All right, the purpose of these short little one-shots is for you, my wonderful readers, to decide if you want me to do a prequel to O Future Tell of Secrets. I have so many ideas, but not enough time to write them all around now, so I'm giving you about 5 different things to vote on. You have to read my notes at the bottom and read what the prequels would be about. THIS IS IMPORTANT! I NEED TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!
PART I
There is so much death. Everywhere I turn it looms over like a permanent dark cloud. For the muggles, their part in this, perhaps the one thing I could say they do just as well as us wizards is death. In fact, they might even do it better with their guns and their knives and their bombs and their drugs. Lucius looks up to them in that respect. He has taken me to see all of these things, whether as they were happening or using a spell to witness things that has already taken place.
Lucius expects me to help death to the best of my abilities, even if I don't want to follow the dark lord. Although he has already taken measures to see I do that, even if it is against my will.
But I've already found a way to get around that. I can't, however, find a way to stop adding to death.
Now I'm thinking, instead of adding so many more lives I could just add one, just one. Who would miss me? I am the reputed son of a death eater.
Well, Uncle Severus would miss me and he would not forgive me. As long as I can remember he has told me that suicide is the coward's way out. But if he could just understand
He does, a little voice inside me protests. He understands more than you ever could. Sadly, I begin to agree with the little voice.
The little voice does not stop me from thinking, however, that besides Uncle Sev, who would care? Then someone taps my shoulder and I turn around. A redhead smiles at me and then she says," Come on. I've been waiting for ages." And it hits me; Ginny would miss me, Draco Malfoy, if I died. So I guess I'll stay.
All right, this basically takes place a month after Draco is forced to receive the dark mark and Ginny watches over him for the night. Draco's basically thinking of all the people he'll have to kill to maintain his cover and bring about Voldemort's defeat, and he starts to remember small parts in his life when Lucius took him to watch as muggles killed themselves and each other. Then he thinks that maybe it would be easier if he kills himself. But he was supposed to go on a date with Ginny that day and she came looking for him, thus driving out the will to die from him. Hope you understand it, please review and tell me if you think maybe I should do a whole prequel to O Future Tell of Secrets about Ginny and Draco, since in the following two, they will still have a minor role.