Hello everyone! I know it's been a while since I've updated... I've been so
busy lately. I haven't had much time to write, and I wanted this chapter to
be as great as the others were... I hope. ( A huge thanks and a chocolate
covered Draco to all my wonderful reviewers. You guys are the real reason
why I'm continuing with this crazy story. Well here it is...Chapter 3. :p
Chapter 3: Obsession Part II
I sat there and watched him make his customary dramatic entrance into the great hall.
All eyes were on him.
Draco Malfoy.
I feel lightheaded as I watch his silver eyes take in the hall's current occupants. There's that look in his eyes again... a mixture of lust and hunger.
Mmmm. So expressive. Only those who know them well can decipher their message.
He's searching...
Apparently he's looking for his next lover.
Please. Please pick me.
I gasp audibly as his eyes finally land on me...
But he looks right through me as if I'm not even there!
Fuck!
I get angry...irritated.
I can't believe that just happened!! Couldn't he see that I'm the one for him?
Those expendable lovers don't know a thing about him!
Do they?
How could they know after quidditch practice he likes to take hour-long baths in the prefect's bathroom?
Do they know that every night before he goes to sleep he kisses his mother's picture goodnight?
And do they know how he looks even more incredibly beautiful as he sleeps?
No!
They don't.... But I do.
Confusion settles in.
Why am I not good enough for him? I don't understand.
Realization.
No. That's not the real problem. It's so obvious. He doesn't understand yet. If he did we would already be together. We're so perfect for each other. Why didn't I see it before?
Embarrassment.
I look around to see if anyone's noticed my internal struggle.
They don't. I've learned to hide it well.
Confidence.
I know he doesn't love me now... but he will love me. One way or another.
So I'll just wait.
Yes. Patience is a virtue.
I'll wait...
But not for long.
To be continued...
I hope it didn't suck folks. It's still my first fan fic. I'll try to update pretty soon. Hmmm. What should I do for my next chapter... ( Please please review. Wow, I'm starting to sound like my obsessed character. Who will remain nameless... for now.
Thank you again to the following people:
Fantasy101, ShootingStar3, self ignored, CTB, darkangel, Yana5, Jazzylady, SilverandSilent, GwenKeely, Jin.
Michelle: Cant give too much away yet. But here's a slight hint: voyeur. :p
driven to insanity: I know. Sorry for the Cho bit. Trust me I cant stand her either. Grrr! Oh, and I love disheveled Harry too. So sexy!..Naughty me. (
Chapter 3: Obsession Part II
I sat there and watched him make his customary dramatic entrance into the great hall.
All eyes were on him.
Draco Malfoy.
I feel lightheaded as I watch his silver eyes take in the hall's current occupants. There's that look in his eyes again... a mixture of lust and hunger.
Mmmm. So expressive. Only those who know them well can decipher their message.
He's searching...
Apparently he's looking for his next lover.
Please. Please pick me.
I gasp audibly as his eyes finally land on me...
But he looks right through me as if I'm not even there!
Fuck!
I get angry...irritated.
I can't believe that just happened!! Couldn't he see that I'm the one for him?
Those expendable lovers don't know a thing about him!
Do they?
How could they know after quidditch practice he likes to take hour-long baths in the prefect's bathroom?
Do they know that every night before he goes to sleep he kisses his mother's picture goodnight?
And do they know how he looks even more incredibly beautiful as he sleeps?
No!
They don't.... But I do.
Confusion settles in.
Why am I not good enough for him? I don't understand.
Realization.
No. That's not the real problem. It's so obvious. He doesn't understand yet. If he did we would already be together. We're so perfect for each other. Why didn't I see it before?
Embarrassment.
I look around to see if anyone's noticed my internal struggle.
They don't. I've learned to hide it well.
Confidence.
I know he doesn't love me now... but he will love me. One way or another.
So I'll just wait.
Yes. Patience is a virtue.
I'll wait...
But not for long.
To be continued...
I hope it didn't suck folks. It's still my first fan fic. I'll try to update pretty soon. Hmmm. What should I do for my next chapter... ( Please please review. Wow, I'm starting to sound like my obsessed character. Who will remain nameless... for now.
Thank you again to the following people:
Fantasy101, ShootingStar3, self ignored, CTB, darkangel, Yana5, Jazzylady, SilverandSilent, GwenKeely, Jin.
Michelle: Cant give too much away yet. But here's a slight hint: voyeur. :p
driven to insanity: I know. Sorry for the Cho bit. Trust me I cant stand her either. Grrr! Oh, and I love disheveled Harry too. So sexy!..Naughty me. (