A/N- Hihi Me again. I couldn't update yesterday because I was too sad. Just watched the second last episode of Tmm. Kish died... need tissue. Wait a minute.....
Yeah. As I was saying. It was sooo sad..... Y the hell did they make Kish died? And tartuto? And Pai.... Sniff....I know they made them back to life again but it was still very very sad... Anyways, back with my story.
I think I forgot to mention that I am actually in Australia, so my time and America's time is not he same, so keep that in mind.
Not much reviews last chap....So sad....sniff. Oh wells. So bored these days, So might as well write quickly and finish the story. I am writing another fic on Tmm!! This time on Kish I Think... Keep your eyes open for that.!! Plz keep the reviews comin!
One more sentence- I Luv You Kish!!! Masaya, Go to Hell. (Sorry, couldn' resist. I hate Him sooo much)
Summary- Pai and Kish both have some sort of thing to say to their love...
Disclaimer- I don't own Tokyo Mew Mew. I just want to write my version of it.
Chap 19 Affections
The mew mews stood on the ground dazed. Zakuro, Mint and Purin stared at the body of Ryou.
Lettuce just stared at the spot where Pai had once being standing as if frozen in place.....
"Is.....Is he dead.?" Asked Mint in a coarse whisper.
"He seems to be breathing," said Purin.
"We need to get the doctor." Exclaimed Zakuro.
"Lettuce, call the doc....." Said Mint as she trailed off.
"Where has Lettuce gone to?" asked Mint.
Lettuce, has disappeared from the room, leaving the door slightly ajar.
"Pai!...Wait.." huffed Letuce as she caught up to him.
"What do you want?" asked Pai coldly.
"I.....I just want to talk." Said Lettuce calmly.
"About what. Want to make fun of me again?" asked Pai bitterly.
"No! No. I never made fun of you Pai.." said lettuce, biting her lips.
"Yeah sure. You are probably telling your fiance about what an idiot I am for falling in love with you" spat out Pai.
Lettuce took a deep breath.
"Look Pai. I know that you have being....quite hurt in the past but....i really did care for you." Said lettuce, tears threatening to spill.
"Apparently that wasn't enough for you to put aside our differences." Pai said, clenching his teeth.
"No..I really did love you Pai. But I just couldn't take battling my love. I can't take all those guilt. I can't take the idea that one day, I might have to kill the person I loved." Whimpered Lettuce.
"You know that I would never kill you. You knew that. But you still left me. All alone in solitude." Pai said coldly.
"Pai....."Lettuce said Softly." I know that what I did was wrong. I know that I shouldn't have left you. But, please. You have got to understand that I was under lots of pressure at that time. I was afraid......." Lettuce trailed off.
"Afraid of what?" asked Pai, his eyes admitting the emotion he held inside for so long.
"I...I was afraid....afraid of losing you.." admitted Lettuce.
Pai sucked in a breath.
"You should understand Pai that..I had cared for you and I always will." Said Lettuce, looking back into Pai's Lavender eyes.
"You mean...After all this years you still.....No. No you don't. You're lying. You are about to marry that other guy. You don't love me. You don't even give a fuck if I die the next minute." Yelled Pai.
"No! No! that is not true. After what happened between us, I was really confused and lost. I decided to start things over. In Korea. I met Mint's brother there. I was really sad, and he helped me through it. I know that he has feelings for me. But I just couldn't get you out of my mind." Said Lettuce softly. "For all these years...I thought...I thought you were dead..."
"I bet you really hoped that didn't you." Spat out Pai.
"If I did, I wouldn't be here. Do you know how happy I was when I heard that you are not dead? That you are only missing? And do you know how happy I was when I saw you back there? I thought you said you love me. But if you loved me you wouldn't hurt me. I really did thought you loved me. I guess that maybe I am wrong...' sniffed Lettuce.
"I guess I have too many feelings..." Lettuce let out a sad laugh before running back to he hospital, tears flowing behind here.
Pai watched as the form of Lettuce got smaller and smaller.
"I did love you Letuce. And I still do.." Pai murmured into the wind before he blinked out.
Kish watched as the figure began to turn on the bed.
He watched sadly and in longing at the pink figure that was about to wake up.
Ichigo opened her eyes slowly. She looked around. Nothing seems familiar to her. A person next to her shifted and she let out a small yelp.
"Kish!. What are you....Wat did you do to me?" asked Ichigo in Horror.
"If you are asking me if I raped you. The answer is no." spat out Kish.
"I want your heart. Not your body." Kish said coldly.
"Oh." Ichigo turned red. "Then why did you bring me into this place...?"
"Things....sort of turned hectic back there. Just thought I might make sure you are safe." Said Kish.
"Hectic? How...I Mean.....Ryou!...Is he okay? Where is he? I need to see him!" gasped Ichigo as she remembered what happened before.
Kish let out a small sigh.
"I saved your ass back there and all you can think of is that blonde son of a bitch." Growled Kish.
Ichigo was all silent.
"Look Kish.... I know that you might have cared for...." Ichigo started but she was interrupted by Kish.
"Might have? Might have? How about Definitely? Are you really that blind Momomiya? I might have called you a toy but haven't you yet realize that I really do love you?" Yelled Kish.
"You did...?" Ichigo stuttered "I thought you only want to play with me..."
Kish let out a big sigh.
"Ichigo. You are hopeless. Even Zakuro realizes how I feel about. Everyone does. Except for you. You are just so oblivious to what is happening around you." Sapt out Kish.
"But...But you killed Masaya.."whispered Ichigo.
"I was given orders to kill. Deep Blue told us hat if one day he is to be dead. The body who he occupied must die to. It has something to do with the souls..." Kish trailed off.
"So....You never really planned this?" asked Ichigo in disblief.
"Although I must say that Killing Blue Knight wasn't that much of a hard task for me as I know that this would be one less barrier between us but you should understand that I would never hurt you on purpose." Sighed Kish.
"I.....I never knew...I thought that you are always just playing with me. To use me to get closer to the team...to our Mission...I guess I was wrong.."
Kish looked at her distressed form and grabbed her hand as they both blinked back outside the hospital.
"What....?" Asked a bewildered Ichigo.
"I really care for you Ichigo. I wouldn't want to do anything that will make you unhappy." Kish said. "I understand that you don't love me. Not the way I want it to be anyway. Don't worry Ichigo. I wouldn't bother you again. I just want you to be safe and happy Ichigo."
Kish let go of Ichigo's hand and walked a few steps backwards.
"Remember Ichigo. I'll always be here for you. "Kish said "And....I love you Ichigo. I really do."
With that, Kish blinked out. Leaving a dumbstruck Ichigo standing in front of the gates.
TBC
A/N- This is a really sad chapter....sniff. Just decided to make Kish looks better. He deserves to have some sort of nice things about him. Dunt worry Kish. My next story would be based on You and Ichigo!!
Anyways. Please review for this chap!. REVIEW REVIEW! I am going crazy but oh wells. Tell me what you think of it.
Something twisted happens next chap. Keep tuned!.
Darkgoddess17
Yeah. As I was saying. It was sooo sad..... Y the hell did they make Kish died? And tartuto? And Pai.... Sniff....I know they made them back to life again but it was still very very sad... Anyways, back with my story.
I think I forgot to mention that I am actually in Australia, so my time and America's time is not he same, so keep that in mind.
Not much reviews last chap....So sad....sniff. Oh wells. So bored these days, So might as well write quickly and finish the story. I am writing another fic on Tmm!! This time on Kish I Think... Keep your eyes open for that.!! Plz keep the reviews comin!
One more sentence- I Luv You Kish!!! Masaya, Go to Hell. (Sorry, couldn' resist. I hate Him sooo much)
Summary- Pai and Kish both have some sort of thing to say to their love...
Disclaimer- I don't own Tokyo Mew Mew. I just want to write my version of it.
Chap 19 Affections
The mew mews stood on the ground dazed. Zakuro, Mint and Purin stared at the body of Ryou.
Lettuce just stared at the spot where Pai had once being standing as if frozen in place.....
"Is.....Is he dead.?" Asked Mint in a coarse whisper.
"He seems to be breathing," said Purin.
"We need to get the doctor." Exclaimed Zakuro.
"Lettuce, call the doc....." Said Mint as she trailed off.
"Where has Lettuce gone to?" asked Mint.
Lettuce, has disappeared from the room, leaving the door slightly ajar.
"Pai!...Wait.." huffed Letuce as she caught up to him.
"What do you want?" asked Pai coldly.
"I.....I just want to talk." Said Lettuce calmly.
"About what. Want to make fun of me again?" asked Pai bitterly.
"No! No. I never made fun of you Pai.." said lettuce, biting her lips.
"Yeah sure. You are probably telling your fiance about what an idiot I am for falling in love with you" spat out Pai.
Lettuce took a deep breath.
"Look Pai. I know that you have being....quite hurt in the past but....i really did care for you." Said lettuce, tears threatening to spill.
"Apparently that wasn't enough for you to put aside our differences." Pai said, clenching his teeth.
"No..I really did love you Pai. But I just couldn't take battling my love. I can't take all those guilt. I can't take the idea that one day, I might have to kill the person I loved." Whimpered Lettuce.
"You know that I would never kill you. You knew that. But you still left me. All alone in solitude." Pai said coldly.
"Pai....."Lettuce said Softly." I know that what I did was wrong. I know that I shouldn't have left you. But, please. You have got to understand that I was under lots of pressure at that time. I was afraid......." Lettuce trailed off.
"Afraid of what?" asked Pai, his eyes admitting the emotion he held inside for so long.
"I...I was afraid....afraid of losing you.." admitted Lettuce.
Pai sucked in a breath.
"You should understand Pai that..I had cared for you and I always will." Said Lettuce, looking back into Pai's Lavender eyes.
"You mean...After all this years you still.....No. No you don't. You're lying. You are about to marry that other guy. You don't love me. You don't even give a fuck if I die the next minute." Yelled Pai.
"No! No! that is not true. After what happened between us, I was really confused and lost. I decided to start things over. In Korea. I met Mint's brother there. I was really sad, and he helped me through it. I know that he has feelings for me. But I just couldn't get you out of my mind." Said Lettuce softly. "For all these years...I thought...I thought you were dead..."
"I bet you really hoped that didn't you." Spat out Pai.
"If I did, I wouldn't be here. Do you know how happy I was when I heard that you are not dead? That you are only missing? And do you know how happy I was when I saw you back there? I thought you said you love me. But if you loved me you wouldn't hurt me. I really did thought you loved me. I guess that maybe I am wrong...' sniffed Lettuce.
"I guess I have too many feelings..." Lettuce let out a sad laugh before running back to he hospital, tears flowing behind here.
Pai watched as the form of Lettuce got smaller and smaller.
"I did love you Letuce. And I still do.." Pai murmured into the wind before he blinked out.
Kish watched as the figure began to turn on the bed.
He watched sadly and in longing at the pink figure that was about to wake up.
Ichigo opened her eyes slowly. She looked around. Nothing seems familiar to her. A person next to her shifted and she let out a small yelp.
"Kish!. What are you....Wat did you do to me?" asked Ichigo in Horror.
"If you are asking me if I raped you. The answer is no." spat out Kish.
"I want your heart. Not your body." Kish said coldly.
"Oh." Ichigo turned red. "Then why did you bring me into this place...?"
"Things....sort of turned hectic back there. Just thought I might make sure you are safe." Said Kish.
"Hectic? How...I Mean.....Ryou!...Is he okay? Where is he? I need to see him!" gasped Ichigo as she remembered what happened before.
Kish let out a small sigh.
"I saved your ass back there and all you can think of is that blonde son of a bitch." Growled Kish.
Ichigo was all silent.
"Look Kish.... I know that you might have cared for...." Ichigo started but she was interrupted by Kish.
"Might have? Might have? How about Definitely? Are you really that blind Momomiya? I might have called you a toy but haven't you yet realize that I really do love you?" Yelled Kish.
"You did...?" Ichigo stuttered "I thought you only want to play with me..."
Kish let out a big sigh.
"Ichigo. You are hopeless. Even Zakuro realizes how I feel about. Everyone does. Except for you. You are just so oblivious to what is happening around you." Sapt out Kish.
"But...But you killed Masaya.."whispered Ichigo.
"I was given orders to kill. Deep Blue told us hat if one day he is to be dead. The body who he occupied must die to. It has something to do with the souls..." Kish trailed off.
"So....You never really planned this?" asked Ichigo in disblief.
"Although I must say that Killing Blue Knight wasn't that much of a hard task for me as I know that this would be one less barrier between us but you should understand that I would never hurt you on purpose." Sighed Kish.
"I.....I never knew...I thought that you are always just playing with me. To use me to get closer to the team...to our Mission...I guess I was wrong.."
Kish looked at her distressed form and grabbed her hand as they both blinked back outside the hospital.
"What....?" Asked a bewildered Ichigo.
"I really care for you Ichigo. I wouldn't want to do anything that will make you unhappy." Kish said. "I understand that you don't love me. Not the way I want it to be anyway. Don't worry Ichigo. I wouldn't bother you again. I just want you to be safe and happy Ichigo."
Kish let go of Ichigo's hand and walked a few steps backwards.
"Remember Ichigo. I'll always be here for you. "Kish said "And....I love you Ichigo. I really do."
With that, Kish blinked out. Leaving a dumbstruck Ichigo standing in front of the gates.
TBC
A/N- This is a really sad chapter....sniff. Just decided to make Kish looks better. He deserves to have some sort of nice things about him. Dunt worry Kish. My next story would be based on You and Ichigo!!
Anyways. Please review for this chap!. REVIEW REVIEW! I am going crazy but oh wells. Tell me what you think of it.
Something twisted happens next chap. Keep tuned!.
Darkgoddess17