I was hopeless, I knew Kikyo would do anything to desire my death and had always wanted me gone and from her and Inuyasha's life. To her, I was only a threat living the life with Inuyasha she had never finished. She hated me for it, she felt robbed of her own life and to for me to appear in this era with the shikon jewel in the palm of my hands. And to become close to Inuyasha and be apart of his life, just like Kikyo was. I never intended to take everything away from her and I was living the life she was suppose to have. I could understand why Kikyo resented me, and why she had so much hate for Inuyasha now. "Kikyo was hoping that someday she could live the life she never finished. I know if that the jewel was still complete Inuyasha would likely had taken it and brought Kikyo back. I ruined both there lives I can understand now I never belonged to have come here, only because of this stupid jewel shikon no tama. All it did was bring hell into everyone's lives that had something to do with it. I can understand why Kikyo wanted to get rid of it, and I can understand why I'm living the hell I am..."

I could only stare at the jewel that endangered everyone's lives, "Why would I have it? Why did I deserve to come back to this era with the jewel?" Those questions still remained unanswered. If the jewel had never resurfaced I would have been living a normal life, just like it was suppose to be. The soul stealers flew above the forest enclosing the huge dense forest as I laid on the ground looking into the mysterious air with the Shikon Jewel imprisoned in the palm of my hands. Kikyo searched until she caught a glimpse of my face as a smile painted across hers, as tears nervously ran down my face. I didn't know what to expect, if she planned to sloter me or let me run back to the era I belonged to. I had fear throughout me, and my body shake I only wished Inuyasha would protect me. Kikyo could only smile with such a happiness until she noticed the tears that were streaming down my face. She knew I feared her, and she knew she was capable of killing me, but why hasn't she yet? Her pale face caught glimpse of mine, and the smile on her face slowly faded into her blank stare. My heart was beating through my skin, was she just waiting until the right moment to strike me.. so many predictions raced through my mind. Her pale face stared as she black hair swayed in the wind, "Why won't she kill me, why I am still alive?"

For moments everything was silent, all it was, was nervous staring and wondering what she was thinking. For some reason Kikyo had held back of trying to kill me like she was earlier but why?" "I can see this reincarnation is scared and hopeless.. I could get Inuyasha to sloter her with his own bare hands if I disired.. but why would I kill her now when she has given up and sobbing in that hopeless emotion? She' s scared she doesn't know what I plan to do next to her, all she knows she's at my mercy."

Kikyo had the arrow already in her hand. Tapping on them as though she was going to let the arrow descend at any moment. I knew Inuyasha wasn't safe, all I knew he had changed and was probably lurking through the shadows of the forest waiting till Kikyo had given him a command. The soul stealers danced around her as the blue ora outlined her showing only her pale face in the blue light. "Why isn't she trying to harm me? What is going on?!" The wind was the only thing that broke the silence, I could stare into Kikyo's violet eyes and to see so much was on her mind just like mine was. She readjusted the arrow softly in her palms as her eyes looked surpassed mine. "I probably have a scared, horrible look on my face. I shouldn't have let her see my face, I know there is probably tears streaming down my face. If I wasn't scared she wouldn't be staring at me like that!" "She's afraid of me.. what I can do to harm her. She knows Inuyasha is no use to her anymore.. that's why she ran she knew she couldn't be protected or live on her own. I won't hurt her myself, only now Inuyasha can."

Kikyo cleared her throat and softly spoke as her words made me jolt with fear, "Kagome.. you seem to fear me as though I have come to harm you. You knew you were hopeless without Inuyasha weren't you?" I nervously held the jewel tighter and nodded. I was scared to speak terrified of the danger that was upon me. It didn't seem like she wanted to harm me, but Kikyo actually talking to me? It'd didn't all make sense when I knew Kikyo was here to kill me, and kill me only. "I can see you have a wanting desire for Inuyasha, Kagome. I've watched both of you together and I can understand why you feel so hopeless without him. Inuyasha decided to make a false promise to me so he could spare his life, and yours.. that was only a matter of time. I can see you know everything about me Kagome. You seemed so interested, eager to know about Inuyasha's past and mine. You came here Kagome, and stole the life I was suppose to live. You stole the shikon no tama and brought it back.. and I died to get rid it. Burned my own body with the jewel so nothing could have it. Ever since you came Kagome, you took away everything I was suppose to live!! You made Inuyasha loved you, cared for you. And brought the shikon no tama. Why did you come here Kagome?"

Her voice rose with anger, that question repeated through me. I knew she wanted an answer from me but I didn't quite understand the reason why I actually came here, and had the shikon jewel with me. How was I suppose to know why I came here?. My hands shook as she repeated the question with anger as I looked up and cleared my throat. " I don't even know why I came here." Kikyo just smiled and laughed. "How could you not know the reason you came here Kagome!? You came here for a reason didn't you? So you could steal Inuyasha away from me, and bring hell into everyone's lives with the shikon jewel!?" I cried more tears as she lowered herself from the sky as she stood infront of me. "Kikyo, I never wanted to come here. Somehow I appeared with the shikon jewel. I didn't mean to live the life you had, and steal everything, and Inuyasha.!!" She smiled as she lifted her finger under my chin as I stared into her dark violet eyes with her cunning smile.
"But somehow you managed to steal everything away Kagome. If you were smart from the start you would have stayed in your era.. Don't lie to me your attached to something.. and to Inuyasha. If you want to live Kagome, you'll run away now back to your own era and never return. Leaving everything you once loved behind. Including Inuyasha..." Her voice softly whispered in my ear as I caught of glimpse of Inuyasha. I was scared to see what had become of him, and I knew she was right I had to run and run away now!!

I was struck in fear when I saw Inuyasha's face. It was horrible to see what she had transformed the Inuyasha I knew into. He was more than just a demon, his eyes only stared into mine as though he couldn't even remember who I was anymore. His fangs bared, and his claws and him recked of heavy blood. "Inuyasha!?" There was no use for me to try to help Inuyasha, I had to run away, and never return.