Inuyasha held me gently and a kiss on my cold lips didn't seem soothing.
His face looked concerned and his yellow eyes never appeared sadder than
ever. He kneed into the ground with tears in his eyes watching me
motionless, hoping to see my face lit up with a smile and my arms around
him like always. He pounded his fist into the ground yelling as he knocked
down some trees, but nothing seemed to burn off his anger except finding
that bloody demon.
. "
Inuyasha looked over me as his tear dropped on to my face, " Kagome.You just can't be dead. can you?" Inuyasha was fighting back awful tears and held me closer and gently placed his warm lips, against my freezing cold ones. I closed my eyes tightly my eyes waking from something warm pressured against my lips, and the white hair draped over my neck and the beautiful yellow eyes.this wasn't a demon but only Inuyasha. Heat burned all through my body waking up with my stunned. He leaned me back alittle bit and felt my cold skin turn warm, as my lips followed his. His eyes lit up with a surprised look and looked away from me, looking at me. " In-u-yasha?" The rain grew heavier as he held me tightly and he never looked so pure or cared in his life. " Kagome. I thought you would never come back I was afraid I lost you just like everything else." Before he could speak another word I felt tears run from my eyes. " I can't believe I'm back.. Here with Inuyasha. I never thought I actually get out of that place.. " The scars and pain I suffered from the demons were gone, almost that was like an illusion, but I knew I wouldn't be crying right now about it if it wasn't". I still had my nasty claw wounds but they were bandaged, and even though I wanted to speak I couldn't. My tears gently brushed my face, as Inuyasha comforted me as I dug my crying face into his shoulder.. " Kagome.. It's alright. Listen, I'm sorry I couldn't be there to be protect you but I'm here now. " His soothing face made me stop shaking, and my hands let go his kimono.
I felt safe, and Inuyasha calmed me down in a instant. For minutes I couldn't stop my excessive shaking, after going through all that I didn't know what to expect if I was actually alive or not.My body ached and I had no energy left to cry, never in my life was I terrified and Inuyasha could see that. He looked at me and wiped my tears gently with his fingers. When I was about to speak, he gently laid his finger on my lips and I knew I just had to let everything out. " Inuyasha does care for me.. If he didn't care for me he wouldn't have been by my side, or bandaging my wounds.. I didn't know how I could think he hated my guts.. " He grabbed some logs and twigs and started a small fire that sparked and Inuyasha cursing trying to get it to light. The fire engulfed the air with crackling sparks as the smoke flew up. The fire grew bigger, as I sat watching Inuyasha quietly as I felt someone warm drop over my shoulders. " Here, your gonna get cold, until the fire actually gets going you might as well wear it." I draped the huge red Kimono over my shoulders sipping some hot tea warming up from the cold freezing rain. I stared at Inuyasha and thought, " Inuyasha that couldn't be him.. If he going crazy like awhile back he wouldn't be comforting me like he is now." I brought the cup up to my lip the hot drink sliding down my throat, I knew Inuyasha wanted me to relax, he never wanted to see me hurt or tears running down my eyes.
He sat down as the fire grew and he quietly sat beside me. Inuyasha just looked towards my quiet face, and proceeded looking up at the full lit sky. " Kagome? I'm sorry for what happened, I was powerless to stop what happened to you. You probably hate me now for it.. I almost lost you Kagome. Too many things I've loved died and I was afraid that was sure going to happen to you." I leaned into Inuyasha's shoulder his eyes continued to stare into the sky, as he blushing alittle from me leaning into him. " Inuyasha. I knew that couldn't be you. You would never try to kill me, as many times I've heard you say you hated me I knew you could never kill me. I was scared Inuyasha. Before, I was sure it was you.. I felt safe for minutes and next thing I knew I was pinned on the ground. You probably believed I thought it was you, didn't you?" Inuyasha drank down the last of his hot drink and placed it down infront of the fire. His eyes sorrowfully caught my eyes as he looked down staring at the gravel. " Kagome I did.. Remember when I saw my " mother"? I was sure she was real, all it was, was a cheap illusion. I was scared that you would die and think that I tried to kill you myself.. I guess I thought a human only believed what they saw. I guess I was wrong.."
He quietly looked down, I began to see why he was so upset and so sad. " Poor Inuyasha. He is only upset because the things he loved died. His mother, his father, Kikyou.. As much as she is hateful now he still loved her regardless. I would hate to see things that I loved died..No wonder he is so hateful and annoyed.. " I felt guilt stomach me up. I never understood why Inuyasha was heartless until now. I always wanted to ask him but I knew that would complicate many things for him than I realized. I caught something Inuyasha had said and that lingered in my mind. " He said everything he loved died. Does that mean he loved me when I almost did?" I sat there in silence as I glanced at Inuyasha you seemed hurt more than ever remembering his awful past. " Hey Inuyasha?" He just grunted and stared into my eyes. " When you said everything you loved died on you? When I almost died did you actually care for me?" His muscles tensed up and his looked at me blankly. He didn't know how to respond to that he just couldn't get anything he thought to make sense. For minutes I waited for him to respond and he got up and put the fire out. " Kagome.. I'm going to relax alright?" His eyes grew like fire as though I wasn't suppose to follow him. He slid the door shut as he laid down staring up at the ceiling. " Kagome can understand me more than Kikyo ever did. I don't know how a human can understand, such things. I was sure she thought I was the one that killed her, but instead she knew it wasn't me.. Of course I love her who am I kidding.? I honestly thought I would never love again. and who would love a half demon? Ever since Kagome came along. I actually feel calm and not hurt as much as I was.I know Kikyo isn't coming back and Kagome was right.. I just need to get everything off my chest." Inuyasha soon grabbed a blanket and gently drifted off to sleep.
I remained outside throwing the last bit of water onto the smoking fire as the smoke rose and filled my lung as I choked. I was warm after and I could smell Inuyasha from just his Kimono. " I got him upset I know it. He wouldn't have stormed away like that. I guess I wasn't around to know what happened to Inuyasha before.And maybe I shouldn't know.. I thought all he was, was a mean half demon that loved to watch other suffer and kill everything in sight, and steal the jewel. Now he seems as though he doesn't care about any of those things anymore.. Sometimes I wish I never asked such things to make him upset." I grabbed the mugs and grabbed my other soaked clothes from the drying wood rack and grabbed the all in my hands. I slowly walked inside shutting the door and Inuyasha laid still on the ground quietly sleeping. I folded my clothes into my backpack and looked over at Inuyasha. He was heavily breathing and rolled over when he heard the floorboards crack. I saw something shine from the moonlight, and it wasn't his eyes. Silent tears ran down his face as he slept, but as much as I wanted to wipe the off, I knew I would just bother him. I threw my blanket down beside Inuyasha as curled up into the small sleeping bag as Inuyasha slept. " Poor Inuyasha.. I just want him to answer that question! Ever since I came here he hated me. Now, that's different.. Is it because I'm here with him? Doubt it.. I'll figure something out."
*~* Inuyasha's Dream *~*
" Where the hell am I? Where's Kagome?" He ran throughout the forest and found himself near the edge of the lake where a young lady sat with her bows and arrows. He quietly watched behind a bush as the lady got up throwing her heavy bows and arrows leashing an arrow in her right hand and the bow in the other. Her eyes aimlessly looked out near the tree, where Inuyasha was killed. " It's Kikyo.. " Inuyasha watched quietly watching Kikyo aim her bow with the arrow looking at something that caught her eye. As the person ran tripped right infront of Kikyo's aim. Inuyasha's eyes lit up with me laying on the ground and Kikyo holding the arrow near her head. " You can't go anywhere. Give it up." Inuyasha bared his fangs watching me underneath Kikyo's arrow. " Give, what up? I never did anything I swear.. I would never do anything to upset you!" Kikyo just showed no signs of emotion in her face. Inuyasha knew with that bow and arrow in her hand there was no way her mind would be changed. " That stupid bitch is after Kagome.!" Inuyasha tried moving but he was pinned with an arrow in his left side of his stomach. The wind blew violently as I sat there with an image of Inuyasha remained still on the shrine tree where he was once shot. Here he laid only by a spell and Kikyo aiming the arrows at her.
" Give up trying to protect him! You aren't me and can never have Inuyasha! He vowed to love me and love me only, now you little bitch I must kill Inuyasha for his faults. My eyes lit up as I climbed infront of Inuyasha how was helplessly hanging. Inuyasha could only watch the fight between the two girls he loved as I stood infront of the dream Inuyasha. " Your not touching Inuyasha. You want him to suffer, just because he might like me. You always treated Inuyasha like nothing, and he doesn't deserve this." " Well if you were smart you'd move away and let me take care of Inuyasha. Don't get yourself in the mess. If you want to live I suggest you move away from him. Or else I just have to strike you instead." Dead silence fell between us and Inuyasha couldn't believe I was too stubborn to move from the pointed arrow from Kikyo. " Kagome.. actually protecting me?" Inuyasha was stunned he didn't want to watch but he had to. " Your not touching him at all! You don't care for him at all." She grinned and smiled her still face was now imprinted of a small smile. " Fine if you decide to give your life you to a worthless half demon, who is heartless and only cares for himself. Fine, you will suffer instead." I tried to untie the vines but they were too tight. Kikyo held her arrow up perfectly once I almost got him out, and arrow lodged into me setting me beside Inuyasha with me hanging still by an arrow. Inuyasha's eyes lit up his claws digging into the dirt. Kikyo just stared at me as the wind blew her hair back and the sound of silence..
~* End of dream ~*
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Inuyasha looked over me as his tear dropped on to my face, " Kagome.You just can't be dead. can you?" Inuyasha was fighting back awful tears and held me closer and gently placed his warm lips, against my freezing cold ones. I closed my eyes tightly my eyes waking from something warm pressured against my lips, and the white hair draped over my neck and the beautiful yellow eyes.this wasn't a demon but only Inuyasha. Heat burned all through my body waking up with my stunned. He leaned me back alittle bit and felt my cold skin turn warm, as my lips followed his. His eyes lit up with a surprised look and looked away from me, looking at me. " In-u-yasha?" The rain grew heavier as he held me tightly and he never looked so pure or cared in his life. " Kagome. I thought you would never come back I was afraid I lost you just like everything else." Before he could speak another word I felt tears run from my eyes. " I can't believe I'm back.. Here with Inuyasha. I never thought I actually get out of that place.. " The scars and pain I suffered from the demons were gone, almost that was like an illusion, but I knew I wouldn't be crying right now about it if it wasn't". I still had my nasty claw wounds but they were bandaged, and even though I wanted to speak I couldn't. My tears gently brushed my face, as Inuyasha comforted me as I dug my crying face into his shoulder.. " Kagome.. It's alright. Listen, I'm sorry I couldn't be there to be protect you but I'm here now. " His soothing face made me stop shaking, and my hands let go his kimono.
I felt safe, and Inuyasha calmed me down in a instant. For minutes I couldn't stop my excessive shaking, after going through all that I didn't know what to expect if I was actually alive or not.My body ached and I had no energy left to cry, never in my life was I terrified and Inuyasha could see that. He looked at me and wiped my tears gently with his fingers. When I was about to speak, he gently laid his finger on my lips and I knew I just had to let everything out. " Inuyasha does care for me.. If he didn't care for me he wouldn't have been by my side, or bandaging my wounds.. I didn't know how I could think he hated my guts.. " He grabbed some logs and twigs and started a small fire that sparked and Inuyasha cursing trying to get it to light. The fire engulfed the air with crackling sparks as the smoke flew up. The fire grew bigger, as I sat watching Inuyasha quietly as I felt someone warm drop over my shoulders. " Here, your gonna get cold, until the fire actually gets going you might as well wear it." I draped the huge red Kimono over my shoulders sipping some hot tea warming up from the cold freezing rain. I stared at Inuyasha and thought, " Inuyasha that couldn't be him.. If he going crazy like awhile back he wouldn't be comforting me like he is now." I brought the cup up to my lip the hot drink sliding down my throat, I knew Inuyasha wanted me to relax, he never wanted to see me hurt or tears running down my eyes.
He sat down as the fire grew and he quietly sat beside me. Inuyasha just looked towards my quiet face, and proceeded looking up at the full lit sky. " Kagome? I'm sorry for what happened, I was powerless to stop what happened to you. You probably hate me now for it.. I almost lost you Kagome. Too many things I've loved died and I was afraid that was sure going to happen to you." I leaned into Inuyasha's shoulder his eyes continued to stare into the sky, as he blushing alittle from me leaning into him. " Inuyasha. I knew that couldn't be you. You would never try to kill me, as many times I've heard you say you hated me I knew you could never kill me. I was scared Inuyasha. Before, I was sure it was you.. I felt safe for minutes and next thing I knew I was pinned on the ground. You probably believed I thought it was you, didn't you?" Inuyasha drank down the last of his hot drink and placed it down infront of the fire. His eyes sorrowfully caught my eyes as he looked down staring at the gravel. " Kagome I did.. Remember when I saw my " mother"? I was sure she was real, all it was, was a cheap illusion. I was scared that you would die and think that I tried to kill you myself.. I guess I thought a human only believed what they saw. I guess I was wrong.."
He quietly looked down, I began to see why he was so upset and so sad. " Poor Inuyasha. He is only upset because the things he loved died. His mother, his father, Kikyou.. As much as she is hateful now he still loved her regardless. I would hate to see things that I loved died..No wonder he is so hateful and annoyed.. " I felt guilt stomach me up. I never understood why Inuyasha was heartless until now. I always wanted to ask him but I knew that would complicate many things for him than I realized. I caught something Inuyasha had said and that lingered in my mind. " He said everything he loved died. Does that mean he loved me when I almost did?" I sat there in silence as I glanced at Inuyasha you seemed hurt more than ever remembering his awful past. " Hey Inuyasha?" He just grunted and stared into my eyes. " When you said everything you loved died on you? When I almost died did you actually care for me?" His muscles tensed up and his looked at me blankly. He didn't know how to respond to that he just couldn't get anything he thought to make sense. For minutes I waited for him to respond and he got up and put the fire out. " Kagome.. I'm going to relax alright?" His eyes grew like fire as though I wasn't suppose to follow him. He slid the door shut as he laid down staring up at the ceiling. " Kagome can understand me more than Kikyo ever did. I don't know how a human can understand, such things. I was sure she thought I was the one that killed her, but instead she knew it wasn't me.. Of course I love her who am I kidding.? I honestly thought I would never love again. and who would love a half demon? Ever since Kagome came along. I actually feel calm and not hurt as much as I was.I know Kikyo isn't coming back and Kagome was right.. I just need to get everything off my chest." Inuyasha soon grabbed a blanket and gently drifted off to sleep.
I remained outside throwing the last bit of water onto the smoking fire as the smoke rose and filled my lung as I choked. I was warm after and I could smell Inuyasha from just his Kimono. " I got him upset I know it. He wouldn't have stormed away like that. I guess I wasn't around to know what happened to Inuyasha before.And maybe I shouldn't know.. I thought all he was, was a mean half demon that loved to watch other suffer and kill everything in sight, and steal the jewel. Now he seems as though he doesn't care about any of those things anymore.. Sometimes I wish I never asked such things to make him upset." I grabbed the mugs and grabbed my other soaked clothes from the drying wood rack and grabbed the all in my hands. I slowly walked inside shutting the door and Inuyasha laid still on the ground quietly sleeping. I folded my clothes into my backpack and looked over at Inuyasha. He was heavily breathing and rolled over when he heard the floorboards crack. I saw something shine from the moonlight, and it wasn't his eyes. Silent tears ran down his face as he slept, but as much as I wanted to wipe the off, I knew I would just bother him. I threw my blanket down beside Inuyasha as curled up into the small sleeping bag as Inuyasha slept. " Poor Inuyasha.. I just want him to answer that question! Ever since I came here he hated me. Now, that's different.. Is it because I'm here with him? Doubt it.. I'll figure something out."
*~* Inuyasha's Dream *~*
" Where the hell am I? Where's Kagome?" He ran throughout the forest and found himself near the edge of the lake where a young lady sat with her bows and arrows. He quietly watched behind a bush as the lady got up throwing her heavy bows and arrows leashing an arrow in her right hand and the bow in the other. Her eyes aimlessly looked out near the tree, where Inuyasha was killed. " It's Kikyo.. " Inuyasha watched quietly watching Kikyo aim her bow with the arrow looking at something that caught her eye. As the person ran tripped right infront of Kikyo's aim. Inuyasha's eyes lit up with me laying on the ground and Kikyo holding the arrow near her head. " You can't go anywhere. Give it up." Inuyasha bared his fangs watching me underneath Kikyo's arrow. " Give, what up? I never did anything I swear.. I would never do anything to upset you!" Kikyo just showed no signs of emotion in her face. Inuyasha knew with that bow and arrow in her hand there was no way her mind would be changed. " That stupid bitch is after Kagome.!" Inuyasha tried moving but he was pinned with an arrow in his left side of his stomach. The wind blew violently as I sat there with an image of Inuyasha remained still on the shrine tree where he was once shot. Here he laid only by a spell and Kikyo aiming the arrows at her.
" Give up trying to protect him! You aren't me and can never have Inuyasha! He vowed to love me and love me only, now you little bitch I must kill Inuyasha for his faults. My eyes lit up as I climbed infront of Inuyasha how was helplessly hanging. Inuyasha could only watch the fight between the two girls he loved as I stood infront of the dream Inuyasha. " Your not touching Inuyasha. You want him to suffer, just because he might like me. You always treated Inuyasha like nothing, and he doesn't deserve this." " Well if you were smart you'd move away and let me take care of Inuyasha. Don't get yourself in the mess. If you want to live I suggest you move away from him. Or else I just have to strike you instead." Dead silence fell between us and Inuyasha couldn't believe I was too stubborn to move from the pointed arrow from Kikyo. " Kagome.. actually protecting me?" Inuyasha was stunned he didn't want to watch but he had to. " Your not touching him at all! You don't care for him at all." She grinned and smiled her still face was now imprinted of a small smile. " Fine if you decide to give your life you to a worthless half demon, who is heartless and only cares for himself. Fine, you will suffer instead." I tried to untie the vines but they were too tight. Kikyo held her arrow up perfectly once I almost got him out, and arrow lodged into me setting me beside Inuyasha with me hanging still by an arrow. Inuyasha's eyes lit up his claws digging into the dirt. Kikyo just stared at me as the wind blew her hair back and the sound of silence..
~* End of dream ~*