Ginny hurried through the hallways. She tried hard to keep the tears back,
and the anger and pain hidden.
'How can I let him get to me like that!' she cursed to herself.
She gave the Fat Lady the password, and she dashed up to her dormitory, advoiding her brother, Hermione, and Harry. She flopped down in her bed and cried into her pillow.
"How can I love someone that won't and couldn't love me back!" she cried into the pillow. After a few minutes of crying, she turned to her side, and sighed. He has hurt her many times before, but not like this. His words had cut deep. But she couldn't blame him. He was only saying what the rumor was. No thanks to Blaise, she might never be with the guy that she really loved.
"I should've listen to Ron about Blaise," Ginny thought out loud.
She only dated Blaise for a few months, and he broke it off. But he's been telling all his classmates that she was easy, and that she a slut.
Ginny shook her head trying to get rid of the thought of Blaise. "I can't believed I thought I loved him," Ginny said, scornfully. She reached for her notebook and quill that was by her bed. She opened it to a new page, dipped her quill in the ink well, and started to write.
All I Can Feel
Pain.
That's all I feel now.
Like a thousand needles,
Pricking and stabbing,
Not able to find what they want.
I cannot brush the feeling away,
For it won't depart.
I can't deal with it any longer.
It's getting the best of me;
I can tell.
There is no remedy for this,
For it runs deep,
And hides when sought.
No use to seek help,
No one will be able to.
It's up to me to end it all;
It's not like anyone will miss me.
I'll swallow the contents in my hand,
And soon it will end.
And I won't have to deal
With this pain.
"Of course I'm not going to kill myself. That's just stupid," Ginny said. She made a move to erase the last few lines, but decided against it. It's not like anyone is gonna read it.
"Besides, it's just a poem. Poems don't have to be based on how you feel," Ginny said. She put the notebook and quill back on the table. She pulled the quilt her mom made for her up to her neck and fell asleep.
'How can I let him get to me like that!' she cursed to herself.
She gave the Fat Lady the password, and she dashed up to her dormitory, advoiding her brother, Hermione, and Harry. She flopped down in her bed and cried into her pillow.
"How can I love someone that won't and couldn't love me back!" she cried into the pillow. After a few minutes of crying, she turned to her side, and sighed. He has hurt her many times before, but not like this. His words had cut deep. But she couldn't blame him. He was only saying what the rumor was. No thanks to Blaise, she might never be with the guy that she really loved.
"I should've listen to Ron about Blaise," Ginny thought out loud.
She only dated Blaise for a few months, and he broke it off. But he's been telling all his classmates that she was easy, and that she a slut.
Ginny shook her head trying to get rid of the thought of Blaise. "I can't believed I thought I loved him," Ginny said, scornfully. She reached for her notebook and quill that was by her bed. She opened it to a new page, dipped her quill in the ink well, and started to write.
All I Can Feel
Pain.
That's all I feel now.
Like a thousand needles,
Pricking and stabbing,
Not able to find what they want.
I cannot brush the feeling away,
For it won't depart.
I can't deal with it any longer.
It's getting the best of me;
I can tell.
There is no remedy for this,
For it runs deep,
And hides when sought.
No use to seek help,
No one will be able to.
It's up to me to end it all;
It's not like anyone will miss me.
I'll swallow the contents in my hand,
And soon it will end.
And I won't have to deal
With this pain.
"Of course I'm not going to kill myself. That's just stupid," Ginny said. She made a move to erase the last few lines, but decided against it. It's not like anyone is gonna read it.
"Besides, it's just a poem. Poems don't have to be based on how you feel," Ginny said. She put the notebook and quill back on the table. She pulled the quilt her mom made for her up to her neck and fell asleep.
