Anime: Gravitation
Rating: PG-13 for implied shounen-ai
Disclaimer: I don't own these characters.....so you don't sue. This is all in fun. Warning: This is slight shounen-ai, implied...ish. Just read :)
A/N: This was just a short little something that came into my head at work, and wouldn't let me alone until I typed it up. So, here it is. I hope that you like it. This is a One-Shot. Oh and by the way, feel free to message me or email me at any time. I love talking to new people! email: xmakemeshinyxhotmail.com AIM: xmakemeshinyx
"Vocalist's Lament" By: make me shiny
The lights are blinding.
They take over my vision so that I can see nothing but them.
You remind me of those lights.
The crowd...
The cheers are deafening.
They cheer so loud sometimes that I can't even hear your music playing.
My voice...
I let myself drown in it.
Sometimes I wonder if drowning would be better than having to face that fact that I can never have you.
The lights, the crowd, my voice...
I need all of these things to survive.
Without them I swear that I woud die inside.
More than i'm dying now here without you.
The lights make me unable to look clearly at you and see your beautiful form.
It's so angelic.
Who would ever guess that the mind of a devil lurked within that body of yours?
It amazes me every time how something so pure looking, can have the ability to be so cruel sometimes.
The crowd, I need them too.
Sometimes I can't hear the music that you play over the roar.
Perhaps it is better that way.
If I can't hear it, then it can't slip its way into my heart and break it in two.
My voice is the most important of all.
I need it to sing.
I need to sing louder than reality itself.
If I don't.....I think that I might break.
People wonder, why I act the way I do all the time.
Why I act like "such a child"
Why I refuse to grow up and face the music...
Why?
Because it's your music that I have to face,
Every single day of my life.
So you see....
I have to look into those lights.
I have to lose myself in the crowd.
I have to keep on singing.
I must keep on singing.
Everyday I sing to keep you from my mind.
Or am I singing for you?
I'm almost certain I already know the answer.
If given the chance, I would sing for you Seguchi Tohma.
Every day...
For the rest of my life.
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