I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA
was that ok for a disclaimer?
WARNING: Dark thoughts, death.....maybe
SUMMARY: Inuyasha and Kagome have been friends since gradeschool. Although never romantically involved they remained very close over the years. Kagome's home life is hell on earth for her. Unaffectionate mother, abusive stepfather, generally not accepted at home or at school. After she leaves home she finds herself in an abusive relationship. Finally deciding she'd had enough she runs away from everything. But finds herself walking into darkness and despair. She decides to take her own life for fear of facing the next day, or hurting those she loves any further because of her problems. I realize the initial thought process on this page will be ...that I killed Kagome. I will say ....NO, she don't die. Read ahead and see what happens. Sorta kinda like a sick, twisted, morbid, exagerated version of Romeo and Juliet.
A girl of rare beauty, with long raven locks and perfect royal blue eyes stands gazing out beyond the waters edge at a setting sun. A book clutched to her chest. Her eyes deep and full of sorrow, expressing an age beyond her years. Mulling over her life, her family, her reason for being. Separated from the only ones she can depend on, separated from.....him. Her best friend, yet in some ways her soulmate.
He has been her friend since the age of 7. They met the first day of second grade. That very day they promised each other eternal friendship. And both had kept true to the promise, until.....
Until she left the state, left everything. She felt like she was swallowed by a great dark beast. Absorbing anything good in her life. Sorrow followed her, she did not want to effect the lives of those around her. So that day, the day he she took her last beating she could stand she ran, ran from her friends, ran from the city, the state and....herself.
After getting to the end of the line she hoped to change the course of her life. She missed them, Inuyasha, Sango and Miroku. With them living the kind of lives she could only hope for she refused to darken them with her problems. Inuyasha knew most, but alot he was unaware of. He did not know of the abuse she went through with her last boyfriend. He did not know of the depression. He did not know of the dark thoughts that plagued her mind.
Inuyasha, her longest friend....he was working, and going to community college full time. He home most weekends, others he participated in school activities, and football. She'd gone to a few of his games, he was a great athlete. Sango was attending college in another city. Miroku attended college with her. They were a couple albeit an interesting one. But they loved each other immensly.
Alone she stands staring at fading sun, as the red-orange sky fades to black. Trying to find strength that seems to fail her. Walking slowly across the sand covered beach to her car she thinks about what she has to be grateful for. Her goals, her dreams. The reality of them... Slowly sliding behind the steering wheel she watchs the last remaining traces of the suns existance on the horizon disappear. Driving home she makes her choice. She decides to make some calls as soon as she gets home.
She calls Miroku and Sango, to find they are cuddled up watching movies. They are thinking about coming to see her in a few months. Desperately trying to talk her into coming up there, at least for a visit. It's a fairly fun and happy phone call. She promises them she'll be alright, then they exchange goodbyes.
Then she calls Inuyasha, he tells her to come back. She promises him she's ok, that he shouldn't worry. He tells her he misses her, she tells him the same....they talk about his school and her job. He is coming down with Sango and Miroku to see her. She tells him she's looking forward to seeing him again. She finds herself comforted by his voice. His laugh, he makes her laugh and smile. She's truly only happy around her best friend. Only he understands her. But now she must protect him and the others. After a promise to call in a few days they hang up.
She turns on her stereo, gets a glass of pepsi. She rolls her last joint, while writing some letters. After she's done she prepares them for mailing. She digs in her purse and finds the object of desire. Once retrieved she empties it's contents. And prepares for sleep.
Eternal sleep.......
was that ok for a disclaimer?
WARNING: Dark thoughts, death.....maybe
SUMMARY: Inuyasha and Kagome have been friends since gradeschool. Although never romantically involved they remained very close over the years. Kagome's home life is hell on earth for her. Unaffectionate mother, abusive stepfather, generally not accepted at home or at school. After she leaves home she finds herself in an abusive relationship. Finally deciding she'd had enough she runs away from everything. But finds herself walking into darkness and despair. She decides to take her own life for fear of facing the next day, or hurting those she loves any further because of her problems. I realize the initial thought process on this page will be ...that I killed Kagome. I will say ....NO, she don't die. Read ahead and see what happens. Sorta kinda like a sick, twisted, morbid, exagerated version of Romeo and Juliet.
A girl of rare beauty, with long raven locks and perfect royal blue eyes stands gazing out beyond the waters edge at a setting sun. A book clutched to her chest. Her eyes deep and full of sorrow, expressing an age beyond her years. Mulling over her life, her family, her reason for being. Separated from the only ones she can depend on, separated from.....him. Her best friend, yet in some ways her soulmate.
He has been her friend since the age of 7. They met the first day of second grade. That very day they promised each other eternal friendship. And both had kept true to the promise, until.....
Until she left the state, left everything. She felt like she was swallowed by a great dark beast. Absorbing anything good in her life. Sorrow followed her, she did not want to effect the lives of those around her. So that day, the day he she took her last beating she could stand she ran, ran from her friends, ran from the city, the state and....herself.
After getting to the end of the line she hoped to change the course of her life. She missed them, Inuyasha, Sango and Miroku. With them living the kind of lives she could only hope for she refused to darken them with her problems. Inuyasha knew most, but alot he was unaware of. He did not know of the abuse she went through with her last boyfriend. He did not know of the depression. He did not know of the dark thoughts that plagued her mind.
Inuyasha, her longest friend....he was working, and going to community college full time. He home most weekends, others he participated in school activities, and football. She'd gone to a few of his games, he was a great athlete. Sango was attending college in another city. Miroku attended college with her. They were a couple albeit an interesting one. But they loved each other immensly.
Alone she stands staring at fading sun, as the red-orange sky fades to black. Trying to find strength that seems to fail her. Walking slowly across the sand covered beach to her car she thinks about what she has to be grateful for. Her goals, her dreams. The reality of them... Slowly sliding behind the steering wheel she watchs the last remaining traces of the suns existance on the horizon disappear. Driving home she makes her choice. She decides to make some calls as soon as she gets home.
She calls Miroku and Sango, to find they are cuddled up watching movies. They are thinking about coming to see her in a few months. Desperately trying to talk her into coming up there, at least for a visit. It's a fairly fun and happy phone call. She promises them she'll be alright, then they exchange goodbyes.
Then she calls Inuyasha, he tells her to come back. She promises him she's ok, that he shouldn't worry. He tells her he misses her, she tells him the same....they talk about his school and her job. He is coming down with Sango and Miroku to see her. She tells him she's looking forward to seeing him again. She finds herself comforted by his voice. His laugh, he makes her laugh and smile. She's truly only happy around her best friend. Only he understands her. But now she must protect him and the others. After a promise to call in a few days they hang up.
She turns on her stereo, gets a glass of pepsi. She rolls her last joint, while writing some letters. After she's done she prepares them for mailing. She digs in her purse and finds the object of desire. Once retrieved she empties it's contents. And prepares for sleep.
Eternal sleep.......