Inuyasha.. Why must you love me still.? What about that mortal who desired
you as I once did? Is there not enough room in your heart to love
Inuyasha?" Inuyasha slowly stopped the embrace, and leaned back with his
eyes sorrowfully looking down imaging me. " Kagome..I love her.. but it is
a hard enough decision to make. You've always made me feel calm, and become
myself after Kikyo died. Without you Kagome.. well I wouldn't know what I
would do.. You changed me from an angry demon to who've I've become now.
Without you, I could never make it through things that I've gone through
now. But I'm here with what I longed for.. How could I choose over both of
you? I've already hurt you before Kagome.. with your eyes witnessing my
moves on Kikyo.. This is so hard for me to say.." His hands grasped at his
kimono as he nervously tried to make the pick of which girl he truly loved.
" Inuyasha. Is it that so hard of an answer you can't take it?" His eyes
wandered back up towards Kikyo's dark purple eyes that stared him down. He
could hardly speak without making a mistake, and Kikyo was laughing
underneath as she watched Inuyasha struggle. " Inuyasha.. you let
yourself care for another, open your heart to another... is it because you
needed to heal your wounds of pain from love that's why you let Kagome into
you heart didn't you?" His teeth grinded together as he remained solid
only for his yellow eyes to watch Kikyo, and the blue ora lighting around
her. Kikyo slowly moved forward lifted Inuyasha's chin up gently to stare
into her cold eyes. " Kikyo, that was the only thing I could do. But when
you appeared again, I knew that you were still around and I earned for you
more." She gently pulled him close, taking his hand to hold hers as he
slowly followed her moves. His hands gently were placed around her body,
making him embrace her. " Forget what has happened to us Inuyasha... I
want us to be together like we use to before we were tered apart.. Together
just you and me embracing me and loving me like there was never tomorrow..
Don't you miss that Inuyasha?"
His yellow eyes sparkled but he lowered his head and looked back in Kikyo's loving eyes listening to her loving words softly whispering in his ears. He remembered the long summer nights, laying under the trees embracing Kikyo whispering how he felt and what they wanted to happen together. Each time he remembered his past he remembered my face in the distance with tears streaming down my face in hurt and sorrow. " What about Kagome..Kikyo?" Her eyes light up with fire, trying to get Inuyasha to let go over and come back to her just like he wanted. Her hands fisted together as she stared at Inuyasha's sorrowfully face. " Inuyasha.. he needs to forget her.. and he will. As long as I am here he will change his mind about her and come back to loving me like he did years ago." She turned her head and let her soft lips against his ear and whispered to him. " Forget her Inuyasha.. You're here with me now. Forget what you have remember what you miss.." His ears began to twitch knowing for once she wanted him back, after disappearing and saying she hated him. " Kikyo, what are you trying to say?" Her face glew of red as she turned around with a sexy smile as she let down her black raven hair from her ponytail. Her eyes alined with his looking deep into his soul, that begged for her.
" Inuyasha, I'm saying I want us to be together again.. Maybe now that we've talked I've come to realized I want you back. The only reason I didn't want to was because you caused my death, and tried to steal the shikon jewel from me. That's what made me hate you. But now Inuyasha, I'm realizing I'm longing for you just like you did me. Inuyasha I love you..." She slowly put her soft hands elegantly on his face, as his voice was silenced from Kikyo's lips. Inuyasha's eyes looked back at Kikyo's face with shock and surprise accepting the face maybe Kikyo did want him back afterall. "Kikyo.. You hid your feelings for me all this time. For fifty years you've wanted me back as much as I wanted you. Kikyo, I promise I will never let any soul hurt you or touch you again. I promise we'll never be apart, and nothing will ever happen to you." Her head slowly leaned on his chest, as he gently held her head up. " Oh Inuyasha.." Inuyasha slowly felt the hole which he had finally open up again. He felt like nothing ever happened only the world was all for Kikyo and Inuyasha, and acted like I never existed. Inuyasha's eyes began to shimmer as one small tears escaped from his eyes and gently fell to the ground. " We'll always be together.." She was still and quiet and letting Inuyasha have her back into his heart. Her hands held on close to the shikon jewel, as she watched the pink ora come off the beautiful deadly orb she once possessed. " Inuyasha.. I have to ask you something.." He smiled as he watched her beauty in the blue glowing light and the silent soulstealers circling her. " Yes Kikyo?" " Well, the only way you'll have me back is if you kill Kagome.. That's the only way for me to live again, and to possess and be a real human once more. He dimly smiled with his cheeks glowing red and his hands touching her face, removing her black hair from her beauty. " Why would you want to be like that? You've perfect the way you are.." Kikyo's eyes flared with anger and fire as she held the orb tightly in her palm, as the soulstealers nervously disappeared into the shadows.
" Inuyasha no I'm not!!! You saying you want me to remain in a body of clay and only be alive from stealing wandering souls!? That's not how I want to be Inuyasha. I want to actually live, feel real and have meaning. For fifty years I had no meaning. I want to be myself again, and live with you in the real era. To remember the places we've been, and for us to think about our future together. I want to live, and be like nothing happened to me ever. I may be beautiful and still myself, but I want to feel free, not like I've been in hell for fifty years..." His heart started to break, and he felt bad for what he said after she explained how she really felt. She wanted to be back with him, and live and be together and think about they're future and have a future together. But that was all a lie to Inuyasha. Underneath she wanted to hurt Inuyasha anyway she could, the desire to watch Inuyasha die with his blood on her hands.
" I understand Kikyo.." She snapped as she smacked his face. " No you don't Inuyasha don't say you do!!!" You could never felt the anger, the hurt the sorrow giving up hope to believe everything would be the same. I watched sad souls crying to live again to be real and have a purpose. To here they're voices in my head screaming of pain, screaming of emotion and desire. And knowing they'd never be set free from this hell every again. To lose they're families, they're hopes they're lives..unexpectively..and for to listen and cry out my own way. Wishing and hoping day after day the voices would stop screaming, and for once I could live again and be free. You would never believe the pain and things I suffered. The voices of the young, and the old desiring the lives they never fulfilled. Is that what you understand Inuyasha??!! His face looked down obediently shamed listening to her cry out the feelings she felt, and for once in her life she began to shed a tear. " I do want to hurt Inuyasha, but I know this is real. Was I hurting that much I showed a weak emotion?" She began to question herself, maybe she wasn't as strong and heartless as she thought. She never thought she could ever cry, cry in her life but the tear was real. Inuyasha looked at her sorrowful face and his eyes opened wide feeling her hurt inside. " Kikyo... I've never seen you cry before.." She put her hand to her face as though it wasn't real. Her hands felt moist and her cheeks and eyes were beginning to dry. " I've never cried.. Maybe because I never had something to cry about until now.. Oh Inuyasha.. I can't take this pain much longer... but you will be the one who will set me free, and live again with you back in the era I once left.. He slowly felt himself distancing from Kikyo. She tried to hid the evil smile she had underneath, she knew it would be slow and easy to kill Inuyasha off for good. He was sure that Kikyo loved him, like they use to but he was only awaiting a broken heart to let Kikyo be the dead witch from hell to live once more, and to kill Inuyasha after she kills me. He felt something wash over him, a rude awaken. His eyes grew wider revealing everything he thought through his eyes.
" She wants me to kill Kagome... How can I kill her? I do miss Kikyo alot and wish we'd be together again like we were, and have a future together.. but I can't kill her.. I love her to much to kill her with my own bare hands. That demon already tried to turn her against me pretending to be me, and making Kagome believe I killed her. "Kikyo.. I can't kill Kagome.. she means alot to me and besides Kikyo I'm not gonna spare her life just to let you live.. why should I kill her? Why spare her life, and take it away and let her rot in hell?" Kikyo just laughed as the soulstealers slowly flew around Inuyasha, circling him and squeezed around his body tightly until he felt his air supply cutting off, and numbness throughout his body. " Inuyasha.. the only way for me to live, is for you to kill the reincarnation of me.. which is Kagome.. Until the reincarnation is dead Inuyasha, I can live again. Until then I will rot in this hell, until the hell devours the souls I possess, and my own soul. Do you want me to die Inuyasha? The longer I stay here, slowly I will die and suffer just like the rest. Are you willing to risk the reincarnation for me to leave? Or put me at risk to become devoured by this hell?" Inuyasha could hardly swallow he couldn't believe what I was coming out of Kikyo's mouth. The soulstealers only squeezed him tightly little by little until he feel the pressure, pressuring inside making me wince from the pain. Kikyo's hair stood straight up, as her anger released a dark powerful ora that shadowed the shikon jewel. " My only choice is to kill Kagome.. If I don't Kikyo will die and be gone from me forever. For fifty years I've waited to reunite with my dear Kikyo, even longer than that. I want her to live, and us to be as one as we were before. I don't want her to remain and die slowly, letting her soul die along with her. She'll be gone forever, never to return again. For all I know this will be the last time I see Kikyo, and I can't risk her like that. I want her to renew the life that was never fulfilled.. Sorry Kagome, as much as I love you.. I can't risk what I love and what I'd die for. If Kikyo's wish was for me to come to hell with her and back so be it. Kagome I love you but I have to do this, for Kikyo.."
His yellow eyes sparkled but he lowered his head and looked back in Kikyo's loving eyes listening to her loving words softly whispering in his ears. He remembered the long summer nights, laying under the trees embracing Kikyo whispering how he felt and what they wanted to happen together. Each time he remembered his past he remembered my face in the distance with tears streaming down my face in hurt and sorrow. " What about Kagome..Kikyo?" Her eyes light up with fire, trying to get Inuyasha to let go over and come back to her just like he wanted. Her hands fisted together as she stared at Inuyasha's sorrowfully face. " Inuyasha.. he needs to forget her.. and he will. As long as I am here he will change his mind about her and come back to loving me like he did years ago." She turned her head and let her soft lips against his ear and whispered to him. " Forget her Inuyasha.. You're here with me now. Forget what you have remember what you miss.." His ears began to twitch knowing for once she wanted him back, after disappearing and saying she hated him. " Kikyo, what are you trying to say?" Her face glew of red as she turned around with a sexy smile as she let down her black raven hair from her ponytail. Her eyes alined with his looking deep into his soul, that begged for her.
" Inuyasha, I'm saying I want us to be together again.. Maybe now that we've talked I've come to realized I want you back. The only reason I didn't want to was because you caused my death, and tried to steal the shikon jewel from me. That's what made me hate you. But now Inuyasha, I'm realizing I'm longing for you just like you did me. Inuyasha I love you..." She slowly put her soft hands elegantly on his face, as his voice was silenced from Kikyo's lips. Inuyasha's eyes looked back at Kikyo's face with shock and surprise accepting the face maybe Kikyo did want him back afterall. "Kikyo.. You hid your feelings for me all this time. For fifty years you've wanted me back as much as I wanted you. Kikyo, I promise I will never let any soul hurt you or touch you again. I promise we'll never be apart, and nothing will ever happen to you." Her head slowly leaned on his chest, as he gently held her head up. " Oh Inuyasha.." Inuyasha slowly felt the hole which he had finally open up again. He felt like nothing ever happened only the world was all for Kikyo and Inuyasha, and acted like I never existed. Inuyasha's eyes began to shimmer as one small tears escaped from his eyes and gently fell to the ground. " We'll always be together.." She was still and quiet and letting Inuyasha have her back into his heart. Her hands held on close to the shikon jewel, as she watched the pink ora come off the beautiful deadly orb she once possessed. " Inuyasha.. I have to ask you something.." He smiled as he watched her beauty in the blue glowing light and the silent soulstealers circling her. " Yes Kikyo?" " Well, the only way you'll have me back is if you kill Kagome.. That's the only way for me to live again, and to possess and be a real human once more. He dimly smiled with his cheeks glowing red and his hands touching her face, removing her black hair from her beauty. " Why would you want to be like that? You've perfect the way you are.." Kikyo's eyes flared with anger and fire as she held the orb tightly in her palm, as the soulstealers nervously disappeared into the shadows.
" Inuyasha no I'm not!!! You saying you want me to remain in a body of clay and only be alive from stealing wandering souls!? That's not how I want to be Inuyasha. I want to actually live, feel real and have meaning. For fifty years I had no meaning. I want to be myself again, and live with you in the real era. To remember the places we've been, and for us to think about our future together. I want to live, and be like nothing happened to me ever. I may be beautiful and still myself, but I want to feel free, not like I've been in hell for fifty years..." His heart started to break, and he felt bad for what he said after she explained how she really felt. She wanted to be back with him, and live and be together and think about they're future and have a future together. But that was all a lie to Inuyasha. Underneath she wanted to hurt Inuyasha anyway she could, the desire to watch Inuyasha die with his blood on her hands.
" I understand Kikyo.." She snapped as she smacked his face. " No you don't Inuyasha don't say you do!!!" You could never felt the anger, the hurt the sorrow giving up hope to believe everything would be the same. I watched sad souls crying to live again to be real and have a purpose. To here they're voices in my head screaming of pain, screaming of emotion and desire. And knowing they'd never be set free from this hell every again. To lose they're families, they're hopes they're lives..unexpectively..and for to listen and cry out my own way. Wishing and hoping day after day the voices would stop screaming, and for once I could live again and be free. You would never believe the pain and things I suffered. The voices of the young, and the old desiring the lives they never fulfilled. Is that what you understand Inuyasha??!! His face looked down obediently shamed listening to her cry out the feelings she felt, and for once in her life she began to shed a tear. " I do want to hurt Inuyasha, but I know this is real. Was I hurting that much I showed a weak emotion?" She began to question herself, maybe she wasn't as strong and heartless as she thought. She never thought she could ever cry, cry in her life but the tear was real. Inuyasha looked at her sorrowful face and his eyes opened wide feeling her hurt inside. " Kikyo... I've never seen you cry before.." She put her hand to her face as though it wasn't real. Her hands felt moist and her cheeks and eyes were beginning to dry. " I've never cried.. Maybe because I never had something to cry about until now.. Oh Inuyasha.. I can't take this pain much longer... but you will be the one who will set me free, and live again with you back in the era I once left.. He slowly felt himself distancing from Kikyo. She tried to hid the evil smile she had underneath, she knew it would be slow and easy to kill Inuyasha off for good. He was sure that Kikyo loved him, like they use to but he was only awaiting a broken heart to let Kikyo be the dead witch from hell to live once more, and to kill Inuyasha after she kills me. He felt something wash over him, a rude awaken. His eyes grew wider revealing everything he thought through his eyes.
" She wants me to kill Kagome... How can I kill her? I do miss Kikyo alot and wish we'd be together again like we were, and have a future together.. but I can't kill her.. I love her to much to kill her with my own bare hands. That demon already tried to turn her against me pretending to be me, and making Kagome believe I killed her. "Kikyo.. I can't kill Kagome.. she means alot to me and besides Kikyo I'm not gonna spare her life just to let you live.. why should I kill her? Why spare her life, and take it away and let her rot in hell?" Kikyo just laughed as the soulstealers slowly flew around Inuyasha, circling him and squeezed around his body tightly until he felt his air supply cutting off, and numbness throughout his body. " Inuyasha.. the only way for me to live, is for you to kill the reincarnation of me.. which is Kagome.. Until the reincarnation is dead Inuyasha, I can live again. Until then I will rot in this hell, until the hell devours the souls I possess, and my own soul. Do you want me to die Inuyasha? The longer I stay here, slowly I will die and suffer just like the rest. Are you willing to risk the reincarnation for me to leave? Or put me at risk to become devoured by this hell?" Inuyasha could hardly swallow he couldn't believe what I was coming out of Kikyo's mouth. The soulstealers only squeezed him tightly little by little until he feel the pressure, pressuring inside making me wince from the pain. Kikyo's hair stood straight up, as her anger released a dark powerful ora that shadowed the shikon jewel. " My only choice is to kill Kagome.. If I don't Kikyo will die and be gone from me forever. For fifty years I've waited to reunite with my dear Kikyo, even longer than that. I want her to live, and us to be as one as we were before. I don't want her to remain and die slowly, letting her soul die along with her. She'll be gone forever, never to return again. For all I know this will be the last time I see Kikyo, and I can't risk her like that. I want her to renew the life that was never fulfilled.. Sorry Kagome, as much as I love you.. I can't risk what I love and what I'd die for. If Kikyo's wish was for me to come to hell with her and back so be it. Kagome I love you but I have to do this, for Kikyo.."