Wondering Hope & Wondering Suffering

I am but and empty shell,
A tool for
Which all Demons
Want
I have the power to
Kill not to heal
But to them I am
Only a Woman made
Of Clay
No one understands me
As I move through this
Dreadful like
She has taken away
My hopes of love
For he has found another
Why did I have to love
Him?
For he is the one that betrays
He is the one that is
The True bringer of this
Empty shell that I call a Body
Is my soul truly happy?
Does it truly belong to that
Witch?
Is everyone right that I
Deserve to die?
I just hope that beneath
This shell of mine
My true soul is souring
The blue sky
That woman is with him yet
As I stare at those two
Cooing each other in love
Why is it that he never treated me with love and care?
As I stare at him
Caressing her hair
I think damn him...
Damn my heartless shell
All I want is a little
Love and care
But the only person that does
Is no longer here
Why me, why is that
Whatever I desire is
Destroyed?
Is it truly fair?
My pain in my heart
Grows more as I stare
At him, now kissing
Her neck and hair
But I have faith that one day
She will be gone
I have faith that on that day, I will be
Free
My soul, I want
My soul to love
And to keep
But everyone hates and
Loathes me
And the pain I hold
Is from the betrayal that
Has been set upon this
Soulless woman that
Is I
All I have is a wondering
Lust for freedom
While I try to fine it
All I find is pain


This is my little Kikyo poem! i hope you like, it's my first attempt at a poem like this so i hope you like it. Disclaimer: I own nothing of Inuyasha or anything like that so please don't sue.. i don't know how to counteract one of those thingies... so yeah. I hope you enjoy!