p Here we go ppls!!! Chapter 5! I hope you like this chapter. I only
spent like 10 minutes on it, so go figure. If this sign (@) appears, it
means it is a dream. And if you see this sign (#@#) it means it is a
scrying vision. Alrighty then.
p CIARAN'S POV
p @ i Blue eyes. That's all I see. Blue Eyes. They are everywhere I
look, but nowhere I look. They are watching me. They won't leave. The Blue
eyes narrow. They are angry. I try to run, but I am stuck. They reach out
for me. I can't escape. Then there are arms, pulling me to safety, people
who care for me, people who love me. I look into their faces. Blessed Be.
Its Them./i@
p "Bloody Hell!" I woke up screaming. I wasn't just screaming about the
dream I just had either. Killian was right in my face. Not the best way to
wake up. "What are you doing?" I asked.
p Its 10:00AM Da. I was wondering what was going on." He said. Great. I
had already wasted half the morning.
p "Alright. Go to work. I'm fine." I said, and then I went downstairs
into the kitchen. I made myself tea, and went waited for Killain to leave.
Then I could start wondering what the heck that dream was all about.
p "Ok, I'm gone." And he was out the door. Now, on to the dream, I
thought. It had been Maeve. Maeve and Morgan were pulling me to safety from
those eyes. Those piercing blue eyes. I rubbed my head. I had a terrible
headache. Back to the dream, I told myself. Maeve and Morgan seemed to be
doing more than pulling me away from the eyes, they also seemed to be
pulling me out of something. Something that I would be sucked into if they
hadn't come. Was this a prophecy? Will this really happen? Maeve and
Morgan and me? Maeve. It was a physical ache inside of me. She had been out
of my life for years. Why does it suddenly seem that she is everywhere in
my life? And Morgan, what to make of Morgan? What to make of the blue eyes?
Wait. Maeve. Blue eyes. Come on! Think harder! I told myself. My head was
threatening to split open when I got it. Maeve. Blue eyes. Angus.
p*Ciaran* I jumped when Morgan messaged me. I was still burning form my
realization.
p*What?* I spat.
pShe sounded a little taken aback. I guess I was being kind of mean. * I-
I will do it. I will help you.* Thank the Goddess for small favors! I
told myself, my anger ialmost/i forgotten. Yes!
p * Morgan. Meet me at the library near your house at 3:00.*
p *Fine.*
p Good. Morgan was going to help me. But what about Angus? Why did I see
him? Was still angry with Maeve for her choice of him over me, even though
it was all those years ago. Now, what to do until 3:00? I asked myself. I
went into my room and picked up my crystal. I was going to scry.
pi Helfen Sie mir zu sehen, warum ich in Schwierigkeit bin. Helfen Sie
mir zu sehen, daß der Weg geht. Erzählen Sie mir, der mich bedroht; läßt,
daß die Welle der Zeit beginnt, zu fließen. /i I quietly chanted the
ancient words and slipped into the stone.
p MORGAN'S POV
p It was 1:00. Two hours before I had to go meet Ciaran-Father-. Ugh. I
had other things to think about. Alicia. I sighed. I needed to clear my
mind. I decided to scry.
Words that I had never heard before poured from my lips as I stared into
the flame.
p "Helfen Sie mir zu sehen, warum ich in Schwierigkeit bin. Helfen Sie
mir zu sehen, daß der Weg geht. Erzählen Sie mir, der mich bedroht; läßt,
daß die Welle der Zeit beginnt, zu fließen." I said.
The flame started to change. I became lost in it.
#@# ,i I'm standing in a field. Eyes surround me. So many of them,
exactly the same. They bored into me. They wouldn't look away. Then there
was a rip. A rip in the fabric of the universes, and two people stepped
out. One filled me with love. The other filled me with complete dread. A
dark figure took Maeve's hand and led her away. Leaving me with Angus, and
his piercing blue eyes. I saw it in him. He hated me. He hated every aspect
of me. I hated this place. #@#
p "Let me out!" I screamed as I once again became aware of my room.
p Oh Goddess, I thought. No one-save Cal- has ever wanted to hurt me so
much before. And I could feel it. Angus wanted me dead. I shivered, and
checked my watch. 2:30. I went downstairs and grabbed a pop tart. Then I
went to Hunter's house.
p Hunter was already at the door as I parked in his driveway. He looked
paler then usual, and I wondered if he had had a similar vision.
p"Morgan." His voice, and his eyes, were filled with... with what? It
seemed like Hurt. Hurt, Pain confusion, and sadness. What was wrong?
p"Hunter?" I asked questionably. He pulled me into a passionate kiss, and
led me inside. I sat down on the couch, my main purpose in coming
forgotten.
p"Hunter?" I asked again. "Whats wrong?" He looked at me, his eyes
screaming apologies. But for what?
p "Morgan, forgive me." What did he do that was so unforgivable? "I can't
believe what I did, and I am disgusted with myself." Get on with it, will
you Hunter!? I screamed in my head. But I remained calm on the outside.
p "What did you do? Hunter, its ok, just tell me. If you didn't, I would
be a lot more disappointed." He looked at me again. His eyes were clouded
with Pain and hurt.
p "Morgan. I don't know why I did what I did. I wish I hadn't I don't
know what came over me." If he doesn't tell me what he did. " I kissed
Alicia." My mind did not comprehend this. I just kind of stared at him.
Those words were not in my vocabulary.
"Excuse me?" I said. I wanted to make sure this was not some cruel
hallucination.
"I- I kissed Alicia. Alicia Waterwind." Slowly, the words made an imprint
on my mind. Slowly, I understood what he was trying to tell me.
"Why would you do that? Why?" I meant to choose my words carefully, but
things just flew out of my mouth. Juts like the tears that were streaming
down my face. I didn't understand how he could do this to me. Again. And
truly, only one thing came to mind. He didn't love me anymore. He really
didn't love me. "Hunter. I don't understand. I trusted you! This was the
second time you cheated on me!" I looked up into his beautiful face. the
one that I thought would always be my own. I looked into his eyes,
searching for any traces of love for me. None. Oh Goddess why? "Hunter, you-
you don't love me."
p "Morgan! I-" But I wasn't about to let him finish, to lie to me again.
p "Hunter, I- I really don't want to hear it. Not anymore. I guess I put
my trust in the wrong place. I want you to be happy Hunter. I don't want
you to have to lie to keep something that you don't really want. We're not
supposed to be together. I see that now." It hurt so much for me to have to
say those things to him, but it was how I felt. I thought it was true. We
really were not going to be together anymore. Hunter stared at me for a
long minute, but I never once looked him in the eye. I thought about how
good we were together. How could we not be destined for each other? Hunter
didn't say anything to defend himself, to tell me that it wasn't true and
that he loved me. My thoughts left him and went to Cal. Beautiful Cal. Was
he my Murin Beatha Dan? Had he been all along? But now he was gone. Hunter
finally spoke.
"Morgan," His voice was completely normal. Unlike mine, which was horse
from crying. "The things you accuse me of. They are not true. I cannot
imagine life without you! I wouldn't ever dream of leaving you. Don't you
get that? I would never have done this to you-"p"But you did Hunter, you
did." I shook my head. "I don't get it. And I don't get what is going on
with you. Like I said before, I don't want you to have to lie to me. I-I
understand if you don't. feel the same way about me as I do you." I
couldn't bring myself to say the word love. I couldn't. And I really didn't
understand. "Hunter." I took a deep breath. I did not want to do this. I so
did not want to do this. But I had to. Because it was to way things were
supposed to be."I think we should.. Start over. See if we could be
different with each other. Just friends maybe." I eyed him. "I'm breaking
up with you. Although I think you should have told me the thruth and done
this a long time ago. I get it. You-you just don't love me. I get it." Then
I picked up my coat, and walked out the door, not looking back.
p "Morgan." He chocked my name out. But I had already left.
p Oh the pain!!!! I thought as I drove to the library, tears clouding my
eyes. The excruciating pain!!!!
(A/N they will get back together by the next chapter never fear ppls!)
p HUNTER'S POV
p I watched as Morgan drove away. Then I collapsed on the couch. I felt
so much pain. I didn't know that this kind of pain was possible. I felt
like I had just cut my own heart out, with a burning athame. Morgan
thought I didn't love her. How could she think that? I loved her so much. I
needed her so badly. And now she left me, again. This time, it felt worse.
Because I think this is the end. p Morgan doesn't trust me anymore. she
doesn't love me. As I made this realization, I felt a part of me die. I
needed her, like I needed air. I loved her more than life itself.
p "YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME, DAMMIT!" I cried as I shot out witch fire at the
fireplace. Oh Goddess, help me! I thought. I can't take this.
p"Giomanach?" I looked up as Sky said my name. I hadn't even noticed that
she had come in. I felt her concern grow as she studied my face.
"Giomanach?" she said again, softly. "What is it?" Then I remembered that
Sky might be the only person who could help me. She had broken up with
Raven. But they had worked out their problems. They had been back together
for 3 months now. But Sky and Raven weren't soul mates were they? I
thought. So Sky wouldn't really know what kind of pain I was in. or could
she?
p Gradually, the whole story tumbled out. I told her everything. From
kissing Alicia, right until she had come in.
p "Oh Goddess Hunter. That's sound horrible! But why would you do that?
Why did you kiss Alicia if you really love Morgan so?" Great. Even Sky
doubted that I loved her. Why is the world suddenly against me?
p"I love her! I do! Why doesn't anyone believe me? I love Morgan!" Then
Sky calmed me down and got me a cup of tea.
p "Hunter, I really think Morgan thought what she was doing was right.
She may not think that you love her anymore. You need to explain these
things to her, before it is too late. Morgan is a strong person. Be careful
you don't loose her." Then Sky went upstairs. Thank the Goddess for Sky, I
though. I don't know where I would be without her. She knew so much. How to
fix every problem. Now, I had to get Morgan back. But where did she go?
pCARRIE'S POV (A/N this is one of the longest chapters I've ever made! I
hope it doesn't annoy you!)
p I scryed for Morgan, and saw her entering the library. So I followed
her there. Now I am hiding behind a bookcase, listening to her and Ciaran
talk. I flicked on my recorder.
p"Morgan- something important I must tell you."
p"Yes?"
p"I- We. the seeker is spelled." I was close enough to see Morgan's eyes
widen, and her mouth drop open. She dropped the book she was holding and it
made an audible "thunk!" on the table. She stood up, and her chair was
thrown backward. She looked at Ciaran harshly.
p" Hunter is spelled?" She asked. Ciaran nodded slightly. "You put a
spell on Hunter." She said again. And Ciaran confirmed it once again. "It-
you. it doesn't matter anymore. I-I don't care."
p "But Morgan, he's your-" She glared at him and he shut up.
p "Don't." She said, her voice hard. Ciaran opened a book. He read out of
it, his eyes on Morgan.
p "It says here that the people who are contacting the person must get
together twice a week. They cannot perform any magick during this time
period."
p Morgan didn't look up. " Harder for you then me." Was all she said. He
sighed. What was going on?
p "We will meet tomorrow at the power sink. Make sure you do no magick."
Ciaran stood up to leave, but he hesitated, looking at Morgan. "I wish you
would tell me whats wrong."
p Morgan looked up. I noticed that her eyes were red-rimmed from crying.
"I-its-its everything. It's Hunter, its Maeve, its you, its everything.
Everything in my life is going wrong."
p "Morgan. You wouldn't believe this, but it does hurt. Everyday I wake
up and think, "Another Maeve-less day." Its horrible for me. And-I doubt
you'll believe this- but it hurts me. It hurts to know that I am causing
pain in your life. I created something that causes both of us so much
pain." Ciaran touched her hand for just a second, in an odd, almost father-
like gesture. "I'm sorry." The he left, Morgan watching him from behind. I
do not understand ANYTHING. I thought. I am so clueless. What is going on?
WHAT?
Morgan began walking to the door, and I stood up. My knees hurt from
squatting to long. I made sure to hide behind the bookcase. But it didn't
matter. Because she said it, as she walked through the door. As soft as
snow falling, but I heard it.
p"Don't kiss Hunter."
pp~ So. how did you like this chapter??? I spent like FOREVER writing this chapter. That's why its so long. I hope the length doesn't annoy you. I think this chapter is really good. I WILL ABSOLUTLY MAKE SURE THAT HUNTER AND MORGAN GET BACK TOGETHER BY THE NEXT CHAPTER!!!!! Lolz. Plz review!!!!~
pp~ So. how did you like this chapter??? I spent like FOREVER writing this chapter. That's why its so long. I hope the length doesn't annoy you. I think this chapter is really good. I WILL ABSOLUTLY MAKE SURE THAT HUNTER AND MORGAN GET BACK TOGETHER BY THE NEXT CHAPTER!!!!! Lolz. Plz review!!!!~
