Let Fate Decide (chpt. 2)
Nine Inch Nails – Hurt
(Disclaimer: I in no way own any nine-inch nail song or shamen king charters.)
"I hurt my self to day, to see if i still feel, I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real."
Jeanne sat in her iron maiden, thinking about Lyserg, the letter, everything." Why? Why must I be punished by your love, by your hate?" she asked to the air.
"The needle tares a hole, the old familiar sting, try to kill it, all away, but I remember everything. "
Jeanne moves slightly, causing her self more pain. A small amount of blood, trickling down her shoulder. A small frown flashing acrossed her already worried face. Not able to forget all the pain all the precious memories of Lyserg, a tear rolling down her cheek. As she remembered a line from a song. She forced her self to sing, to comfort her self. "What have I become, my dearest friend? Everyone I know goes away in the end. You could have it all, my empire of dirt. I will make you fall, I will make you hurt." She sang, tears and blood running in rivulets, her voice echoing slightly.
"I wear this crown of thorns, upon my liars chair, full of broken thoughts, I can not repair."
She pushed agenst the door of the iron maiden, opening it slowly. Climbing out of it on her own, blood dripping slightly from her wounds, staining her white dress red and pink. Staggering to the table she picked up a pen and started to write.
"Beneath the stain of time, the feelings disappear. You are some one else and I am still right here."
Jeanne wrote, her tears and blood staining the paper. Sealing the letter in an envelope and stamping her symbol on the front she handed it to a servant waiting near by. "Send this back to Lyserg, I don't care where he is, get this to him any way possible." She said, walking to the outside garden.
"If I could start again, a million miles away, I would keep my self, I would find.... A way."
End
( I'm going to add more to this story, it's not done yet. any way....... Thanks for reading, please review)