James knew Sirius hadn't meant to make him look like a fool in front of Lily, but he couldn't help being mad at him. Sure James loved Sirius like a brother but sometimes the boy got annoying. It didn't seem fair how Sirius could do anything in front of Lily without making her mad.

This was the first time James had gotten so mad before. Not sure what was going on and not wanting Sirius to find him. Walking quickly James knew Sirius would suspect James went wondering. Not to any certain place.

So James made his way to the Library, not wanting to be found. Even if Sirius did find James it would take him awhile.

As He entered the Library a few people looked up surprised to see James in the Library. Most of them had only seen Remus or Peter on rare occasions. It was rare to see Sirius or James in the Library, even rarer at a mealtime.

James grabbed a book off the shelf and began reading it to pass time. It would be awhile before classes began. Not really caring what the book said James just skimmed the pages.

Not seeing anything of importance James stared blankly at the page. He never had been the reading type.

Sirius soon found James sitting alone in the library reading a book, which apparently had its words somewhere else. James sensed that Sirius was there but made no motion to show any acknowledgement. He was still mad and didn't feel like talking.

Sirius walked over to his friend pulling a chair up and sitting down. Which didn't seem to distract James at all. And it very well didn't distract him he just stared at the book not wanting to look at Sirius.

James knew he would feel guilty for being mad at Sirius if he looked up at him. Quite frankly James didn't want to feel quilty; he didn't want to forgive Sirius, even if Sirius had no control over it.

"Yo! James what's up?" Sirius asked. This got James attention. And he looked up regretting it as he realized how he over reacted.

"Huh?" James replied. Knowing Sirius wanted his attention.

"You where daydreaming or something" Sirius asked. James knew Sirius thought he really was daydreaming, but he hadn't really been.

"No I wasn't. I was reading"

"Sure you were" Sirius gave James that 'I know your lying look'

"I was honestly!"

"why are you shouting."

James stood up and glared at Sirius for a second as if he actually thought he could win this. As if.

"Come on James its nothing bad to be daydreaming!" Sirius pointed out.

" I guess your right" James said as he gave up. Sirius never gave up, unlike James who always quite.

'I'll never be as good as Sirius' James thought to himself.