Behind blue eyes (by Limp Bizkit)
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No one knows what its like, to be the bad man, to be the sad man. Behind blue eyes.
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Remus Lupin walked deeper and deeper into the forest. Soon it would be full moon, and he had to get into the forest clearing before sunset. Voldemort had been vanquished, he thought but it has costed my friends. James and Peter are dead and Siriy tous has been sent to Azkaban, the traitor. Remus had lost all hope in friendshp after losing all of them. After all, who would make friends with a monster?
A distance away from the clearing, he had put down his bag, which contained bandages and a fresh change of clothes. He walked on into the clearing, where he waited for the full moon. His eyes shedded tears as he thought of that horrifying night.
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No one knows what its like, to be hated, to be fated. To tell only lies.
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Remus sat in hiding when a tawny owl swooped down through an opening. In remus's lap, he dropped a note before flying away. Remus read it carefully.
Come over to Godrics Hollow at once. Something has happened to James and Lily.
Remus's muscles tensed. What could have happened? Almost immediately, Remus vanished with a loud crack.
When Remus arrived, he was shocked. In front of him stood a pile of wood and ash, what was then Godric's hollow, James and Lily's beloved home. Where are they? Where's Sirius? And little Harry...
Suddenly a hand reached out and grabbed Remus's shoulder. Dumbledore stood behind him, with the same sadness in his eyes. He told Remus what had happened. How James tried to take Voldemort by himself to save Lily and Harry, how Lily had tried to sacrifice herself to Voldemort, and how Voldemort tried to kill little Harry, but failed and was vanquished, leaving Harry with nothing but a lightning bolt scar on his forehead.
Remus stood frozen in his spot. Where's Sirius? How did Voldemort... countless questions filled his mind. "I feel your pain,"said Dumbledore,"but i assure you the traitor will pay."
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But my dreams, They aren't as empty as my conscience seems to be. I have hours, only lonely. My love is vengeance thats never free.
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The next day, Remus came back to take a last look at Godric Hollow before moving on. Since Voldemort is captured, he's going to leave, wandering the streets. Perhaps finding a new home that was close to a secluded area, where no one will see, or enter, where he could go during the full moon.
As he was leaving, he saw Sirius and Peter in the distance. Before Remus could walk up to greet them,Sirius suddenly pointed his wand to Peter. Remus gasped as a bright light consumed the area. When the light dissolved into the air, he saw in front of Sirius, a heap of blood-satined robes. All the muggles that were within twenty feet of himself lay dead on the ground. Sirius let out a deep, hearty laugh. Lupin was taken aback. Why? he thought Why?
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No one knows what its like to feel these feelings,
Like i do, And i blame you.
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
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Remus quickly wiped the tears away. Now Sirius had escaped, he is most probably going to hogwarts for Harry. Harry should be twelve now, going on thirteen. As he looked up into the night sky, and full moon began to appear, he could feel himself changing. Maybe,he thought just maybe I'll visit Hogwarts. Just this once.
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But my dreams, They aren't as empty as my conscience seems to be. I have hours, only lonely. My love is vengeance thats never free.
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