Finally My account is back, been disabled for like a week, haven't been
able to upload but here is chapter 2 of Why Me? Yep haven't left yet!!
Depressing writing now, but I'll still make it one of the best fix out
there, Even though I'm leaving FF.net soon, I wanna say to everyone who
supported me, and everyone who review my stories, and everyone who even read my stuff, that you are the guys that made me wanna start writing in
the first place and the reason it is so hard leaving right now, and you
guys are the reason why I'm continuing until this FF is over.
I'm really nervous to leave, this is sort of my life, and I love having myself HEARD, but I wanted to make a point, and I'm gunna make it LOUD n
CLEAR!
This FF goes out to every1 who Reviewed, and
Everyone who read my stuff, thanks for making me
Feel like I belonged somewhere!!
~!* I've found a reason for me ~!*
~!* To change who I used to be ~!*
~!* A reason to start over new ~!*
~!* And the reason is YOU ~!*
OK, b4 I start to cry (lol)
Here's chapter 2
Why Me?
Ch 2: Ignoring RFR's Advice
Radio Free Roscoe
I needed to ask her out, she was single, she had just broken up with her
boyfriend, and now I had decided that Audrey would be with me.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I knew Travis wasn't going to take it very well, and Lily may as well just of freaked out entirely, she knew I used to like her, you could tell it by the looks she gave me, and I also knew that she liked me back. The Reason we aren't together? We ended up being too close. I guess you can never date a girl you used to take baths with. That's why I guess I forced myself to go on, without Lily. Now that a was "reformed" I decided that I needed to find someone new. So I found her alright, found sitting two rows across from me in History. Soon I had realized I had made it through afternoon classes and not even known what homework we had, or what they talked about, I think this girl was overcoming me, and I couldn't stop her. I knew if I tried to pull myself away, I would get sucked back in her "Audrey Abyss" more forcefully the second time though. Soon I heard a female tone talking of how I was acting.
"You look like you have something on your mind, I noticed the fact you weren't funny all afternoon, something must be wrong" my beautiful friend Lily told me, I realized I was acting different, I was in love, how was a supposed to act, fine? Still the same ol' funny me? If that was the case, why couldn't I manage to act "fine"
"I'm fine, just haven't had many joke opportunities lately, ya gotta be in moment" Lily smiles and Robbie grins, Travis is too busy rushing through the tech booth trying to get things ready. "There's the funny Ray I know!" exclaimed Lily with punching me in the arm, her signature move, I think she got jealous when Ronnie, would punch me, she told me it was her move, but I kinda let Ronnie take over.
"Guys were on in 5,4,3" Swami said then using his fingers made the numbers "2,1" and pointed to Robbie
"Your listening to" Robbie as QM said
"Radio" said Lily as SL
"Free" I said, playing my alter ego Pronto
"Roscoe" said Travis playing his alter-ego Smog
"I'm Question Mark and I'm wondering, what if you're in love with someone, who is or was dating your best friend" QM asked. I gave him a look, he had went through with it, I asked him to start this topic, so maybe, just MAYBE, I could tell Audrey how I felt, he of course though that I would call in and spill my guts for Lily, but I had another idea. I came up with a plan to call in and everything.
"I'll be right back" I mouthed to the gang and left to the top of the building. Robbie looked at me, and winked, he thought that I would go for Lily, but I wasn't, she was very different from Lily, In so many ways I couldn't count, but I guess that's why I like her, I guess I was trying to move as far away from a girl like Lily as possible, so my feelings for her would die, yea you heard me, I still had feelings for Lily, but know that I had noticed Audrey, they were slowly disappearing, which for me was good.
I listened carefully downstairs until I heard Lily's opinion.
"I think it's wrong either way, really wrong if he or she is still dating your best friend, but still bad if it is your best friend's ex" Lily stated, she knew how it felt, she had kissed Travis, and had told me that she had feelings for him, I was trying to help her out and try to find if Travis had feelings for her, but I hadn't gotten it out of him. "We will know take your calls" I heard QM say, as soon as I heard it, I knew I was dialing Radio Free Roscoe, I named myself "Unknown" so no one could recognize me, my voice, ya maybe, but at least Pronto had a bit of a voice change so they knew that I wasn't Pronto. Apparently Travis had held up his little chalkboard and Shadi Lane was answering me.
"Hey, Unknown, what's your opinion?" Asked the Beautiful Shady Lane. "Hi, My friend had a girlfriend, they broke up for many different reasons" I began "Now I find myself thinking nothing BUT her, she's always on my mind, and I find myself staring at her every so often during classes, I want to ask her out, but I think my friend might hate me" The one guy I wanted NOT to answer answered. "If they broke up, for MANY different reasons" Smog began "Then it's still not ok, and it's still not better then breaking up for one reason alone." "Thanks Smog, I really appreciate your thoughts" I said, faking every word I said. "Sure, I know how you feel unknown" I hung up and walked back and forth on the building. I had a decision to make. I was up on the Roof away from Travis, with my cell phone, and with Audrey's number dialed in my phone "To call or not to call, that is the question" I said to myself trying to bring humor to my situation, but I realized I really did need to decide. Either I call Audrey and risk my friendship with Lily and Travis, or chicken out and keep staring at her in class. I knew what I needed to do, whatever the price.
able to upload but here is chapter 2 of Why Me? Yep haven't left yet!!
Depressing writing now, but I'll still make it one of the best fix out
there, Even though I'm leaving FF.net soon, I wanna say to everyone who
supported me, and everyone who review my stories, and everyone who even read my stuff, that you are the guys that made me wanna start writing in
the first place and the reason it is so hard leaving right now, and you
guys are the reason why I'm continuing until this FF is over.
I'm really nervous to leave, this is sort of my life, and I love having myself HEARD, but I wanted to make a point, and I'm gunna make it LOUD n
CLEAR!
This FF goes out to every1 who Reviewed, and
Everyone who read my stuff, thanks for making me
Feel like I belonged somewhere!!
~!* I've found a reason for me ~!*
~!* To change who I used to be ~!*
~!* A reason to start over new ~!*
~!* And the reason is YOU ~!*
OK, b4 I start to cry (lol)
Here's chapter 2
Why Me?
Ch 2: Ignoring RFR's Advice
Radio Free Roscoe
I needed to ask her out, she was single, she had just broken up with her
boyfriend, and now I had decided that Audrey would be with me.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I knew Travis wasn't going to take it very well, and Lily may as well just of freaked out entirely, she knew I used to like her, you could tell it by the looks she gave me, and I also knew that she liked me back. The Reason we aren't together? We ended up being too close. I guess you can never date a girl you used to take baths with. That's why I guess I forced myself to go on, without Lily. Now that a was "reformed" I decided that I needed to find someone new. So I found her alright, found sitting two rows across from me in History. Soon I had realized I had made it through afternoon classes and not even known what homework we had, or what they talked about, I think this girl was overcoming me, and I couldn't stop her. I knew if I tried to pull myself away, I would get sucked back in her "Audrey Abyss" more forcefully the second time though. Soon I heard a female tone talking of how I was acting.
"You look like you have something on your mind, I noticed the fact you weren't funny all afternoon, something must be wrong" my beautiful friend Lily told me, I realized I was acting different, I was in love, how was a supposed to act, fine? Still the same ol' funny me? If that was the case, why couldn't I manage to act "fine"
"I'm fine, just haven't had many joke opportunities lately, ya gotta be in moment" Lily smiles and Robbie grins, Travis is too busy rushing through the tech booth trying to get things ready. "There's the funny Ray I know!" exclaimed Lily with punching me in the arm, her signature move, I think she got jealous when Ronnie, would punch me, she told me it was her move, but I kinda let Ronnie take over.
"Guys were on in 5,4,3" Swami said then using his fingers made the numbers "2,1" and pointed to Robbie
"Your listening to" Robbie as QM said
"Radio" said Lily as SL
"Free" I said, playing my alter ego Pronto
"Roscoe" said Travis playing his alter-ego Smog
"I'm Question Mark and I'm wondering, what if you're in love with someone, who is or was dating your best friend" QM asked. I gave him a look, he had went through with it, I asked him to start this topic, so maybe, just MAYBE, I could tell Audrey how I felt, he of course though that I would call in and spill my guts for Lily, but I had another idea. I came up with a plan to call in and everything.
"I'll be right back" I mouthed to the gang and left to the top of the building. Robbie looked at me, and winked, he thought that I would go for Lily, but I wasn't, she was very different from Lily, In so many ways I couldn't count, but I guess that's why I like her, I guess I was trying to move as far away from a girl like Lily as possible, so my feelings for her would die, yea you heard me, I still had feelings for Lily, but know that I had noticed Audrey, they were slowly disappearing, which for me was good.
I listened carefully downstairs until I heard Lily's opinion.
"I think it's wrong either way, really wrong if he or she is still dating your best friend, but still bad if it is your best friend's ex" Lily stated, she knew how it felt, she had kissed Travis, and had told me that she had feelings for him, I was trying to help her out and try to find if Travis had feelings for her, but I hadn't gotten it out of him. "We will know take your calls" I heard QM say, as soon as I heard it, I knew I was dialing Radio Free Roscoe, I named myself "Unknown" so no one could recognize me, my voice, ya maybe, but at least Pronto had a bit of a voice change so they knew that I wasn't Pronto. Apparently Travis had held up his little chalkboard and Shadi Lane was answering me.
"Hey, Unknown, what's your opinion?" Asked the Beautiful Shady Lane. "Hi, My friend had a girlfriend, they broke up for many different reasons" I began "Now I find myself thinking nothing BUT her, she's always on my mind, and I find myself staring at her every so often during classes, I want to ask her out, but I think my friend might hate me" The one guy I wanted NOT to answer answered. "If they broke up, for MANY different reasons" Smog began "Then it's still not ok, and it's still not better then breaking up for one reason alone." "Thanks Smog, I really appreciate your thoughts" I said, faking every word I said. "Sure, I know how you feel unknown" I hung up and walked back and forth on the building. I had a decision to make. I was up on the Roof away from Travis, with my cell phone, and with Audrey's number dialed in my phone "To call or not to call, that is the question" I said to myself trying to bring humor to my situation, but I realized I really did need to decide. Either I call Audrey and risk my friendship with Lily and Travis, or chicken out and keep staring at her in class. I knew what I needed to do, whatever the price.