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Jess walked home from the warehouse, surprisingly not drunk. He smoked his cigarette and put it out as soon as he got home. It was 3:30 A.M. and he was more depressed as ever. He didn't tell people but he had thought about killing himself many times. He once about jumped off of his firescape, once he was going to shoot himself with his dad's old gun...but he would always chicken out or decide against it....he hated his life and wanted to end it. The problem was, was that he had to appear unbreakable to everyone especially his mother-for her sake.
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"So what's the problem?" Asked Luke as he and Liz entered his apartment. "Is he hurt?"
"Well....he's....hurting....you remember when his dad came back last year?"
"Yeah...."
"Well ever since then, he's been in a lot of trouble. I mean he's skipping school ALL the time, he's doing drugs, he smokes, he drinks-"
"Whoa whoa, how do you know all this? Does he tell you?"
"No but it's obvious."
"So you came to me because-"
"Luke, I can't handle him anymore....I love him with all my heart....but he needs a better example...he needs a new start, a new life!"
"So I'm still wondering what that has to do with me..."
"Will you let him come live with you?"
"Here? In Stars Hollow?" She nodded. "I...I don't think you want to do that, Liz. This is Stars Hollow...he'll hate you for the rest of his life if you send him here." She paused for a moment...
"Yes...he will.....but...I'll...TRY and deal with it...but I want what's best for him, even if it means he will end up hating me."
"Liz...I just don't think I can do that...he's 17!"
"Please, Luke..." Tears started streaming down her face. "I don't want him to fall of the face of the earth....I don't want him to drift! Please!" Luke sat silent for a moment and looked up...
"Alright....but I'll come to New York with you and see what he's like and if he's too much for me I can change my mind...right?"
"Yes." So they got Luke packed and ready to go and had Caesar take over the diner for a couple of days, then they headed back to New York....it was a little earlier than Liz had expected...a lot earlier...
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Jess layed on his bed thinking and thinking and thinking....this would be the perfect time to do it...he could just do it and end his pain. He took a peice of broken glass and held it to his wrist....he had made a suicide tape for his mom....and that was all he wanted to do....he put the glass closer to his skin and cut. Just as he passed out he saw his mom and some guy walk in.
"JESS!!!" The voice faded into his head and everything went black.
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A/N: hahahahahahahamwhaaaaaaaaaaa cliffhangers!! Hee hee...well anyhow! I hope you guys liked it!! Please review!!
Jess walked home from the warehouse, surprisingly not drunk. He smoked his cigarette and put it out as soon as he got home. It was 3:30 A.M. and he was more depressed as ever. He didn't tell people but he had thought about killing himself many times. He once about jumped off of his firescape, once he was going to shoot himself with his dad's old gun...but he would always chicken out or decide against it....he hated his life and wanted to end it. The problem was, was that he had to appear unbreakable to everyone especially his mother-for her sake.
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"So what's the problem?" Asked Luke as he and Liz entered his apartment. "Is he hurt?"
"Well....he's....hurting....you remember when his dad came back last year?"
"Yeah...."
"Well ever since then, he's been in a lot of trouble. I mean he's skipping school ALL the time, he's doing drugs, he smokes, he drinks-"
"Whoa whoa, how do you know all this? Does he tell you?"
"No but it's obvious."
"So you came to me because-"
"Luke, I can't handle him anymore....I love him with all my heart....but he needs a better example...he needs a new start, a new life!"
"So I'm still wondering what that has to do with me..."
"Will you let him come live with you?"
"Here? In Stars Hollow?" She nodded. "I...I don't think you want to do that, Liz. This is Stars Hollow...he'll hate you for the rest of his life if you send him here." She paused for a moment...
"Yes...he will.....but...I'll...TRY and deal with it...but I want what's best for him, even if it means he will end up hating me."
"Liz...I just don't think I can do that...he's 17!"
"Please, Luke..." Tears started streaming down her face. "I don't want him to fall of the face of the earth....I don't want him to drift! Please!" Luke sat silent for a moment and looked up...
"Alright....but I'll come to New York with you and see what he's like and if he's too much for me I can change my mind...right?"
"Yes." So they got Luke packed and ready to go and had Caesar take over the diner for a couple of days, then they headed back to New York....it was a little earlier than Liz had expected...a lot earlier...
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Jess layed on his bed thinking and thinking and thinking....this would be the perfect time to do it...he could just do it and end his pain. He took a peice of broken glass and held it to his wrist....he had made a suicide tape for his mom....and that was all he wanted to do....he put the glass closer to his skin and cut. Just as he passed out he saw his mom and some guy walk in.
"JESS!!!" The voice faded into his head and everything went black.
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A/N: hahahahahahahamwhaaaaaaaaaaa cliffhangers!! Hee hee...well anyhow! I hope you guys liked it!! Please review!!