All I could feel was heartbreak, and my tears didn't seem to stop. Inuyasha didn't seem to budge from the rock, he continued to look out at the dark lake. All he could think about was her, and he knew he done enough to me already. I was growing tired and my tears eased me to sleep on the cold rock, freezing still. I awoke again to see Inuyasha hadn't left my side at all, still in the same potion last I looked. I smiled and fell asleep, just Inuyasha being there made it all the better. He glanced his eyes watching me sleep, and lowered his head. " I guess she hates me. I could see how she looked at me, and I guess I deserved that slash on the face afterall. She's right, maybe I am just a jerk." He slowly stood up as the wind caught his long white hair, as he jumped over where I laid sound asleep. He took off his kimono and wrapped it around my exposed body, and leaned closer to my face. He lightly held me close for moments at a time, " I guess Kogome, I'm not wanted right now." He gently laid me down, and flew off into the forest, and disappeared.

I woke up feeling the clothing on my back, and the wind violent as ever. I looked down to see me wearing Inuyasha's red kimono, and him disappeared from the rock. All I could remember the gash I left on his face, and his guilty face. Maybe I was too hard on him, and that gash I left on his cheek he didn't deserve. " Inuyasha? Inuyasha." He was gone, and I knew why the reason. I went back to the village and easily wrapped my wounds tightly with the white band across my chest. I felt like it was my fault, and I knew it was.

Inuyasha stood still in the forest, easily watching the crows fly by and lowering his head. " I'm such a jerk!" As he thought about me, something easily whipped past him, and sliced his back. A vicious demon appeared long fanged, like a white wolf. He let Inuyasha slash him as Inuyasha smiled retracting his claws to his face. " Don't think your gonna finish me." This demon had a sparkle in his eyes. He was slashing Inuyasha and pinned him back to the tree. " Listen you'll see that I'll get that jewel, and look after that girl Inuyasha. You will relive the same thing that happened to you an Kiko. You'll understand soon enough.. No half demon is gonna finsh me off."

It had been hours since Inuyasha left, and I had tears in my eyes. " Inuyasha I'm sorry. I guess I shouldn't had lashed out on him like that. I left a pretty good slash on his face. It just bothers me all he sees is her not me." I looked around the lake and forest, and suddenly dropped to my knees. I was in tears, and I couldn't fight back that feeling. Inuyasha meant so much to me, and he was gone, before I couldn't care less. I could smell his scent off of the kimono, still I only wished he could see me. As I cried I felt a slight tap on the shoulder, and there was Inuyasha behind me, with a smile. " Miss me yet?" He grinned as I just laughed and wiped my tears. He sat beside me and held on to me. " Look Kogome. I'm sorry and I didn't know what I was thinking. To tell you the truth, I'll make it up to you alright?" I was alittle dazzled and confused by he meant, but when I looked up he had this determination sparkle in his eye, almost like it wasn't him. " Close your eyes."

I just agreed as he leaned me back into the hot sand underneath me. He gently laid me back, smiling. I was alittle excited and nervous, I didn't exactly understand what he was going to do. His warm hands gave me chills up my spine when it touched mine, and the moon seemed to take over the whole sky. I relaxed as I closed my eyes tightly, as I felt his hair brush against my neck alittle, and everything was silent. I was pouring of sweat each time he held on to me, and I just relaxed and trusted him. I felt moisture on my lips, and a tug at my lip. My hairs at my back of my neck stood up on end, " Maybe he doesn't see me as Kiko." He played with the bottom of my lips, slushing the tongue slipping into the crest of my mouth, as I relaxed my tense mouth. I had no clue this is what

Inuyasha meant but I was stiff, and it was different I couldn't fight back temptation not now. I breathed heavily as I slowly liplocked with Inuyasha, as his tongue touched the tip of mine. This was something totally unexpected. " Inuyasha is actually doing this." I was shocked and surprised all at the same time. Inuyasha was over top of me, kissing my neck and biting at my lips something I didn't want to stop. Ever since he kissed me earlier, I wanted him to do it again. His moist lips let go of mine, as I smiled and caught my breath. " In-u-yasha.." He smiled as I relaxed. He had a quick grin, as he started taking off my clothing, and I would only go so far, until I snapped into reality. His tongue laid against my breast going further down, and I just looked back at him. " Sorry, I just got carried away." As I relaxed more, I felt overpowered from him, as I looked at his devilish tongue licking against his fangs with a sparkle in his eyes. He tightened the grip on my arms, and I was rudely awoken staring into his face. " Inuyasha stop now!"

He smiled and ripped off my clothing, as I was pinned down. This wasn't love and I knew it. " Stop moving.." I squeezed my eyes tightly, " What's happening!?" I gathered my strength to kick him off, but he had a hold of me. Soon I was streaming tears begging Inuyasha to stop. " Come on let the fun begin.." For once I was scared of Inuyasha, and for hours I was fighting him off of me, but soon I lost my strength, as I cried and squeezed my eyes tightly. I screamed and moved, but I felt my wounds get sliced even more. " Inuyasha, please stop!!" The sparkle in his eye, it just wasn't him. But that was Inuyasha in the flesh. Something had happened to him, and I was at the mercy of him. I was underneath him, pressured to the ground, watching him become an out of control demon. Never I thought I would be at the mercy, ever of Inuyasha. He violently possionsed me, as though this was planned. " This isn't like Inuyasha at all!" I screamed more and I was tired. He left huge gashes all over my body, and my arms and legs were flatten pinned. He just squeezed my eyes tightly, not watching what he could do to me. I was terrified, and my tears silently teared down my face. I had no energy left, and no voice to scream. I took my last breath, and violently screamed, but no one could even hear my voice. I peeked through my lashes, and I knew what was coming just like I thought. He ripped off the ties of the pants. After nervous seconds, he wasn't moving or was saying anything. I was scared hearing awkward silence. " Inuyasha, why." Soon I felt something moist against me, and I knew everything was all over. I squeezed my eyes tight and my scream. It didn't seem like Inuyasha but he was in the flesh. " Help me.. oh god help me!!" I tightened my eyes and hoped, " Is this really Inuyasha? Inuyasha let go!!!"