Hey everyone I'm so sorry that's I haven't updated in so long but I've been
really busy with my science project and english essay and swim team and my
world cultures picture I had to draw (I drew the 4 inner and 4 outer senshi
and princess Serena and prince Darien)
".."= talking
^..^= thinking
P.O.V= Point of view
(..) = authors note
CHAPTER 3: STILL NOT GOOD ENOUGH
Serena's P.O.V
It was late May and I was walking through Tokyo Park (Is that a real place?) thinking about thinking about my life, how my dad wants to send me to the U.S to live with my Aunt and how much I've changed in the last three months. One of my major changes is my personality and grades. I have strait A's and am top in all my classes. Plus I never whine about any thing anymore, I don't eat to many sweets, I'm as graceful as a princess, I'm never late and I spend almost all of my free time helping others. The only bad thing about all these changes is that I don't talk to Darien for more then 10 minutes it hurts too much. I think he's the tie that's keeping me from going to the U.S but I don't get why he broke my heart once. Being lost in thought I didn't realize Darien was walking down the path and I collided with him. " I'm sorry Darien." I said starting to walk away but he grabbed. " Let go of me," I told him through gritted teeth.
" NO! I need to talk you and mean really talk not just those 5 minute conversations we've been having." Darien told me not letting up on his grip of my wrist.
" SO WHAT! I DO NOT CARE! I HAVE TO GO HOME NOW ANYWISE!" I yelled still trying to shake my wrist out of his grasp. But then I made the mistake of looking in his eyes. There I saw some emotion I couldn't put my finger on and concern. " Fine." I said with a sigh. I saw him smile triumphantly and muttered jackass so just I could hear it.
" I'm sorry what was that." He asked I just shook my head. " Whatever. I want to ask you what you did to your self. You're not the same, you don't argue with me ever, you barley have time to hang out with your friends and the lowest grade you've gotten in a long time is 96%." Darien said. I just stared at him in shock for two reasons. First was for the fact that he noticed and second for the fact that he doesn't remember what he said to me. " OH MY GOD DARIEN! HOW CAN YOU BE SO BLIND AND STUPID?" I yelled deciding to take some of my anger out on him. " IT'S BECAUSE OF YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE IN THIS DAMN WORLD!!!" I continued to yell then lowered my voice after getting some weird stares from passer byes. " Don't you remember what you said to me that one day?" I asked him my voice a whisper now. " I changed for you thinking maybe if I tried to fix all those faults you would like me. BUT OH NO!" I said my voice rising again and starting to crack. " YOU STILL HATE ME! MY FRIENDS NAG ME ABOUT EVERYTHING STILL! And my parents want to send me away to live in New York with my Auntie Julie." I said the end in a whisper not wanting Darien to hear. I'm not sure if he did or not because I started to walk away. " Your five minutes are up. I just wanted to tell you that I love you." I called out to him as I started to run faster then I ever have in my life. Soon I was at my house and still I was holding back my unshed tears. " Dad?" I asked through my Dad's study door.
" Come in bunny( aka Serena)." He called and I obeyed. As I walked in I told him that I would go to Auntie Julie's and that the girls were going with me. " Fine." he said with a sigh, " if it'll make you go." I nodded my head and hugged him. " Your flight leaves at 10 A.M. tell the girls to be here." But that's exactly what I was doing. Then I sat down at my desk and wrote a letter to Andrew and one to Darien then walked over to the arcade and dropped them in the door slot. " Good Bye Andrew, I'll miss you. Good bye Darien, I'll miss you too and I love you." With these words tears stared to flow down my cheeks as I walked to my house and up the stairs to bed. (her things were packed because her parents were gonna send her any ways)
".."= talking
^..^= thinking
P.O.V= Point of view
(..) = authors note
CHAPTER 3: STILL NOT GOOD ENOUGH
Serena's P.O.V
It was late May and I was walking through Tokyo Park (Is that a real place?) thinking about thinking about my life, how my dad wants to send me to the U.S to live with my Aunt and how much I've changed in the last three months. One of my major changes is my personality and grades. I have strait A's and am top in all my classes. Plus I never whine about any thing anymore, I don't eat to many sweets, I'm as graceful as a princess, I'm never late and I spend almost all of my free time helping others. The only bad thing about all these changes is that I don't talk to Darien for more then 10 minutes it hurts too much. I think he's the tie that's keeping me from going to the U.S but I don't get why he broke my heart once. Being lost in thought I didn't realize Darien was walking down the path and I collided with him. " I'm sorry Darien." I said starting to walk away but he grabbed. " Let go of me," I told him through gritted teeth.
" NO! I need to talk you and mean really talk not just those 5 minute conversations we've been having." Darien told me not letting up on his grip of my wrist.
" SO WHAT! I DO NOT CARE! I HAVE TO GO HOME NOW ANYWISE!" I yelled still trying to shake my wrist out of his grasp. But then I made the mistake of looking in his eyes. There I saw some emotion I couldn't put my finger on and concern. " Fine." I said with a sigh. I saw him smile triumphantly and muttered jackass so just I could hear it.
" I'm sorry what was that." He asked I just shook my head. " Whatever. I want to ask you what you did to your self. You're not the same, you don't argue with me ever, you barley have time to hang out with your friends and the lowest grade you've gotten in a long time is 96%." Darien said. I just stared at him in shock for two reasons. First was for the fact that he noticed and second for the fact that he doesn't remember what he said to me. " OH MY GOD DARIEN! HOW CAN YOU BE SO BLIND AND STUPID?" I yelled deciding to take some of my anger out on him. " IT'S BECAUSE OF YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE IN THIS DAMN WORLD!!!" I continued to yell then lowered my voice after getting some weird stares from passer byes. " Don't you remember what you said to me that one day?" I asked him my voice a whisper now. " I changed for you thinking maybe if I tried to fix all those faults you would like me. BUT OH NO!" I said my voice rising again and starting to crack. " YOU STILL HATE ME! MY FRIENDS NAG ME ABOUT EVERYTHING STILL! And my parents want to send me away to live in New York with my Auntie Julie." I said the end in a whisper not wanting Darien to hear. I'm not sure if he did or not because I started to walk away. " Your five minutes are up. I just wanted to tell you that I love you." I called out to him as I started to run faster then I ever have in my life. Soon I was at my house and still I was holding back my unshed tears. " Dad?" I asked through my Dad's study door.
" Come in bunny( aka Serena)." He called and I obeyed. As I walked in I told him that I would go to Auntie Julie's and that the girls were going with me. " Fine." he said with a sigh, " if it'll make you go." I nodded my head and hugged him. " Your flight leaves at 10 A.M. tell the girls to be here." But that's exactly what I was doing. Then I sat down at my desk and wrote a letter to Andrew and one to Darien then walked over to the arcade and dropped them in the door slot. " Good Bye Andrew, I'll miss you. Good bye Darien, I'll miss you too and I love you." With these words tears stared to flow down my cheeks as I walked to my house and up the stairs to bed. (her things were packed because her parents were gonna send her any ways)