Memories by Tikaru
Tikaru: Okay before I say anything this chapter has a Semi-graphic Cutting scene. This computer is getting so friggin slow and I've been trying to check my E-mail for a TOTAL of a non-consecutive 87minutes. twitch grrrrrr. Still not going to turn into Yaoi.
Bakura: Why have I not been in the story yet? You said you would you Baka Ningen!
Yami: How can something be new and improved? I mean if it's new that means it can't be improved because it's brand new and improved has to be improved on something before tha-
Bakura: Baka Pharaoh.
Tikaru: sigh Anyway... Thanks to Kiara jaganshi, nina wyndia, Yamishadowcat22, DarkMagicianGirl/ Hikaru, ravensdouble, Kuroi Kitty, and of course KuramaandHiei4ever. Gives out free character plushies
Disclaimer: If I did own Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters I wouldn't be wasting my time writing the disclaimer but I know if I didn't maybe they would think I did own it but I don't so I Don't Own Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters. (At least right now I don't)
Chapter 3 the cut
It felt good to have a shoulder to cry on for once and I was reluctant to give it up. I could remember the countless times I would cry as a little squished ball on my sheets, trying to keep quiet so Grandpa wouldn't hear, or Yami.
"Thank you Ryou, but I don't want to stop, I can't stop and it's the only thing that I can control. The world is moving so fast and it's leaving me behind, Ryou, I don't know what else to do", I shock my head in confusion. And I was confused. About everything.
"Calm down Yugi, I never said we had to stop, I agree for a...little bit different reasons than you, but none the less, the same", Ryou cooed. I felt a little better, but not much. Was it all right to do this? Was it okay? What would Yami say?
"Ryou. What if someone finds out?"
"They won't find out, Yugi, and I won't tell. Remember", he smiled" Were brothers".
"Brothers", I said slowly. Brothers, maybe not by blood but in heart we were and always will be brothers.
"Are you all right now Yugi?" he said.
For the first time in months I gave a true smile. I could still cut and I'd have a friend who wouldn't judge to do with. Then a thought occurred to me. Yami and I share the same body what if he decides to take over and see the scratches? What would I tell them?
"Ryou what if our dark sides take over and see the scars", I stated.
"I don't think Bakura would mind much", Ryou said in a bitter tone. How could I have forgotten about Ryou?
"Ryou. Why did you start cutting yourself?" I asked.
He sighed" Bakura is beating me up, my fathers never around, Amane and my mother are dead, I guess I just want Bakura to know that I'm not weak and that I'm showing him this through my own pain".
Tears welled up in my eyes again. What the hell was wrong with me! Oh yes, I hadn't cut in at least 22 hours. That must be it.
Ryou knew what he and I both needed. A cut. Obviously he hadn't cut in awhile either and we should probably do this before we had to go to, wherever the hell we have to go to meet those dim-witted friends of ours.
"Ryou, I have two switchblades, if you want to use one. I think we both need a good cut right now", I said calmly. I didn't know if he would mind or not.
"Yes Yugi thank you that would be nice", he replied.
I walked over to a drawer. It's funny how memories come back to you for no reason. It's also funny that the same table I completed the puzzle, in the drawer underneath I also kept two switchblades.
I threw one to Ryou. He had already pulled up the sleeve of his shirt I saw 3 deep gashes the skin was still hanging limply on one. I didn't want to know what had been used to make that one. Personally I like the swift straight cuts one that has you bleeding, but can still be hidden without explanation.
"So Ryou. Don't you think Bakura will see the cuts on your arms?" I had pulled up my shirt a little bit and was sawing a deep cut, long and bloody, I had missed the smell of blood.
"He would probably think he made these themselves that's why I keep the skin hanging, it will prolong my discovery longer, just looks like I had a nasty fall", He replied.
I had to admit that was a smart idea. I wonder how he did that. I asked.
"You just take the item and instead of just making a straight cut, put it sideways and push down, it doesn't hurt as bad though I'm sorry to say", he was making a neat slash along his wrist vein.
I thought about this for a moment and proceeded to cut along an old cut. More blood. My attention was averted though when I heard voices downstairs. How long had it been? Surely an hour was not yet over?
Ryou also shared his concern.
Looking back at my cut it went all the way along the side of my leg was deep and unhide able. The voices were now at the foot of my door. As the voice of the honey-eyed Joey knocked on the door.
Tikaru: WHOA! Longest chapter I have ever written anyway. RR That's does not mean RFlame. LOL TTYL you guys.
Tikaru: Okay before I say anything this chapter has a Semi-graphic Cutting scene. This computer is getting so friggin slow and I've been trying to check my E-mail for a TOTAL of a non-consecutive 87minutes. twitch grrrrrr. Still not going to turn into Yaoi.
Bakura: Why have I not been in the story yet? You said you would you Baka Ningen!
Yami: How can something be new and improved? I mean if it's new that means it can't be improved because it's brand new and improved has to be improved on something before tha-
Bakura: Baka Pharaoh.
Tikaru: sigh Anyway... Thanks to Kiara jaganshi, nina wyndia, Yamishadowcat22, DarkMagicianGirl/ Hikaru, ravensdouble, Kuroi Kitty, and of course KuramaandHiei4ever. Gives out free character plushies
Disclaimer: If I did own Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters I wouldn't be wasting my time writing the disclaimer but I know if I didn't maybe they would think I did own it but I don't so I Don't Own Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters. (At least right now I don't)
Chapter 3 the cut
It felt good to have a shoulder to cry on for once and I was reluctant to give it up. I could remember the countless times I would cry as a little squished ball on my sheets, trying to keep quiet so Grandpa wouldn't hear, or Yami.
"Thank you Ryou, but I don't want to stop, I can't stop and it's the only thing that I can control. The world is moving so fast and it's leaving me behind, Ryou, I don't know what else to do", I shock my head in confusion. And I was confused. About everything.
"Calm down Yugi, I never said we had to stop, I agree for a...little bit different reasons than you, but none the less, the same", Ryou cooed. I felt a little better, but not much. Was it all right to do this? Was it okay? What would Yami say?
"Ryou. What if someone finds out?"
"They won't find out, Yugi, and I won't tell. Remember", he smiled" Were brothers".
"Brothers", I said slowly. Brothers, maybe not by blood but in heart we were and always will be brothers.
"Are you all right now Yugi?" he said.
For the first time in months I gave a true smile. I could still cut and I'd have a friend who wouldn't judge to do with. Then a thought occurred to me. Yami and I share the same body what if he decides to take over and see the scratches? What would I tell them?
"Ryou what if our dark sides take over and see the scars", I stated.
"I don't think Bakura would mind much", Ryou said in a bitter tone. How could I have forgotten about Ryou?
"Ryou. Why did you start cutting yourself?" I asked.
He sighed" Bakura is beating me up, my fathers never around, Amane and my mother are dead, I guess I just want Bakura to know that I'm not weak and that I'm showing him this through my own pain".
Tears welled up in my eyes again. What the hell was wrong with me! Oh yes, I hadn't cut in at least 22 hours. That must be it.
Ryou knew what he and I both needed. A cut. Obviously he hadn't cut in awhile either and we should probably do this before we had to go to, wherever the hell we have to go to meet those dim-witted friends of ours.
"Ryou, I have two switchblades, if you want to use one. I think we both need a good cut right now", I said calmly. I didn't know if he would mind or not.
"Yes Yugi thank you that would be nice", he replied.
I walked over to a drawer. It's funny how memories come back to you for no reason. It's also funny that the same table I completed the puzzle, in the drawer underneath I also kept two switchblades.
I threw one to Ryou. He had already pulled up the sleeve of his shirt I saw 3 deep gashes the skin was still hanging limply on one. I didn't want to know what had been used to make that one. Personally I like the swift straight cuts one that has you bleeding, but can still be hidden without explanation.
"So Ryou. Don't you think Bakura will see the cuts on your arms?" I had pulled up my shirt a little bit and was sawing a deep cut, long and bloody, I had missed the smell of blood.
"He would probably think he made these themselves that's why I keep the skin hanging, it will prolong my discovery longer, just looks like I had a nasty fall", He replied.
I had to admit that was a smart idea. I wonder how he did that. I asked.
"You just take the item and instead of just making a straight cut, put it sideways and push down, it doesn't hurt as bad though I'm sorry to say", he was making a neat slash along his wrist vein.
I thought about this for a moment and proceeded to cut along an old cut. More blood. My attention was averted though when I heard voices downstairs. How long had it been? Surely an hour was not yet over?
Ryou also shared his concern.
Looking back at my cut it went all the way along the side of my leg was deep and unhide able. The voices were now at the foot of my door. As the voice of the honey-eyed Joey knocked on the door.
Tikaru: WHOA! Longest chapter I have ever written anyway. RR That's does not mean RFlame. LOL TTYL you guys.