Inuyasha never got a wince of sleep, his eyes wandering throughout the
beautiful blood red roses in the moonlight. He said he had to forget Kikyo,
but how could he? Everything Inuyasha saw reminded him of Kikyo, including
me. Inuyasha lowered his head as twitched from the touch of his soft hair
draping over me. I began to fall asleep, dreaming up everything about
Inuyasha's past and how I met him. "It was all because of the Shikon
Jewel, and of course Kikyo. How else would I have met Inuyasha? Kikyo died
to protect that jewel and was only right for Inuyasha to pay his own life.
But how could he, to such a women who uses him and isn't the women she use
to be. I guess getting her life cut short, and the cursed jewel she had to
put a end to it. Maybe being resurrected by a body of clay and bones I
wouldn't blame how Kikyo feels. But the things she has put Inuyasha, is
horrible enough. Inuyasha claims she has once had a pure heart, innocent
and sweet like me to the touch, but where did that go all wrong? Obviously
Inuyasha could never forget her. That's like Inuyasha dying, me hoping for
the chance he was alive once again to share the love we never finished and
the lives we shared. Only, to know he was around to become hateful, to
desire such terrible things. That would hurt me so much, and it probably
hurts Inuyasha a lot. Even to talk about his past with her seems to upset
him. It's because he knows it will never return to the way it once was..The
only reason I was connected was the jewel. If the jewel never appeared I
wouldn't have found Inuyasha and fallen for him. Maybe it wasn't so bad
after all.. being in the middle ages.. For Inuyasha I have relieved him of
a lot of pain, made him a lot happier than he has been in the past. For me
he has done to same. No matter what he has put me through he still cares
for me as much as he desires Kikyo."
I could only think about so many things about Inuyasha's past, learning about everything and who Inuyasha really was. Knowing who Kikyo was before she had passed into the spirit world. A lot was on my mind, I could only hope for Inuyasha that soon things would go this way and he wouldn't have to suffer any pain or heartbreak. I know for me I can hardly do anything but stay but his side..like I have from the start. "Things may get tough for me and Inuyasha, but I know if we both are beside one another we can get through this Inuyasha. I know we can.. Only if you could forget about Kikyo." I dreamed about everything Inuyasha had told me, and to me it was harder to dream and realize Kikyo wasn't all that bad.
Inuyasha's eyes glowed in the darkened peaceful night, I wasn't the only one with a lot on my mind, of course he had a lot to remember and considering he was still going through it. He drawed his attention from the night sky to me restfully sleeping against him. "Kagome, it's gonna get harder to sleep, soon. I know we can't stay here. I endangered you a lot and almost risked you for Kikyo. Get a lot of sleep now Kagome, with the things that are about to happen we won't be sleeping for along time." He slowly embraced me and gently kissed me on the cheek as I continued to sleep peacefully unaware of the danger that was upon us.
"Inuyasha has not yet returned to me. I knew I couldn't trust Inuyasha to take me seriously. He loves me, and desires me but not enough to be willing sacrifice the other precious he loves, and reluctant to admit about. Inuyasha, Inuyasha I knew your loving heart was bound to make you effort make a hard decision.. I guess telling Kagome about our past has made you realize you need Kagome, because it's seems effortless for me to love you like you do me. She has gotten you to trust her words more than mine. I understand Inuyasha down to it your final decision is Kagome. As much as you say you love me, I know you'd go off and make sure I'd forget about the little agreement we made. such a sorrowful face you made when you decided that you'd get rid of Kagome. I guess you can't. Being half human, half demon has torn you apart your more of a human because your heart and your emotions control you more than you can. Inuyasha, you know you have to run away with Kagome you know I'll come after you.. because you haven't killed the young reincarnation. Since you can't kill Kagome on your own, I'll have to force you with your own hands to destroy her. Luckily your part demon therefore I will take the shikon jewel I possess and use for a greater purpose. Only you can make me rise once again. You won't realize the damage you've done until you see her as a dead corpse.
Soon she will disappear from this era and her's. She will remain with the dead souls only to be a spirit like I was once was traveling through the hell to find meaning. It's only fair she feels the same pain, and anger like I once have. I guess being a reincarnation I have to put her in her place.. for her to be where I was. understanding she is hopeless, and she will never have you, and won't anymore. As for you Inuyasha, there's more at stake than just losing a lover.. you will live a hell on earth, just like I lived a hell all my life.."
I could only think about so many things about Inuyasha's past, learning about everything and who Inuyasha really was. Knowing who Kikyo was before she had passed into the spirit world. A lot was on my mind, I could only hope for Inuyasha that soon things would go this way and he wouldn't have to suffer any pain or heartbreak. I know for me I can hardly do anything but stay but his side..like I have from the start. "Things may get tough for me and Inuyasha, but I know if we both are beside one another we can get through this Inuyasha. I know we can.. Only if you could forget about Kikyo." I dreamed about everything Inuyasha had told me, and to me it was harder to dream and realize Kikyo wasn't all that bad.
Inuyasha's eyes glowed in the darkened peaceful night, I wasn't the only one with a lot on my mind, of course he had a lot to remember and considering he was still going through it. He drawed his attention from the night sky to me restfully sleeping against him. "Kagome, it's gonna get harder to sleep, soon. I know we can't stay here. I endangered you a lot and almost risked you for Kikyo. Get a lot of sleep now Kagome, with the things that are about to happen we won't be sleeping for along time." He slowly embraced me and gently kissed me on the cheek as I continued to sleep peacefully unaware of the danger that was upon us.
"Inuyasha has not yet returned to me. I knew I couldn't trust Inuyasha to take me seriously. He loves me, and desires me but not enough to be willing sacrifice the other precious he loves, and reluctant to admit about. Inuyasha, Inuyasha I knew your loving heart was bound to make you effort make a hard decision.. I guess telling Kagome about our past has made you realize you need Kagome, because it's seems effortless for me to love you like you do me. She has gotten you to trust her words more than mine. I understand Inuyasha down to it your final decision is Kagome. As much as you say you love me, I know you'd go off and make sure I'd forget about the little agreement we made. such a sorrowful face you made when you decided that you'd get rid of Kagome. I guess you can't. Being half human, half demon has torn you apart your more of a human because your heart and your emotions control you more than you can. Inuyasha, you know you have to run away with Kagome you know I'll come after you.. because you haven't killed the young reincarnation. Since you can't kill Kagome on your own, I'll have to force you with your own hands to destroy her. Luckily your part demon therefore I will take the shikon jewel I possess and use for a greater purpose. Only you can make me rise once again. You won't realize the damage you've done until you see her as a dead corpse.
Soon she will disappear from this era and her's. She will remain with the dead souls only to be a spirit like I was once was traveling through the hell to find meaning. It's only fair she feels the same pain, and anger like I once have. I guess being a reincarnation I have to put her in her place.. for her to be where I was. understanding she is hopeless, and she will never have you, and won't anymore. As for you Inuyasha, there's more at stake than just losing a lover.. you will live a hell on earth, just like I lived a hell all my life.."