Yue blinked up at him. "I wouldn't let that happen." Yue said firmly. "I
promised you that I would protect Sakura. I would not have left her side if
I thought for a second that it wasn't safe." Touya wrapped his arms around
Yue, and rested his chin lightly on the guardians head.
"Thank you." Touya whispered to him. Yue tried to stand up but Touya did not let go and held him sitting in the chair.
"Touya! I am not Yukito." Yue grumbled as Touya sighed and released his hold on Yue. The guardian stood turning to face Touya.
"Yes you are Yue, you and Yukito may be exactly opposite, but you are the opposites of the same person. You think I haven't figured that out by now? You may be opposite but you ARE exactly the same person. Yin and Yang exist in the same circle Yue I may not be an expert on magic but I know that much." Yue looked stunned, and then turned his back on Touya looking out the window again.
"I am not like Yukito, I do not give my affections so willingly, nor would I act so stupid." Touya had been afraid that Yue would feel this way, he was even more afraid of what the guardian would answer to his next questions.
"So then you have no feelings for me?" Touya tried to say the words flatly with out emotion, he did not want to pressure or guilt Yue into being gentle with his feelings. If Yue had no feelings for him he wanted to be told straight out. But his voice cracked once in the middle of the question and his chest felt tight as he stood there behind Yue waiting for an answer.
The guardian shifted, his weight form one foot to another, and Touya wished desperately he could see Yue's face. Yue did not turn around and gave no answer. Touya couldn't wait any longer, he blurted out the next question quickly without thinking.
"Is it because of Clow? because if that is why you don't have feelings for me, if it is because you still love him, I can respect that, it's okay but I have to know Yue... I have to..."
Touya clenched his fists and looked at the ground, feeling angry and stupid for rambling on like that, but a hand caught him under the chin and he was forced to meet the cold, and deeply troubled looking blue eyes of Yue.
"I think I have underestimated the amount of things you comprehend about me. I thought you perceived me as two different people, and because of that I thought that my past with Clow would not have to be addressed because you were in love with Yukito not Yue. I'm sorry that was deceptive of me." Yue dropped his hand from Touya's chin, but now Touya was unable to look away. He had to know the answers to his questions no matter how much it hurt.
"Yue I can not be with Yukito if you have no feelings for me, if you have no feelings for me I know that deep down Yuki would never be able to be happy with me. If you still love Clow then I respect that because I love you. Yukito and Yue I don't want to force myself if I am not wanted."
Yue's eyes widened at Touya's exclamation, then his expression softened. To Touya's surprise Yue grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled Touya close, Yue rested forehead to forehead with Touya. So close, Touya stood with the guardian holding tightly to his shirt, he stood trembling as waves of emotion ran through him, but he still needed an answer.
"Touya." Yue spoke "You know me better than I have given you credit for, but if you have figured out that Yukito and I are one than how could you not see that if Yukito loves you above all others, how could my feelings be any less?"
Yue found himself pulled into a powerful embrace, as Touya gently twined his fingers into Yue's long silver hair that reflected the light of the moon coming in through the window.
"As to your second question Touya, I love Clow." Touya tensed and Yue felt him starting to pull away
Authors Note: What!!!! Yue is still love with Clow but didn't he just say he loved Touya??? What am I doing?? How am I going to fix this in the next chapter? Oh wait I already know.... to bad for the rest of you, you're just going to have to wait and see for yourself. Tune in next time and find out. But ummm... well very nervous about the next part of the story, would you be mad at me if I told you I have the next chapter ready to go, but I haven't decided if I want to completely rewrite it? *nervous laugh* Well, we will see in any event the next chapter should be up soon unless I do decide to rewrite what I have. Thank you always for the reviews I have 8 at the moment and am hoping to hit 10 reviews soon. *exciting, but then again they might be death threats if I don't post the next chapters soon* Glasses 0-0'
"Thank you." Touya whispered to him. Yue tried to stand up but Touya did not let go and held him sitting in the chair.
"Touya! I am not Yukito." Yue grumbled as Touya sighed and released his hold on Yue. The guardian stood turning to face Touya.
"Yes you are Yue, you and Yukito may be exactly opposite, but you are the opposites of the same person. You think I haven't figured that out by now? You may be opposite but you ARE exactly the same person. Yin and Yang exist in the same circle Yue I may not be an expert on magic but I know that much." Yue looked stunned, and then turned his back on Touya looking out the window again.
"I am not like Yukito, I do not give my affections so willingly, nor would I act so stupid." Touya had been afraid that Yue would feel this way, he was even more afraid of what the guardian would answer to his next questions.
"So then you have no feelings for me?" Touya tried to say the words flatly with out emotion, he did not want to pressure or guilt Yue into being gentle with his feelings. If Yue had no feelings for him he wanted to be told straight out. But his voice cracked once in the middle of the question and his chest felt tight as he stood there behind Yue waiting for an answer.
The guardian shifted, his weight form one foot to another, and Touya wished desperately he could see Yue's face. Yue did not turn around and gave no answer. Touya couldn't wait any longer, he blurted out the next question quickly without thinking.
"Is it because of Clow? because if that is why you don't have feelings for me, if it is because you still love him, I can respect that, it's okay but I have to know Yue... I have to..."
Touya clenched his fists and looked at the ground, feeling angry and stupid for rambling on like that, but a hand caught him under the chin and he was forced to meet the cold, and deeply troubled looking blue eyes of Yue.
"I think I have underestimated the amount of things you comprehend about me. I thought you perceived me as two different people, and because of that I thought that my past with Clow would not have to be addressed because you were in love with Yukito not Yue. I'm sorry that was deceptive of me." Yue dropped his hand from Touya's chin, but now Touya was unable to look away. He had to know the answers to his questions no matter how much it hurt.
"Yue I can not be with Yukito if you have no feelings for me, if you have no feelings for me I know that deep down Yuki would never be able to be happy with me. If you still love Clow then I respect that because I love you. Yukito and Yue I don't want to force myself if I am not wanted."
Yue's eyes widened at Touya's exclamation, then his expression softened. To Touya's surprise Yue grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled Touya close, Yue rested forehead to forehead with Touya. So close, Touya stood with the guardian holding tightly to his shirt, he stood trembling as waves of emotion ran through him, but he still needed an answer.
"Touya." Yue spoke "You know me better than I have given you credit for, but if you have figured out that Yukito and I are one than how could you not see that if Yukito loves you above all others, how could my feelings be any less?"
Yue found himself pulled into a powerful embrace, as Touya gently twined his fingers into Yue's long silver hair that reflected the light of the moon coming in through the window.
"As to your second question Touya, I love Clow." Touya tensed and Yue felt him starting to pull away
Authors Note: What!!!! Yue is still love with Clow but didn't he just say he loved Touya??? What am I doing?? How am I going to fix this in the next chapter? Oh wait I already know.... to bad for the rest of you, you're just going to have to wait and see for yourself. Tune in next time and find out. But ummm... well very nervous about the next part of the story, would you be mad at me if I told you I have the next chapter ready to go, but I haven't decided if I want to completely rewrite it? *nervous laugh* Well, we will see in any event the next chapter should be up soon unless I do decide to rewrite what I have. Thank you always for the reviews I have 8 at the moment and am hoping to hit 10 reviews soon. *exciting, but then again they might be death threats if I don't post the next chapters soon* Glasses 0-0'