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"And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am"
The Goo Goo Dolls: Iris
***Part four:
Wufei stood in the point where he saw Heero rip off his wings and shuddered. /What the HELL was that about? / That thought raced through his mind so fast he barely caught it.
A few moments later Wufei finally looked down bracing himself, as he did. It was almost as if he was afraid of what he would see. HE grimaced even harder when he saw the radiant feathers. /No this can't be happening/
He found himself on his knees. He picked up a feather and looked at it more closely... He slightly turned it in front so see all of it. He was so engrossed that he didn't hear the door open behind him.
A cold hand startled him back to reason. "Sir! I have good news, Duo is showing brain activity!"
Wufei Turned around and met the doctor's gaze. They looked at each other for a moment before Wufei fainted on the floor. In his sleep he muttered "Heero."
~*~*~
Heero was summoned again t the throne room, when he arrived back in heaven.
"Heero, what have you done?"
"Why did you let this happen, you are so powerful, Why?" Heero burst out into sobs on the golden floor.
"Heero, death is just another step into life."
"He did this himself, I gave him back what he deserved. What I stole from him..."
"Heero, you have to go."
"What, why?" He said looking up from his tears.
"Go!" God's finger pointed to the large doors be hind Heero.
~*~*~
Heero had only just arrived on earth, and the weather was already acting up... Heero stood in the hail and looked up at the sky. He allowed the small chunks of ice to pelt his eyes, and again he cried. "What have I done. Was it right to save Duo?" /Did I just save, or damn him? /
Heero felt the razor he was holding scrape his skin, the only time he could feel any thing was when he hurt. /After What I just did, do I deserve anything else? What would I do if I were Duo? Would I forgive me? Or.../ He shivered at the thought of Duo, how can I see him again?
Heero finally stopped cutting himself and began to walk back to the hospital.
~*~*~
The dripping of the IV woke Duo up. He tried to move, but found him self to be immobile, "what the hell happened?" he asked almost inarticulately. "I am dead right?" After he finished that sentence he heard a dark chuckle from across the room, "No Duo, not any more."
Duo's eyes widened, "Heero is that you?"
"I am not Heero, not any more..."
"What happened Heero, why am I not dead?"
"You have life to lead I can't take that away."
"But Heero, I love you."
"No Duo, you love who I used to be..." Heero walked over to Duo and placed his hand over Duo's eyes.
~*~*~
Duo woke the next morning and wretched onto the blankets. He opened his eyes and looked down, at his blood-covered sheets. When he wiped his mouth he saw blood again.
Duo opened the hospital curtains and gazed out onto the darkened sky. "Heero..."
The next day Duo was released from the hospital with out so much as a scratch to show what he was in there for...
~*~*~
Heero dragged his broken body towards a church. He had spotted it between the apartments, and thought it an appropriate place to die...
The heavy wooden doors were unlocked, and needed oil. He pushed the door open and looked at his hand. He allowed the razor to fall into the doorway and smiled.
As he lay on one of the pews waiting for death he heard something, "Hello, my child." Heero snapped to alertness.
"What happens to fallen angels when they die father?"
"Oh my son, you are bleeding! We shall get you medical attention!"
Heero grabbed the man's tunic and pulled him closer. "Answer my question, damn it!"
"But My son, The answer is obvious. They don't die."
"Don't lie to me!!"
"You need medical attention. We shall call the ambulance..."
Heero lightly pressed against the man's throat. "I asked you a question, and be quick about it! I don't have much time left..."
"The priest looked at Heero's eyes and answered as he watched them glaze over, well I think they would become mortal again..."
~*~*~
Duo looked down at the foot long tuft of hair in his hands. For the first time ever he had cut it. It was only a meter long now...
The flame of a small candle was reflected in his eyes. The dark bathroom was perfect for this. "Heero..."
He lowered the lock of hair into the flame. "Goodbye Heero..."
Tears interrupted the reflection in Duo's eyes. "Good bye to you, Heero..." /I can't live like this.../
Duo got up off the floor and snuffed the candle. As he walked out of the bathroom Wufei must have smelt the burnt hair... "Duo are you ok?"
"Yes dear, I just need to be held..." Duo fell into Wufei's arms and began to cry.
"Duo..."
~*~*~
Wufei looked into the bathroom over his husband's head. "Everything is going to be alright..."
Wufei took Duo to their bed and laid him down, promising to come back in a moment.
"Duo, I know you miss him..." Wufei said very quietly to himself as he got on his knees to look down at the candle. He picked up a small tuft of hair. "Oh, Duo..." He reached up and took out his hair tie and allowed his hair to caress his shoulders. He wrapped the tuft very tightly and put it in his pocket.
"Mine..."
~*~*~
TBC ****
AN: Hey I don't know how good of a job I did on this one please tell me I can't wait to hear from you, Please remember to REVIEW!
Short disclaimer: I do not own any Gundam Wing characters or the story line, they are property of Sunrise and Bandai entertainment. I also do not own ant Songs produced written or performed by the Goo Goo Dolls.
"And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am"
The Goo Goo Dolls: Iris
***Part four:
Wufei stood in the point where he saw Heero rip off his wings and shuddered. /What the HELL was that about? / That thought raced through his mind so fast he barely caught it.
A few moments later Wufei finally looked down bracing himself, as he did. It was almost as if he was afraid of what he would see. HE grimaced even harder when he saw the radiant feathers. /No this can't be happening/
He found himself on his knees. He picked up a feather and looked at it more closely... He slightly turned it in front so see all of it. He was so engrossed that he didn't hear the door open behind him.
A cold hand startled him back to reason. "Sir! I have good news, Duo is showing brain activity!"
Wufei Turned around and met the doctor's gaze. They looked at each other for a moment before Wufei fainted on the floor. In his sleep he muttered "Heero."
~*~*~
Heero was summoned again t the throne room, when he arrived back in heaven.
"Heero, what have you done?"
"Why did you let this happen, you are so powerful, Why?" Heero burst out into sobs on the golden floor.
"Heero, death is just another step into life."
"He did this himself, I gave him back what he deserved. What I stole from him..."
"Heero, you have to go."
"What, why?" He said looking up from his tears.
"Go!" God's finger pointed to the large doors be hind Heero.
~*~*~
Heero had only just arrived on earth, and the weather was already acting up... Heero stood in the hail and looked up at the sky. He allowed the small chunks of ice to pelt his eyes, and again he cried. "What have I done. Was it right to save Duo?" /Did I just save, or damn him? /
Heero felt the razor he was holding scrape his skin, the only time he could feel any thing was when he hurt. /After What I just did, do I deserve anything else? What would I do if I were Duo? Would I forgive me? Or.../ He shivered at the thought of Duo, how can I see him again?
Heero finally stopped cutting himself and began to walk back to the hospital.
~*~*~
The dripping of the IV woke Duo up. He tried to move, but found him self to be immobile, "what the hell happened?" he asked almost inarticulately. "I am dead right?" After he finished that sentence he heard a dark chuckle from across the room, "No Duo, not any more."
Duo's eyes widened, "Heero is that you?"
"I am not Heero, not any more..."
"What happened Heero, why am I not dead?"
"You have life to lead I can't take that away."
"But Heero, I love you."
"No Duo, you love who I used to be..." Heero walked over to Duo and placed his hand over Duo's eyes.
~*~*~
Duo woke the next morning and wretched onto the blankets. He opened his eyes and looked down, at his blood-covered sheets. When he wiped his mouth he saw blood again.
Duo opened the hospital curtains and gazed out onto the darkened sky. "Heero..."
The next day Duo was released from the hospital with out so much as a scratch to show what he was in there for...
~*~*~
Heero dragged his broken body towards a church. He had spotted it between the apartments, and thought it an appropriate place to die...
The heavy wooden doors were unlocked, and needed oil. He pushed the door open and looked at his hand. He allowed the razor to fall into the doorway and smiled.
As he lay on one of the pews waiting for death he heard something, "Hello, my child." Heero snapped to alertness.
"What happens to fallen angels when they die father?"
"Oh my son, you are bleeding! We shall get you medical attention!"
Heero grabbed the man's tunic and pulled him closer. "Answer my question, damn it!"
"But My son, The answer is obvious. They don't die."
"Don't lie to me!!"
"You need medical attention. We shall call the ambulance..."
Heero lightly pressed against the man's throat. "I asked you a question, and be quick about it! I don't have much time left..."
"The priest looked at Heero's eyes and answered as he watched them glaze over, well I think they would become mortal again..."
~*~*~
Duo looked down at the foot long tuft of hair in his hands. For the first time ever he had cut it. It was only a meter long now...
The flame of a small candle was reflected in his eyes. The dark bathroom was perfect for this. "Heero..."
He lowered the lock of hair into the flame. "Goodbye Heero..."
Tears interrupted the reflection in Duo's eyes. "Good bye to you, Heero..." /I can't live like this.../
Duo got up off the floor and snuffed the candle. As he walked out of the bathroom Wufei must have smelt the burnt hair... "Duo are you ok?"
"Yes dear, I just need to be held..." Duo fell into Wufei's arms and began to cry.
"Duo..."
~*~*~
Wufei looked into the bathroom over his husband's head. "Everything is going to be alright..."
Wufei took Duo to their bed and laid him down, promising to come back in a moment.
"Duo, I know you miss him..." Wufei said very quietly to himself as he got on his knees to look down at the candle. He picked up a small tuft of hair. "Oh, Duo..." He reached up and took out his hair tie and allowed his hair to caress his shoulders. He wrapped the tuft very tightly and put it in his pocket.
"Mine..."
~*~*~
TBC ****
AN: Hey I don't know how good of a job I did on this one please tell me I can't wait to hear from you, Please remember to REVIEW!