CHAPTER 3

Thoughts of a boy

Drifting off to sleep, in that huge castle bed that was so different than my own cramped wooden bed in the forest. The forest...I had so many memories back there, My first meeting with the Deku tree, learning of my true lineage, playing the ocarina with Saria, even getting my but whooped by Mido,(not that it will happen ever again!, after all I am the Hero Of Time I got a reputation to keep...undefeated-yeah that sounds about right) and it was also the same place my mother passed away. But one thing that I will always keep in my heart was that day when a fairy finally came to be my partner. Navi and I had been though so much together ,I regretted never telling her how much she really meant to me, and when she left me at the sacred Temple of Time I truly felt a great sadness of abandonment in my heart, it was like all my friends had left me all alone. The sages had to guard their temples,(well except maybe Impa , Im still not really sure how she sealed the shadow temple back up,oh well) I would also eventually move out of the forest because of my so called 'unnatural growth' according to the Kokiri, not that I had any friends there left anyway.I never was really one to have a social life. Malon was busy working at the ranch .Even though I only talked to her a few times I kinda got a feeling she's got a crush on me but I cant fall for someone who calls me 'Fairy Boy .'Too bad, sorry Malon. Anyway I wanted to see my fairy companion at least one more time to ask her why she left without saying goodbye. Did she really hate me that much? And I wanted to apologize for the mean things I said to her, well of course who wouldn't say those things when you had a frigging, stupid ,little, annoying voice following you every where you go yelling "HEY, LOOK, LISTEN" every five minutes . Woops there I go again. But seriously I do feel guilty how I can treat my friends sometimes, like how I broke Ruto's heart by calling off or so-called engagement I didn't mean to make her cry really. (sigh) sometimes Im a real jerk. Oh goddesses s.... I hope I never made Zelda cry, she'll never know how much she really means to me .Zelda is the only one I know that will take time out of her busy schedule just to be with me. Now she's the best friend I have ...Hmm maybe I love her? Well anyway I can never live with the guilt knowing that I've hurt someone close to me, Ill definitely do something about it later im too tired to right my wrongs right now, all this thinking gives me a headache.