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Tears of betrayal
By: Adayana
Prologue
Run
I ran, because it was the only thing I could do. My body felt completely numb. In fact, the only thing I could feel at the moment was my heart slowly breaking. Every ache just made my legs carry me faster and deeper into the forest.
'How could I of done such a horrible thing. She trusted me, she believed in me….she HATED me'
My legs finally gave in, collapsing underneath me. I looked down at my hands, the sweet metallic smell of her blood was still on them. Then I looked away in disgust. How come every thing I get close to always disappears from my life?
I wish that I never met her maybe then I wouldn't feel this pain I felt now, maybe then she would still be alive, in her own time.
'Oh no her own time… her own family,'
I promised them that I would protect her, that I would find a way to bring her back. What would they say now, would they call me a monster for killing her. Maybe that's what I truly am, a monster.
'But then again she never thought of me as a monster.'
I shuddered. I couldn't stand it anymore. I grab my sword at my side and held it in my hands. I could feel its power pulse in my grasp. I closed my eyes as tears threatened to come.
' What good is this thing now if the one thing I protected it with was gone.'
As my eyes were closed I began to remember the way she looked up at me as I held her in my arms. Her eyes full of hatred, pain, forgiveness, and maybe even love. I didn't believe it through. It may have been what I wanted to have seen then, but I knew that she couldn't have loved me she had even told me herself.
I couldn't stand those painful memories so I tried remembering ones before she disappeared. It was like any other day that we had spent together. I screamed insults at her and as always she would 'sit' me. My hand reached into my pocket pulling out something wrapped up in a black cloth. My hands shook as I uncovered what laid inside the cloth. It was the necklace that she had used for the subduing spell on me, but now it was nothing but beads that laid in the palm of my hands.
I remembered the day perfectly when she yanked it off of me, saying that we were no longer friends. At first I didn't believe her, I mean how could I have, but I soon realized that she wasn't playing around. I could tell by the way her eyes looked at me, with disgust, and hatred.
'Why Kagome, what could have made you hate me so.'
I wrapped back up the necklace and then I placed it back in my pocket. Then I crawled to the closest tree I could find and rested on it. I would have jumped up into the tree like I normally did but my legs were still too weak.
In the distance I could hear the faint voices of my friends calling out my name. I knew I wouldn't let them find me I couldn't. I sighed and looked up into the dark sky.
"Kagome why did thing have to end like this"
Well that's it for now
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