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Chapter seven: "Finding words..."
When the door finally slammed loud, Helga could feel like if her stomach was falling down. Miriam, who had been watching at the clock nervously, stood up and put the plates on the table, pretending to be calm.
"It's him..." – said Helga watching nervously her mother.
"Don't worry... just... he's going to listen to you, he promised it"
"Ok, fine..." – stated Helga not so sure about her mother's words. She knew how Bob could listen when he was blind of rage... nothing!
Bob was staring at the living's room carpet, listening his daughter and his wife preparing the lunch. He could feel deep inside the restlessness on the air. He gulped. It was so strange... he wasn't so used to think about the words that he had to use, he just expressed them, not even considering what the other person could feel. He was a Pataki, he was supposed to never show an emotion, keep them inside.
He had to admit it... he always wanted that Helga was more like Olga, so brilliant, the daughter that any father will be proud, the daughter that will make that the Pataki name will be remembered. That's what his father always wanted, what he had to teach to the future generations... and now... his youngest daughter was acting so rebellious!
He just couldn't allow it but he promised to listen to her... what was the big deal? Why he felt so strange when he looked at his young daughter...? she grew up and he didn't even notice it. He felt like if he had lost his young daughter's childhood. Like if he didn't recognize her. But he felt that... yeah, it was jealousy! She was so free, so wild, so pure, so... it was pure energy! And he knew that he couldn't control it. Oh! That is what made him so angry! Think about the fact that he couldn't control something, made him feel nervous, strange and finally angry.
Why it all became like that? Looking at his daughter he felt jealous, because she was trying to express all that she felt when he just couldn't do it. He knew that hide emotions was one of the first things that Helga had learn from him... but he wasn't sure anymore if that was a good thing. He couldn't stand that he, probably, had done one of the biggest mistakes of his life. He felt jealous of her freedom, the decision to fight like that for the things that she wanted... then... it isn't what she told him years ago? That she liked him because he fought for what he wanted? But it was strange, to look at his daughter fighting for love, for the love that she felt for that.. boy! But she was just child! Well... that wasn't so true but then...
"Bob..." – He looked up and found his daughter's nervous eyes. She gulped. – "lunch is ready..."
"Uh... yeah, Ol... I mean, Helga" – he was tense. – I'm coming.
"Ok..." – she said, surprised. But she still was nervous, and somehow angry... what happened yesterday was too much, she knew that something must change to keep on their relationship, father and daughter. She wasn't a child anymore. She could try to talk, really talk with her father... but was he going to listen to her?
"So, is she ok?" – asked Phoebe clearly worried.
"I hope... I let her at her house this morning and..." – started Arnold
"Wait wait wait... you just said, this morning?" – said Gerald raising an eyebrow.
They were sitting on the Tina Park grass. It was a sunny day and the rays of sunlight were hard. Gerald was wearing his sunglasses and took them off for a moment at his friend with a questioning look. Phoebe untied her ponytail and all her long and black hair fell down her shoulders. That kept Gerald's attention for a moment, but then returned his gaze to his friend who was blushing.
"Well, yes, I mean, what's the matter?" – said Arnold trying to look cool. Phoebe readjusted her glasses and let a understanding cough. Gerald stared first at her and then at his friend.
"What's the matter?? Ok, look at the facts: You have just told us that yesterday she had a fight with their parents, and that today she will talk with them, finally..."
"Yeah... but..."
"Well, there's the matter of time, between yesterday and today! You told us, when we've met you, that you've just let Helga at her house on that moment..." – said Gerald starting to smile evilly looking t his friend just puzzled – "... and if they had the fight yesterday night and YOU let her home just, moments ago..."
"Gerald... just finish it" – said Arnold with a tired voice. He wasn't sure if Helga will like that Gerald and Phoebe knew about it. He didn't want to blab it all, but he had that big mouth sometimes, and now he knew that Gerald and Phoebe knew about that.
"So, this is it? You've made that "final" step?" – said Gerald with wide eyes. Phoebe raised an eyebrow and smiled at Arnold.
"It's not a final step and that we've spend the night together it doesn't mean anything. We could be just sleeping..."
"yeeaaaahh, suuuuure man!" – laughed Gerald. Phoebe gave a poke onto Gerald's arm. –"Ouch... baby, control your strength! You've hurt me"
Phoebe gave Gerald a warning look. He rubbed his arm and then took Phoebe's hand gently again. She smiled softly.
"I think that it was just their natural process, and it's a wonderful way to express their love, don't contemplate it like just sex – started Phoebe with a calm tone – it's the culmination of their love express it on a physique way."
Arnold smiled at Phoebe. He liked the way she expressed that, that she got it. Gerald just rolled his eyes but then he smiled warmly too and put his arms around Phoebe making that she sit in front of him and that she rested her head on his shoulder. He gave a happy look to his best friend.
"Ok, I'll stop the stupid talk... I'm happy for you, Arnold" – said Gerald, finally. Arnold blushed in silence and stared at the grass. He was wondering how things was going on, at Helga's house. He still felt her taste on his lips and he blushed even more. Gerald looked at Phoebe, and both smiled widely. Then Phoebe frowned a little and looked at Arnold thoughtfully.
"Mmm... Arnold, I do.. don't know if I should ask you that but... – he stared at her raising an eyebrow – Well... I mean that... after that, if you just... you know..."
"What are you trying to say, Phoebe?" – said Gerald amused by his stuttering. She blushed a little and smiled. Arnold looked puzzled.
"Well, that, I mean... you know about, how to protect yourself, right?" – finished Phoebe nervously. Gerald opened his eyes wide while Arnold blushed again but started to giggle and then let a loud laugh out.
"Phoebe! Of course I know! Who do you think I am?!" – that made Phoebe shigh in relief and smiled – "Anyway, I don't want to have a baby with her now..."
"Now??" – repeated Gerald.
"Gerald..."
"Ok, ok... no more stupid talk!" – finished him laughing and giving a friendly poke on Arnold's shoulder.
The three Patakis were sitting on the kitchen table, eating in silence. That was one of the worst meals they've had. Not because of the food, just of the thoughts that was on their minds. All them trying to find the words, trying to understand what they felt... it wasn't so normal.
"Can you pass me the water, please? – murmbled Helga. Bob, who felt weird about all the situation itself, grabbed the bottle but he spilled it all, and it fell on Helga's jeans. Everybody stood silent, and then Helga started to giggle and then let a loud laugh, and the tension seemed to be broken, and all them stared at each other with a little relief on their faces.
"Well, Bob, when I said that you could pass me the water, it was for put it on my glass, I took a shower this morning, anyway!"
"Well, Helga... I'm sorry"
"You are?...."
"Yes. I... I'm sorry..." – he stated. But this wasn't enogh for her.
"Sorry, for what, Bob" – said on a calm tone.
"Well.. I know I should't have slap you yesterday... – he gulped – anyway... I think that I just wasn't enough into your life before... and now I can't tell you what you have to do... all I want is that you respect me, because I'm your father" – said Bob looking at his daughter's eyes, feeling a bit guilty and expressing that words like if he thought about the exact ones that he was going to use. Helga was shocked. Never, his father did never talk to her like that. Did she had to expect any other surprises from him?
"Well, Bob... I mean... father... thank you for apologize... but I just couldn't stand that situation, maybe I should have explained to you earlier, but you never listened to me... and I just avoided the subject..."
"I'm going to try it... really, I'm really going to try to be a better father for you" – Miriam was looking at them amazed, and a little tear came across her face. Helga was deeply moved and put her hand onto his father's one. He stayed, first quite tense, but then he could rub his daughter's hand, feeling a lot better.
"Thank you, dad... I'm going to try it too... I don't want that we became like strangers...." He nodded and smiled, warmly. Like he didn't smiled in a long time. His wife was staring at him, tenderly. Then, Helga left, understanding that maybe her parents needed a little bit of time, to talk about that.
She went to her room, and closed the door. She could hear the sound of her parent's voices, and there was no screams, any angry or hard tone on their voices. Then, she found Arnold's clothes and smiled softly. She took his sport sweater and smelled his scent. Then she put it on and went to her bed. She was so tired... she didn't even sleep last night... the thought of it made her blush and a wide smile appeared on her face, helplessly. That was the best night that she just could remember. His soft caresses and his tender words, the way that he treated her, so careful, lovingly... and, then she startet to fall sleep, slowly.
Later, a knocking on her door made her wake up. The later rays of sunlight was floating on the room, creating an ethereal and magic moment.
"Helga?... honey, are you awake? You have a call..." – said Miriam behind Helga's door.
"Uh... yeah, I'm coming..." – said Helga with a sleepy voice.
"Yeah....?"
"Helga!"
"Heeeyy... Arnold!" – she smiled happy.
"You didn't call me" – said Arnold a little annoyed. She smiled again, still sleepy.
"Mmm... soorry, really... I was just so tiiired... and I fell sleep..." – and then she said whispering- "You know, yesterday it was pretty tiring... all that exercice..."
Arnold blushed and giggled while Grandpa, who was passing next to his grandchild, could just roll his eyes and laugh, saying something about early love and all that stuff.
"WELL... can I have the honor to have a walk with you... now??!" – asked Arnold after control his nervous laugh. "Well... let me think about it..."
"..."
"Of course, yes! Meet me at Tina Park in ten minutes!" – said Helga hunging up the phone. She ran and looked her reflection on the miror. She was still wearing Arnold's sweater, and she wanted just to keep it on, so, she found a tight top to wear under the sweater and her loose jeans. She grabbed a blue cap too and fixed it on her hair and runned towards the door.
"Mom!! I'm leaving...!!" – yelled happily, but after she could caught the door, she found a note.
""Helga, honey, your father and I decided to go to the cinema and then go dinner, here you have some food on the fridge... there is for two people... have fun, and take care.
Love, Mom. " "
Well, well, well... this chapter took me a little to wrote it... I started and delete it a lot of times... but now is done!! I didn't know if I had to put even more tension between Helga and his father, but I thought that Bob is a human being too, and that he must have some of this kind of feelings sometimes... if he realized about that... I wouldn't create another "Helga-victim" story, while her parents are soooooo mean!! I mean, of course they just don't care a lot about her and all that... but I just think that it could change...
Anyway, tell me what you think!!!! I don't think this story will be a lot longer... maybe one or two chappies more, but I have another story on mind... anyway, thanks to those who have rewiewed!!!!!!!!!!
RuffMaster: Hey! : ) Where are you?!?! You seem like totally disappeared! What about your story? Ok, thank you again, to rewiew and to encourage me with this story, I really apreciate this great support, really!! Well... I think that when you've fall in love... you are all the time dreamily, and let's think about Arnold... he is on cloud nine all time!
PopStarOE: Thank you for rewiewing!! It made me smile that thing that you wrote in spanish!! : ) I say to you the same as RuffMaster... when are you going to update??!! I guess you must be stressed with tests, finals or whathever... but... anyway, it's ok!
Silver Ash: Thank you! You are just so sweet!! : ) as you can see, it was no biiiiiig deal with Bob and Helga, just on the psychologyc view, no hits, no beats.... Thank you for encouraging me! I hope that you write a story soon on Hey Arnold :)
AllieCat : Hey, sorry sorry! I didn't rewiew yet your stories, I'm going to do it soon, promised!! I just think they are a little short, you could do them larger, I think you are able to do it. Thank you for rewiewing, it makes me happy that you liked the love story between Arnold and Helga.
Jae B : Well! What can I say!!! You've rewiewed all my chapters!! It's just amazing!! : ) I have to tell you that.... WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO UPDATE BLUE OCEANS!!?!??! Mr.english-man, come on!! I've checked on the his/her problem, it just drives me a little crazy :P I'm so happy that you think that my story is good, and too, that you have encouraged me so much. It's really amazing that with some rewiews you can keep the self-confidence on me. Thank you again, you are just great!!
DarthRoden: Uhhh... sorry too! The same as I said to your nice little girlfriend (:P), I'm going to rewiew your updated stories, I just wasn't so inspired to let a good rewiew on them, but I've read them. You just LOVE my story??? Really??? blushing blushing Wooooww... well, thank you very much!!!!
Cassbball9797: I hope YOU update soon too!!! But, maybe you are kinda stressed or something. About the song I've tryed to made it with italics to separate the situation things of the song (Hey, right now it started just that song!! Amazing coincidences! :P ). I just love that song too, but it's better to just don't listen to it too much times, because it loses it's sense. Thank you, as always, to rewiew, to write, to encourage me, just to believe on my story. You are now one of my most appreciated writers.
And for you all, really, you are just great guys! Thank you, really, for all.
Yours,
Estel Fugaç, aka Ruti. (Not the McDougal one!!!!!!!)
Chapter seven: "Finding words..."
When the door finally slammed loud, Helga could feel like if her stomach was falling down. Miriam, who had been watching at the clock nervously, stood up and put the plates on the table, pretending to be calm.
"It's him..." – said Helga watching nervously her mother.
"Don't worry... just... he's going to listen to you, he promised it"
"Ok, fine..." – stated Helga not so sure about her mother's words. She knew how Bob could listen when he was blind of rage... nothing!
Bob was staring at the living's room carpet, listening his daughter and his wife preparing the lunch. He could feel deep inside the restlessness on the air. He gulped. It was so strange... he wasn't so used to think about the words that he had to use, he just expressed them, not even considering what the other person could feel. He was a Pataki, he was supposed to never show an emotion, keep them inside.
He had to admit it... he always wanted that Helga was more like Olga, so brilliant, the daughter that any father will be proud, the daughter that will make that the Pataki name will be remembered. That's what his father always wanted, what he had to teach to the future generations... and now... his youngest daughter was acting so rebellious!
He just couldn't allow it but he promised to listen to her... what was the big deal? Why he felt so strange when he looked at his young daughter...? she grew up and he didn't even notice it. He felt like if he had lost his young daughter's childhood. Like if he didn't recognize her. But he felt that... yeah, it was jealousy! She was so free, so wild, so pure, so... it was pure energy! And he knew that he couldn't control it. Oh! That is what made him so angry! Think about the fact that he couldn't control something, made him feel nervous, strange and finally angry.
Why it all became like that? Looking at his daughter he felt jealous, because she was trying to express all that she felt when he just couldn't do it. He knew that hide emotions was one of the first things that Helga had learn from him... but he wasn't sure anymore if that was a good thing. He couldn't stand that he, probably, had done one of the biggest mistakes of his life. He felt jealous of her freedom, the decision to fight like that for the things that she wanted... then... it isn't what she told him years ago? That she liked him because he fought for what he wanted? But it was strange, to look at his daughter fighting for love, for the love that she felt for that.. boy! But she was just child! Well... that wasn't so true but then...
"Bob..." – He looked up and found his daughter's nervous eyes. She gulped. – "lunch is ready..."
"Uh... yeah, Ol... I mean, Helga" – he was tense. – I'm coming.
"Ok..." – she said, surprised. But she still was nervous, and somehow angry... what happened yesterday was too much, she knew that something must change to keep on their relationship, father and daughter. She wasn't a child anymore. She could try to talk, really talk with her father... but was he going to listen to her?
"So, is she ok?" – asked Phoebe clearly worried.
"I hope... I let her at her house this morning and..." – started Arnold
"Wait wait wait... you just said, this morning?" – said Gerald raising an eyebrow.
They were sitting on the Tina Park grass. It was a sunny day and the rays of sunlight were hard. Gerald was wearing his sunglasses and took them off for a moment at his friend with a questioning look. Phoebe untied her ponytail and all her long and black hair fell down her shoulders. That kept Gerald's attention for a moment, but then returned his gaze to his friend who was blushing.
"Well, yes, I mean, what's the matter?" – said Arnold trying to look cool. Phoebe readjusted her glasses and let a understanding cough. Gerald stared first at her and then at his friend.
"What's the matter?? Ok, look at the facts: You have just told us that yesterday she had a fight with their parents, and that today she will talk with them, finally..."
"Yeah... but..."
"Well, there's the matter of time, between yesterday and today! You told us, when we've met you, that you've just let Helga at her house on that moment..." – said Gerald starting to smile evilly looking t his friend just puzzled – "... and if they had the fight yesterday night and YOU let her home just, moments ago..."
"Gerald... just finish it" – said Arnold with a tired voice. He wasn't sure if Helga will like that Gerald and Phoebe knew about it. He didn't want to blab it all, but he had that big mouth sometimes, and now he knew that Gerald and Phoebe knew about that.
"So, this is it? You've made that "final" step?" – said Gerald with wide eyes. Phoebe raised an eyebrow and smiled at Arnold.
"It's not a final step and that we've spend the night together it doesn't mean anything. We could be just sleeping..."
"yeeaaaahh, suuuuure man!" – laughed Gerald. Phoebe gave a poke onto Gerald's arm. –"Ouch... baby, control your strength! You've hurt me"
Phoebe gave Gerald a warning look. He rubbed his arm and then took Phoebe's hand gently again. She smiled softly.
"I think that it was just their natural process, and it's a wonderful way to express their love, don't contemplate it like just sex – started Phoebe with a calm tone – it's the culmination of their love express it on a physique way."
Arnold smiled at Phoebe. He liked the way she expressed that, that she got it. Gerald just rolled his eyes but then he smiled warmly too and put his arms around Phoebe making that she sit in front of him and that she rested her head on his shoulder. He gave a happy look to his best friend.
"Ok, I'll stop the stupid talk... I'm happy for you, Arnold" – said Gerald, finally. Arnold blushed in silence and stared at the grass. He was wondering how things was going on, at Helga's house. He still felt her taste on his lips and he blushed even more. Gerald looked at Phoebe, and both smiled widely. Then Phoebe frowned a little and looked at Arnold thoughtfully.
"Mmm... Arnold, I do.. don't know if I should ask you that but... – he stared at her raising an eyebrow – Well... I mean that... after that, if you just... you know..."
"What are you trying to say, Phoebe?" – said Gerald amused by his stuttering. She blushed a little and smiled. Arnold looked puzzled.
"Well, that, I mean... you know about, how to protect yourself, right?" – finished Phoebe nervously. Gerald opened his eyes wide while Arnold blushed again but started to giggle and then let a loud laugh out.
"Phoebe! Of course I know! Who do you think I am?!" – that made Phoebe shigh in relief and smiled – "Anyway, I don't want to have a baby with her now..."
"Now??" – repeated Gerald.
"Gerald..."
"Ok, ok... no more stupid talk!" – finished him laughing and giving a friendly poke on Arnold's shoulder.
The three Patakis were sitting on the kitchen table, eating in silence. That was one of the worst meals they've had. Not because of the food, just of the thoughts that was on their minds. All them trying to find the words, trying to understand what they felt... it wasn't so normal.
"Can you pass me the water, please? – murmbled Helga. Bob, who felt weird about all the situation itself, grabbed the bottle but he spilled it all, and it fell on Helga's jeans. Everybody stood silent, and then Helga started to giggle and then let a loud laugh, and the tension seemed to be broken, and all them stared at each other with a little relief on their faces.
"Well, Bob, when I said that you could pass me the water, it was for put it on my glass, I took a shower this morning, anyway!"
"Well, Helga... I'm sorry"
"You are?...."
"Yes. I... I'm sorry..." – he stated. But this wasn't enogh for her.
"Sorry, for what, Bob" – said on a calm tone.
"Well.. I know I should't have slap you yesterday... – he gulped – anyway... I think that I just wasn't enough into your life before... and now I can't tell you what you have to do... all I want is that you respect me, because I'm your father" – said Bob looking at his daughter's eyes, feeling a bit guilty and expressing that words like if he thought about the exact ones that he was going to use. Helga was shocked. Never, his father did never talk to her like that. Did she had to expect any other surprises from him?
"Well, Bob... I mean... father... thank you for apologize... but I just couldn't stand that situation, maybe I should have explained to you earlier, but you never listened to me... and I just avoided the subject..."
"I'm going to try it... really, I'm really going to try to be a better father for you" – Miriam was looking at them amazed, and a little tear came across her face. Helga was deeply moved and put her hand onto his father's one. He stayed, first quite tense, but then he could rub his daughter's hand, feeling a lot better.
"Thank you, dad... I'm going to try it too... I don't want that we became like strangers...." He nodded and smiled, warmly. Like he didn't smiled in a long time. His wife was staring at him, tenderly. Then, Helga left, understanding that maybe her parents needed a little bit of time, to talk about that.
She went to her room, and closed the door. She could hear the sound of her parent's voices, and there was no screams, any angry or hard tone on their voices. Then, she found Arnold's clothes and smiled softly. She took his sport sweater and smelled his scent. Then she put it on and went to her bed. She was so tired... she didn't even sleep last night... the thought of it made her blush and a wide smile appeared on her face, helplessly. That was the best night that she just could remember. His soft caresses and his tender words, the way that he treated her, so careful, lovingly... and, then she startet to fall sleep, slowly.
Later, a knocking on her door made her wake up. The later rays of sunlight was floating on the room, creating an ethereal and magic moment.
"Helga?... honey, are you awake? You have a call..." – said Miriam behind Helga's door.
"Uh... yeah, I'm coming..." – said Helga with a sleepy voice.
"Yeah....?"
"Helga!"
"Heeeyy... Arnold!" – she smiled happy.
"You didn't call me" – said Arnold a little annoyed. She smiled again, still sleepy.
"Mmm... soorry, really... I was just so tiiired... and I fell sleep..." – and then she said whispering- "You know, yesterday it was pretty tiring... all that exercice..."
Arnold blushed and giggled while Grandpa, who was passing next to his grandchild, could just roll his eyes and laugh, saying something about early love and all that stuff.
"WELL... can I have the honor to have a walk with you... now??!" – asked Arnold after control his nervous laugh. "Well... let me think about it..."
"..."
"Of course, yes! Meet me at Tina Park in ten minutes!" – said Helga hunging up the phone. She ran and looked her reflection on the miror. She was still wearing Arnold's sweater, and she wanted just to keep it on, so, she found a tight top to wear under the sweater and her loose jeans. She grabbed a blue cap too and fixed it on her hair and runned towards the door.
"Mom!! I'm leaving...!!" – yelled happily, but after she could caught the door, she found a note.
""Helga, honey, your father and I decided to go to the cinema and then go dinner, here you have some food on the fridge... there is for two people... have fun, and take care.
Love, Mom. " "
Well, well, well... this chapter took me a little to wrote it... I started and delete it a lot of times... but now is done!! I didn't know if I had to put even more tension between Helga and his father, but I thought that Bob is a human being too, and that he must have some of this kind of feelings sometimes... if he realized about that... I wouldn't create another "Helga-victim" story, while her parents are soooooo mean!! I mean, of course they just don't care a lot about her and all that... but I just think that it could change...
Anyway, tell me what you think!!!! I don't think this story will be a lot longer... maybe one or two chappies more, but I have another story on mind... anyway, thanks to those who have rewiewed!!!!!!!!!!
RuffMaster: Hey! : ) Where are you?!?! You seem like totally disappeared! What about your story? Ok, thank you again, to rewiew and to encourage me with this story, I really apreciate this great support, really!! Well... I think that when you've fall in love... you are all the time dreamily, and let's think about Arnold... he is on cloud nine all time!
PopStarOE: Thank you for rewiewing!! It made me smile that thing that you wrote in spanish!! : ) I say to you the same as RuffMaster... when are you going to update??!! I guess you must be stressed with tests, finals or whathever... but... anyway, it's ok!
Silver Ash: Thank you! You are just so sweet!! : ) as you can see, it was no biiiiiig deal with Bob and Helga, just on the psychologyc view, no hits, no beats.... Thank you for encouraging me! I hope that you write a story soon on Hey Arnold :)
AllieCat : Hey, sorry sorry! I didn't rewiew yet your stories, I'm going to do it soon, promised!! I just think they are a little short, you could do them larger, I think you are able to do it. Thank you for rewiewing, it makes me happy that you liked the love story between Arnold and Helga.
Jae B : Well! What can I say!!! You've rewiewed all my chapters!! It's just amazing!! : ) I have to tell you that.... WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO UPDATE BLUE OCEANS!!?!??! Mr.english-man, come on!! I've checked on the his/her problem, it just drives me a little crazy :P I'm so happy that you think that my story is good, and too, that you have encouraged me so much. It's really amazing that with some rewiews you can keep the self-confidence on me. Thank you again, you are just great!!
DarthRoden: Uhhh... sorry too! The same as I said to your nice little girlfriend (:P), I'm going to rewiew your updated stories, I just wasn't so inspired to let a good rewiew on them, but I've read them. You just LOVE my story??? Really??? blushing blushing Wooooww... well, thank you very much!!!!
Cassbball9797: I hope YOU update soon too!!! But, maybe you are kinda stressed or something. About the song I've tryed to made it with italics to separate the situation things of the song (Hey, right now it started just that song!! Amazing coincidences! :P ). I just love that song too, but it's better to just don't listen to it too much times, because it loses it's sense. Thank you, as always, to rewiew, to write, to encourage me, just to believe on my story. You are now one of my most appreciated writers.
And for you all, really, you are just great guys! Thank you, really, for all.
Yours,
Estel Fugaç, aka Ruti. (Not the McDougal one!!!!!!!)