Unknown Friend

Author: Lakura

Chapter: When it comes..

Point of view: Riku & Lakura

Disclaimer; I do not own Kingdom Hearts.

I hate this place. I wish I could escape but I can't. I am trapped, but when it comes....

I don't know where I am going only that it is away from here. I know that anywhere where I can take my anger out on myself undisturbed is a good place. I love him but I don't want to hurt him. I know I have been. He has taken no consideration to himself, and has only worried about me. It is slowly tearing him apart. He needs to worry about himself. Not me. I am weak, but I am strong enough to defend myself for awhile.

I hope he turns back, and forgets about me. It will be better for him. He needs something...somebody real that is whole all the time, not a looming shadow, a puddle of tears, or a dependent fool, one after the other. I don't know why.. But Gods I need him. I love him but I turned away .I am stupid. I...

No I am human. He deserves better than that. He is an immortal in my eyes. He is beautiful, my angel, but he cannot help me escape this.

Riku- "Where are you??? Please... Help me know that your there. I can help you. I need you as much as you need me. I need to know if you're still alive!"

Why doesn't she respond? She is going to die and it will be all my fault. But as I think, It would be her fault...But mostly mine for not protecting her from the start. Only if...

I sighed heavily , because I knew I could not make her do any thing against her will. It was miraculous that she was even capable of keeping up to herself. She seemed like she was able to do so many things, so many fascinating things, yet she held them in, never let them out. I would find her. I would force the stubbornness out of her. I loved her dammit! I wouldn't care. She would listen. I would make her. I heard the darkness whisper her name. I could find her without trouble.

Lakura- I outwardly ran through the dark. There was really nothing there, and I was wasting my energy running, but I needed to vent the anger some-how.

Suddenly, from out of no where, I tripped. Not a stumble, not a trip I could recover from falling. A true blown out trip. I fell flat on my face. I knew I had ripped a few muscles, so I stayed put. I healed them, bu I still remained. I could run but I felt like ...Well I just didn't want to. So I stayed.

I heard echoes, but I didn't pay any attention, and took no notice until they were very close. When I flipped over to lie on my back, it was too late. He had caught me."Gettof!" He struggled a bit, but managed to straddle me, and blocked any usage of my hips."Riku!"

Riku- I straddled her like a horse, and none too lightly. It took force, and so I was prepared to use it. "No." It felt awkward, like sexual harassment, but I had to keep her in a vulnerable position. I took her hands, after great struggle, and snapped them to the top of her head. "Stay still!" Soon she had to give up.

"No! Let me go! Please!" She trailed off, and coughed a faint blood sight at her lips. I softened, but I stayed where I was. I took away one free hand, and wiped the blood away. She didn't struggle this time. "Why won't you let me help you?" "I don't need more sacrifice. It is bad enough when I watch others die. How could I get by without knowing my lover was waiting for me? The darkness calls me, I can feel it. It wants me Riku. I cant hold back, and I can't win against it. "

"Yes you can.. I will help you.""No I cant. I won't be around for long."

"Do you know what it is?""Well um.....Yes." "Tell me." I climbed off of her and hugged her, her back to my chest. Her breathing slowed, and she leaned against me. I kissed behind her ears, and down her neck. She shuddered, and as I continued, eventually, my mouth reached hers, and I held her there. I was now in front of her, and kept myself there.

I whispered in her ear, tickling her gently, and laying her down. I lay beside her, and wrapped my hand around her lower waist."Tell me."Please" I hugged her tightly.

Sh turned her head away." It is Kingdom Hearts itself."I turned stiff. No, not now...

Authors notes: Hey I like it so if you don't you suck. I updated a few chapters, and they are much better. So I recommend that you read the whole story over again. I will still l repair a few, and I 'll let ya know when I am finished. AND, this chapters on time!!!!Boo Yeah!, Only like maybe 2 at the most chapters I think, Maybe more, or less, I don't really know. So keep reading! Thanks for stickin' with it!!!PLEASE R/R!!!!Thanks a bunch! Bye!