Read to find out!!
Sorry for the wait guys. I was working on another fanfic that I posted on adultfanfiction.net. It's a Sora/Riku one. If you like NC-17 yaoi fics, then please check it out. It's called, "A Night Of Fun."
I know this chapter was short, but I need your help guys. I've read the reviews so far (thank you to all who reviewed) and I can't decide to have Kairi go out with a guy or a girl. I've never done a yuri before but I could give it a try. If you guys have any suggestions then please tell me. I would like you to vote on this. Yuri or not? Please vote! Also, if you have anything you would like to contribute to this new person, ie. personality, looks, etc....then please tell me. I'll do what I can. Thank you guys for the support.
Please continue to R&R!!!! ^.~
The next morning went pretty much the same as always. Sora had met up with Riku and Tidus and they waited for the bus to arrive. There was one thing that was missing though, Kairi. The boys had no clue what was wrong with her, but she had decided to get a ride to school with one of her friends. She didn't want to see Sora or the gang and wasn't sure how long it would last.
When lunch time came around, Sora and the others gathered in the cafe, and again, Kairi was nowhere to be found. She tried to avoid them all day. The only one she found she couldn't avoid, was Selphie. Selphie always knew where to find her, and she did just that.
"Hi, Kairi."
"Oh, hi Selphie."
"Wha'cha doin' all alone? Why aren't you in the cafe with the others?"
"Well, I had somethings to do and..."
"What were you doing?"
"Oh, ummm...not much. I just finished...oh...I mean..." She knew she messed up. She regretted saying that, because the next thing she knew. Selphie was dragging her into the cafe. When she got to the table, the others immediatly noticed she was there. They all greeted her and she tried to sound happy to see them. Well...the only ones she really didn't want to see were Sora and Riku. Selphie sat down on the bench and patted the spot next to her, telling Kairi to sit down. She didn't want to but she didn't want to be rude. She sat down beside Selphie and waited for someone to talk to her.
She sat there patiently, and was playing with a pencil she took out of her pencilcase. She was staring at it, while deep in thought. Sora was the first to notice and wondered what was bothering her.
"Ummm....Kairi...what are you doing?"
She looked up as soon as she snapped out of her trance. "Oh, nothing. I'm just bored."
"Oh okay." Replied the naive Sora. He then turned his head back towards Riku and smiled. Kairi hated that. She hated every look Sora would give to Riku, and vise versa. She wanted to just scream but held it in by going back to the task of drawing swirls on the table.
Not too long after, the bell rang. Sora and Riku had Math together, Tidus had Science, and Selphie had Art. Kairi just happened to have her spare then and knew she'd be alone for a while. When they all split up, Kairi decided to go out to the park. It was a nice day out and she didn't want to be stuck inside the whole time. She also thought that taking a walk might clear her head.
*Meanwhile*
Sora and Riku stopped at their locker before going to class. They still had a couple minutes left and their class was right across the hall. They took that time to talk about some things.
"Sora...did you notice something strange about Kairi?"
"How so?"
"Well, for starters, she was very distant today. She would usually been in all of the conversations and would have been at the cafe before us. Also, if you didn't notice, she wasn't on the bus today."
"Oh, now that you mention it, ya you're right."
"I wonder if there is something bugging her."
"Maybe, but I have no clue what it would be. She's doing fine in school and there aren't any tests for a while now." Sora said while going through his planner.
"Do you think it might have something to do with you leaving?"
"It's possible but that's not going to happen for a little while."
"Oh, did your mom find a place yet?"
"Ummm...kind of. She's going to go check it out this weekend. She wants me to finish the school year before we leave."
"Oh, well, that's not too bad. I don't want you to go but I can't do anything about that. At least that gives us a couple of months to spend together before you go." Riku said as he got beside Sora and placed his one arm around Sora. They closed their lockers and went into their classroom.
*At the park*
Kairi looked around and saw that there was no one there. She walked over to one of the benches and sat down. She placed her elbows on her lap to support her head. She looked at the ground while thoughts ran through her head. 'Why is this happening to me? Why am I the one who is alone?' She felt emotions starting to build up inside of her and she covered her face with her hands.
She began to cry and looked up at the clouds. "Why? Why is this happening? I don't want to be alone! Why doesn't anyone love me?" She yelled out as anger began to grow inside of her. She stood up and dragged her feet as she walked over to the swings. She kicked some sand before sitting on one of the seats.
"I just don't get it! I thought they wanted me. I always thought I would be with one of them. But now....I don't have anyone!" Her voice started to fade into a whimper as she lowered her head and closed her eyes.
While she was trying not to cry, she didn't notice someone walking up behind her. They paused behind her and just stared.
"Why are you so upset?" The person said.
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Who is this new person, and why are they there? Will Kairi ever be happy again? Read to find out!!
Sorry for the wait guys. I was working on another fanfic that I posted on adultfanfiction.net. It's a Sora/Riku one. If you like NC-17 yaoi fics, then please check it out. It's called, "A Night Of Fun."
I know this chapter was short, but I need your help guys. I've read the reviews so far (thank you to all who reviewed) and I can't decide to have Kairi go out with a guy or a girl. I've never done a yuri before but I could give it a try. If you guys have any suggestions then please tell me. I would like you to vote on this. Yuri or not? Please vote! Also, if you have anything you would like to contribute to this new person, ie. personality, looks, etc....then please tell me. I'll do what I can. Thank you guys for the support.
Please continue to R&R!!!! ^.~