I continued to fall into the unknown dark pit that began to swallow my soul
and my very thoughts. " Maybe that demon is right... Maybe he never loved
me... That's probably why he wanted me to back out of the way.. in order
for him to spare his own life selfishly to met the beloved Kikyo and once
be reunited again... He selfishly let himself die to met with Kikyo, and
let me believe he died to protect my life and my very soul. I was so
blind..! he never loved me but used me so his heart wouldn't be reminded of
Kikyo, until he found his way he used me just like Kikyo had used
Inuyasha... Inuyasha.. " My memories of him began to pour remembering
everything about him. His beautiful face, his yellow eyes.. soon all
disappeared from my mind. His face was slowly fading with his voice slowly
whispering sorrowfully, " Only for you.. Kagome.." The demon's face
slowly disappeared getting smaller until his serious face faded like the
meomories of Inuyasha. I slowly closed my eyes as I slowly fell into the
pit feeling like I should accept the fact that I will never die.
" Inuyasha... you mean nothing to me no more..
" Poor Inuyasha. The fool I once desired and loved once long ago, has finally met his end. I can't believe I loved such a demon, until I died once shattered my heart for loving that incarnation that resembles me. Inuyasha you made me so much stronger, my heart isn't pure and can't be broken for there is nothing I care or desire except your death and for me live again with a real body and return to punish that daring little Kagome, who meant so much to you." Her emotionless face stared upon the shikon jewel slowly grasping it in her cold hands as it beautiful brightened up the dark cave that surrounded her. " This very jewel you touched that you once tried to take.. If you cared Inuyasha you wouldn't have turned against me and steal the precious jewel I once guarded with my heart and soul. It was because of you Inuyasha, I had to make a decision to sacrifice myself with the jewel so no demon, human or half demon would ever use it's powers. For fifty years I've been dead, only to be revived with a body of clay and you to be set free from that young mortal. You shouldn't have been set free Inuyasha, after fifty years you were free and me to only live off of souls and clay for me to live. I'm glad your dead Inuyasha, something I desired..." Her eyes calmly looked at the jewel remembering the unfaithful day when Inuyasha had swiped it from her. Her hands she vaguely looked at, as the souls formed around her with a mysterious blue glow and her face with an angered sorrowfully face.
She admitted she feel great knowing Inuyasha had died but something left her sad to know she was only alive by clay that formed her body, and souls that kept her own awake. Her eyes drifted from the jewel as she felt something shock her as her eyes shocked opened, " That presentance. .a presentace so great is near.." Her hands trembled as she held on to the shikon jewel as it glew brightly as it gave off the pink ora as Kikyo's eyes searched around with her arrows lodged in her hands. " Whatever you are I know you are after the shikon jewel of the four souls.. I demand you to show your face you cowardly demon, or die into a bloody grave.." Inuyasha stood dazed and awoken from a familiar voice that snapped him to reality. " I'm dead.. but that voice.. that's the voice of Kikyo.. that can't be her.. she died along time ago.." Inuyasha focused his eyes as he could see the beautiful women, with the long black slick raven hair tied back and the determined emotionless face with the shikon arrow brightly glowing. Inuyasha could hardly believe that he was with Kikyo. " Kikyo.." His sorrowful face whispered as Inuyasha regained his strength. " Why doesn't the demon remove it's self from the shadows.. ?" Her hands nervously held the arrow directly towards the shadow. " Come out now you demon if it is the shikon jewel you desire..." Her hands slowly let go as the arrow drew forth as Inuyasha flew backwards pinned the ground and slowly let out grunt from the gaping whole that was left.
" Inuyasha?.That can't be.. he was killed from that vicious demon.. but it's him in the flesh and blood.. But why is he here? He should be rotting where the dead wandering souls of demons threve to live.. " Inuyasha looked calmly seeing Kikyo's beauty remembering her just the way she was before she died.. " Kikyo.. you don't know how long I've waited to see you once more Kikyo.. After you died well I couldn't move on .. All I could think and desire was you.. to have you back in my arms and remember the beautiful look on your face.." Kikyo bit her bottom lip as she grasped the shikon jewel harder making her remember the Inuyasha she onced loved. His white hair and mysterious eyes grew apoun her as she grabbed another arrow furiously holding it hardly with the bow. " This isn't what I desired.. I desired your death, Inuyasha. To watch you die horribly until you screamed of pain while blood dripped from your vains.. I didn't desire this at all..!" Inuyasha lowered his head down as his heart felt like it was shot in. His eyes sparkled with happiness even though Kikyo's words hurt him he still wanted to see her once more. " Kikyo, I don't care how you feel about me anymore. I wanted to be back with you that was my wish, to be back with the person I loved and cared for after I died Kikyo.. This was my desire to be back with you.. I may have died Kikyo, but that doesn't matter to me. Dead or alive I'd be back for you.. Kikyo's downed the arrow directing it towards the ground away from Inuyasha's face. Her arms restrained from the arrow as it still waited in her arms for her to shoot him. " If she hates me, how come she has downed her arrow? Is it because she remembers who I was..?" Inuyasha ripped out the arrow and slowly stood on his feet as he stood in the blue ora of the gathered souls. His eyes never fixed off of her, as he slowly moved towards her. " I love you Kikyo.. No matter what I always will. If your willing to remember that or not. I would go to hell and back with you if you desired. He slowly backed her up as she leaned backwards to the ground. His warm hands grabbed her waist as her hands grasped him to let herself free of the kissing embrace. " Inuyasha let go.." His lips slowly met with hers. To him it didn't matter if she had a body of clay he wanted her back and begged for her touch and love once more. His lips touched hers as she closed her eyes embracing the feeling one last time.
" For fifty years he's still longed for me back.. pathetic half demon.. all guys are fools just like him only if you remembered who I am now. Inuyasha is loyal and would do anything for me. Every travel to me to hell if I desired.. I'm not gonna kill Inuyasha.. But I will let him believe he had won my heart, and for him to kill young Kagome that will be my disire. Inuyasha's touch is something I miss and his sweet taste. But that was all in the past Inuyasha, I have changed. My desire will be for Inuyasha to kill the girl that once desired him. Then young Kagome you will understand what it is like to be in love with Inuyasha..And must understand if I can't love him, no one else can.
My eyes slowly opened to the unknown surroundings, remembering what I said about Inuyasha. as I couldn't believed what came out of my mouth. " Am I that hurtful I want Inuyasha to disappear from my life? I love Inuyasha, just the way he acts like he only loves me and then hearing him talk about Kikyo or remembering him hold Kikyo.. Makes me feel like I've been only used to for him to be satiated until he could reunite with the girl he always has loved.. Kikyo.. Maybe I'm just some girl with no feelings to him and for me to be whipped around as though I wasn't even alive. Inuyasha I hate what you do to me, I have lost faith in you and everything. Only if he understood how I hurt inside.. Why do I even love you Inuyasha? Why do I keep running back to you even though I'm know I'll get hurt.? My heart broke every time I relived the memory in my mind of Kikyo and Inuyasha embracing each other. I couldn't never think how he could be so loyal to still love kikyo after fifty years, and to have the girl that you once loved not to love you anymore? Except knowing the person you love, to want to watch you suffer and die and get satisfaction and disire out of it? But yet still love that person... " That would be like me loving Inuyasha and him turning his back only to watch me die and suffer to feed his happiness...Maybe it is hard for Inuyasha to let go.. To him all he remembers is the Kikyo that once loved him.. and to know she died years later and be dead for fifty years, but to still see her and how she has changed.. I rather still love the person I remembered then the person they came to be.. oh Inuyasha.. I understand now how you fee. But Inuyasha I can't love you or forgive you. I know you wanted to leave me for Kikyo anyways no matter what you tried to make me believe. Inuyasha I know you have picked a girl that doesn't love you, over me.
I heard clapping in the distance as my eyes averted towards the direction where the mysterious shadow was clapping and grinning with a cunning fanged smile. There was that white wolf demon, as he read my thoughts what went through my mind. " We still long for Inuyasha to love you? But no room in his heart, except to be chosen over a dead women. Body made out of clay, and only souls to keep hers alive." I angrily stood up from the grounded glaring at him in silence. I wanted to die. Now knowing that demon killed Inuyasha only to break us apart and let him wander in another world, where I couldn't follow. He wants to let him wander back to Kikyo, and let them be reunited and let my heart break into pieces. Also then hurt something else Inuyasha loved also as well, is me. Anything that could break and tear Inuyasha was what he wanted to do. After all this demon did love Kikyo before Inuyasha stepped into her life. All seems so complicated, just to wait for fifty years in the shadows to kill and take revenge on something that couldn't be fixed. I guess back in this era, anyone was crazy enough to go to great lengths to get things they're way. I looked down to what restrained me, all covered with chains like I was a wild demon . " Kagome.. I know you were hoping that pit would kill you so you could be a wandering soul just like Inuyasha and break him away from Kikyo.. isn't that what you hoped for?" I gritted my teeth as I tried moving my wounded body from the cold shackles around me but it was no use. " Maybe it is maybe it isn't. It is none of your business how I feel, or what I want. I know the only reason you have chained me is to restrain me for going anywhere or try to kill myself."
He laughed and with an eased smile as he removed the hair from my face with his bloody demon eyes calmly staring. " I know it is easy for mortals to die. They aren't like demons..they don't have any power or the power to heal themselves they die in a straight instant. That's why mortals are so useless and die all the time. I know if you were free you'd kill yourself to see Inuyasha. You remind me so much of him now Kagome. Do anything even risk your life to be back with the one you love.. you two are no different, Kikyo. My eyes angrily stared as I pulled myself away from his cold demon hands. " I don't wanted to be reminded of Inuyasha! After what he has done to me.. The only reason I want to see him so he can stay away from Kikyo. Kikyo never really loved him, and she has tried dozen of times to try to murder him. He doesn't deserve to lose his soul like that even to her. She knows she is his weak spot and she could do anything to him.. I'm not gonna allow it!!" " Don't even compare me to him!! And I'm not Kikyo.. you haven't forgotten her either! No wonder she left you! Your nothing but a demon that probably only wanted the shikon jewel!! His grim face smiled as his laughly and slowly smacked my face. " Maybe I did want that shikon jewel.. Every demon wanted it and I knew how to use Kikyo to get it. After I had it in the palm of my hand..then Inuyasha appeared and took her away and the shikon jewel!" I held the side of my bloody bruised face as tears slowly streamed from my eyes. The blood was all over his claws as I found out the real truth what happened. " So he only wanted the shikon jewel from Kikyo.. he made her believe that he loved her in order to gain her trust.. but that all backfired.. Until Inuyasha came along he took her away and the shikon jewel.. He waited fifty years to have revenge..and now that Inuyasha was alive he had the chance to kill him.." " You know Kagome I know you want to be killed but I have a better plan instead. But now your mouth ruined everything. Kikyo did mean something to me, it wasn't all about the shikon jewel you bitch! I'll leave you to rot here and when I'm done with you Kikyo, you wish you were dead." " You know your not gonna lay a hand on me. I know if Inuyasha was here he would tear you in half for trying to hurt me!" He smiled as his fur stood on end. His fangs bared a chilling smile that felt scary.. "
What is he thinking?! Inuyasha I wish you were here.. You'd save me I know you would.." " Inuyasha is dead!! He won't be here to save you now Kagome. You will rot and wish and beg on your knees for you to die.." He smiled as he grabbed my face and threw me into the ground. He slowly snapped his fingers as mysterious shadows lurked around coming towards me. " No, he can't do this to me!! Inuyasha why did you have to die? Inuyasha.." He slowly grabbed my face and forced his cold lips against mine as my scream was smothered I felt the demons close in moaning as they grabbed me and ripping off all my flesh. Inuyasha?! Inuyasha!!! " Welcome to your hell,... Kikyo.."
" Poor Inuyasha. The fool I once desired and loved once long ago, has finally met his end. I can't believe I loved such a demon, until I died once shattered my heart for loving that incarnation that resembles me. Inuyasha you made me so much stronger, my heart isn't pure and can't be broken for there is nothing I care or desire except your death and for me live again with a real body and return to punish that daring little Kagome, who meant so much to you." Her emotionless face stared upon the shikon jewel slowly grasping it in her cold hands as it beautiful brightened up the dark cave that surrounded her. " This very jewel you touched that you once tried to take.. If you cared Inuyasha you wouldn't have turned against me and steal the precious jewel I once guarded with my heart and soul. It was because of you Inuyasha, I had to make a decision to sacrifice myself with the jewel so no demon, human or half demon would ever use it's powers. For fifty years I've been dead, only to be revived with a body of clay and you to be set free from that young mortal. You shouldn't have been set free Inuyasha, after fifty years you were free and me to only live off of souls and clay for me to live. I'm glad your dead Inuyasha, something I desired..." Her eyes calmly looked at the jewel remembering the unfaithful day when Inuyasha had swiped it from her. Her hands she vaguely looked at, as the souls formed around her with a mysterious blue glow and her face with an angered sorrowfully face.
She admitted she feel great knowing Inuyasha had died but something left her sad to know she was only alive by clay that formed her body, and souls that kept her own awake. Her eyes drifted from the jewel as she felt something shock her as her eyes shocked opened, " That presentance. .a presentace so great is near.." Her hands trembled as she held on to the shikon jewel as it glew brightly as it gave off the pink ora as Kikyo's eyes searched around with her arrows lodged in her hands. " Whatever you are I know you are after the shikon jewel of the four souls.. I demand you to show your face you cowardly demon, or die into a bloody grave.." Inuyasha stood dazed and awoken from a familiar voice that snapped him to reality. " I'm dead.. but that voice.. that's the voice of Kikyo.. that can't be her.. she died along time ago.." Inuyasha focused his eyes as he could see the beautiful women, with the long black slick raven hair tied back and the determined emotionless face with the shikon arrow brightly glowing. Inuyasha could hardly believe that he was with Kikyo. " Kikyo.." His sorrowful face whispered as Inuyasha regained his strength. " Why doesn't the demon remove it's self from the shadows.. ?" Her hands nervously held the arrow directly towards the shadow. " Come out now you demon if it is the shikon jewel you desire..." Her hands slowly let go as the arrow drew forth as Inuyasha flew backwards pinned the ground and slowly let out grunt from the gaping whole that was left.
" Inuyasha?.That can't be.. he was killed from that vicious demon.. but it's him in the flesh and blood.. But why is he here? He should be rotting where the dead wandering souls of demons threve to live.. " Inuyasha looked calmly seeing Kikyo's beauty remembering her just the way she was before she died.. " Kikyo.. you don't know how long I've waited to see you once more Kikyo.. After you died well I couldn't move on .. All I could think and desire was you.. to have you back in my arms and remember the beautiful look on your face.." Kikyo bit her bottom lip as she grasped the shikon jewel harder making her remember the Inuyasha she onced loved. His white hair and mysterious eyes grew apoun her as she grabbed another arrow furiously holding it hardly with the bow. " This isn't what I desired.. I desired your death, Inuyasha. To watch you die horribly until you screamed of pain while blood dripped from your vains.. I didn't desire this at all..!" Inuyasha lowered his head down as his heart felt like it was shot in. His eyes sparkled with happiness even though Kikyo's words hurt him he still wanted to see her once more. " Kikyo, I don't care how you feel about me anymore. I wanted to be back with you that was my wish, to be back with the person I loved and cared for after I died Kikyo.. This was my desire to be back with you.. I may have died Kikyo, but that doesn't matter to me. Dead or alive I'd be back for you.. Kikyo's downed the arrow directing it towards the ground away from Inuyasha's face. Her arms restrained from the arrow as it still waited in her arms for her to shoot him. " If she hates me, how come she has downed her arrow? Is it because she remembers who I was..?" Inuyasha ripped out the arrow and slowly stood on his feet as he stood in the blue ora of the gathered souls. His eyes never fixed off of her, as he slowly moved towards her. " I love you Kikyo.. No matter what I always will. If your willing to remember that or not. I would go to hell and back with you if you desired. He slowly backed her up as she leaned backwards to the ground. His warm hands grabbed her waist as her hands grasped him to let herself free of the kissing embrace. " Inuyasha let go.." His lips slowly met with hers. To him it didn't matter if she had a body of clay he wanted her back and begged for her touch and love once more. His lips touched hers as she closed her eyes embracing the feeling one last time.
" For fifty years he's still longed for me back.. pathetic half demon.. all guys are fools just like him only if you remembered who I am now. Inuyasha is loyal and would do anything for me. Every travel to me to hell if I desired.. I'm not gonna kill Inuyasha.. But I will let him believe he had won my heart, and for him to kill young Kagome that will be my disire. Inuyasha's touch is something I miss and his sweet taste. But that was all in the past Inuyasha, I have changed. My desire will be for Inuyasha to kill the girl that once desired him. Then young Kagome you will understand what it is like to be in love with Inuyasha..And must understand if I can't love him, no one else can.
My eyes slowly opened to the unknown surroundings, remembering what I said about Inuyasha. as I couldn't believed what came out of my mouth. " Am I that hurtful I want Inuyasha to disappear from my life? I love Inuyasha, just the way he acts like he only loves me and then hearing him talk about Kikyo or remembering him hold Kikyo.. Makes me feel like I've been only used to for him to be satiated until he could reunite with the girl he always has loved.. Kikyo.. Maybe I'm just some girl with no feelings to him and for me to be whipped around as though I wasn't even alive. Inuyasha I hate what you do to me, I have lost faith in you and everything. Only if he understood how I hurt inside.. Why do I even love you Inuyasha? Why do I keep running back to you even though I'm know I'll get hurt.? My heart broke every time I relived the memory in my mind of Kikyo and Inuyasha embracing each other. I couldn't never think how he could be so loyal to still love kikyo after fifty years, and to have the girl that you once loved not to love you anymore? Except knowing the person you love, to want to watch you suffer and die and get satisfaction and disire out of it? But yet still love that person... " That would be like me loving Inuyasha and him turning his back only to watch me die and suffer to feed his happiness...Maybe it is hard for Inuyasha to let go.. To him all he remembers is the Kikyo that once loved him.. and to know she died years later and be dead for fifty years, but to still see her and how she has changed.. I rather still love the person I remembered then the person they came to be.. oh Inuyasha.. I understand now how you fee. But Inuyasha I can't love you or forgive you. I know you wanted to leave me for Kikyo anyways no matter what you tried to make me believe. Inuyasha I know you have picked a girl that doesn't love you, over me.
I heard clapping in the distance as my eyes averted towards the direction where the mysterious shadow was clapping and grinning with a cunning fanged smile. There was that white wolf demon, as he read my thoughts what went through my mind. " We still long for Inuyasha to love you? But no room in his heart, except to be chosen over a dead women. Body made out of clay, and only souls to keep hers alive." I angrily stood up from the grounded glaring at him in silence. I wanted to die. Now knowing that demon killed Inuyasha only to break us apart and let him wander in another world, where I couldn't follow. He wants to let him wander back to Kikyo, and let them be reunited and let my heart break into pieces. Also then hurt something else Inuyasha loved also as well, is me. Anything that could break and tear Inuyasha was what he wanted to do. After all this demon did love Kikyo before Inuyasha stepped into her life. All seems so complicated, just to wait for fifty years in the shadows to kill and take revenge on something that couldn't be fixed. I guess back in this era, anyone was crazy enough to go to great lengths to get things they're way. I looked down to what restrained me, all covered with chains like I was a wild demon . " Kagome.. I know you were hoping that pit would kill you so you could be a wandering soul just like Inuyasha and break him away from Kikyo.. isn't that what you hoped for?" I gritted my teeth as I tried moving my wounded body from the cold shackles around me but it was no use. " Maybe it is maybe it isn't. It is none of your business how I feel, or what I want. I know the only reason you have chained me is to restrain me for going anywhere or try to kill myself."
He laughed and with an eased smile as he removed the hair from my face with his bloody demon eyes calmly staring. " I know it is easy for mortals to die. They aren't like demons..they don't have any power or the power to heal themselves they die in a straight instant. That's why mortals are so useless and die all the time. I know if you were free you'd kill yourself to see Inuyasha. You remind me so much of him now Kagome. Do anything even risk your life to be back with the one you love.. you two are no different, Kikyo. My eyes angrily stared as I pulled myself away from his cold demon hands. " I don't wanted to be reminded of Inuyasha! After what he has done to me.. The only reason I want to see him so he can stay away from Kikyo. Kikyo never really loved him, and she has tried dozen of times to try to murder him. He doesn't deserve to lose his soul like that even to her. She knows she is his weak spot and she could do anything to him.. I'm not gonna allow it!!" " Don't even compare me to him!! And I'm not Kikyo.. you haven't forgotten her either! No wonder she left you! Your nothing but a demon that probably only wanted the shikon jewel!! His grim face smiled as his laughly and slowly smacked my face. " Maybe I did want that shikon jewel.. Every demon wanted it and I knew how to use Kikyo to get it. After I had it in the palm of my hand..then Inuyasha appeared and took her away and the shikon jewel!" I held the side of my bloody bruised face as tears slowly streamed from my eyes. The blood was all over his claws as I found out the real truth what happened. " So he only wanted the shikon jewel from Kikyo.. he made her believe that he loved her in order to gain her trust.. but that all backfired.. Until Inuyasha came along he took her away and the shikon jewel.. He waited fifty years to have revenge..and now that Inuyasha was alive he had the chance to kill him.." " You know Kagome I know you want to be killed but I have a better plan instead. But now your mouth ruined everything. Kikyo did mean something to me, it wasn't all about the shikon jewel you bitch! I'll leave you to rot here and when I'm done with you Kikyo, you wish you were dead." " You know your not gonna lay a hand on me. I know if Inuyasha was here he would tear you in half for trying to hurt me!" He smiled as his fur stood on end. His fangs bared a chilling smile that felt scary.. "
What is he thinking?! Inuyasha I wish you were here.. You'd save me I know you would.." " Inuyasha is dead!! He won't be here to save you now Kagome. You will rot and wish and beg on your knees for you to die.." He smiled as he grabbed my face and threw me into the ground. He slowly snapped his fingers as mysterious shadows lurked around coming towards me. " No, he can't do this to me!! Inuyasha why did you have to die? Inuyasha.." He slowly grabbed my face and forced his cold lips against mine as my scream was smothered I felt the demons close in moaning as they grabbed me and ripping off all my flesh. Inuyasha?! Inuyasha!!! " Welcome to your hell,... Kikyo.."