Why Me?
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Much Love,
Amanda
Ch 6: New Feelings and The Ending
Radio Free Roscoe
Lily had loved him, and I had finally gotten to the point where I wasn't so super jealous of them. So why did Swami have to leave and break my best friends heart.
"No, Travis you can't" she said letting one tear fall from her left eye.
"Lily, I have no choice, I want to stay with you until the last day I am here though, and I promise I will tune into RFR every day back in London"
"When are you leaving?"
"End of this month"
"That's only 5 days Travis"
"I know Lily, I know" she cried into his shoulder while I was on my date with Audrey.
"So Audrey, you like flicorice?" I asked being stupid
"Flicorice? Flowers and Licorice?? Yea... I guess"
"Cool" I stopped talking and stared to the ground, I loved Audrey but I was feeling so guilty for kissing Lily and everything.
"Ray, something wrong?"
"Yea, Audrey there is... I kissed Lily"
"Wow, I never thought you would do something like this to me...ever"
"I know, Audrey, let me explain-"
"No need to" She got up and gave me a kiss, when my eye's opened I heard awful words come out of her mouth. "Kissing Lily, did it for us, Ray we are through"
"We only went on one date though!!"
"That was enough for you to go kissing another girl" She left, I was sitting there staring at the ground once again, I needed to talk to someone, so I called Lily's cell, it rang once, then twice then I heard a sobbing girl answer the phone.
"Hello"
"Lily?! What's wrong?"
"Ray, we need to talk, please come over" she said trying her hardest to muffle back tears. Something had happened between her and Travis and I was hoping he didn't break her heart.
I arrived at her house and a hurt Lily answered the door, she greeted me with a nearly knocking me over hug, and I just hugged her back.
"Lily, what did Travis do to you?" it sounded selfish on my part, but I wanted to know why he had hurt her this bad.
"He is moving"
"Moving?"
"Dad-Job-London" was all I could make out through her sobs and tears, Swami was moving to London, after breaking Lily's heart in two.
"Come on Lily, let's go to your room and talk it out"
"Ok" she said and took my hand and lead me up to her room, this happened a few days ago, that was when I had kissed her many times, I knew that wasn't going to happen today, but I was fine with that, I knew Lily needed support and I was going to be the best friend I could, even though me and Audrey broke up.
"Lily, I know how you feel"
"There is no way you possibly could"
Yea, me and Audrey broke up today"
"Oh Ray, I'm sorry I guess you do know how I feel, loosing someone you desperately love" she looked up at me, I realized I had loved Audrey, but I never lost the one I truly loved, she was sitting right in front of me.
"Actually Lily, I never really did loose the one I loved"
"But you lost Audrey, didn't you"
"Yes, but she was just a huge crush, just like a part of life, but this other girl, she's been a part of me for as long as I could remember"
"Wow, Ray, never thought I would hear you say those words, that's a lot like how I feel towards Travis" She closed her eyes and talked "that's also how I felt about you a little while ago"
"What Lily?"
"O god did I seriously just say that?"
"You used to like me like that?" I was smiling while asking
"Yea, Ray I used to have feelings for you"
"Used to?"
"Then I moved on to Travis"
"Oh I see..."
"Why?"
"I love you Lily" She sat there amazed, she knew I liked her, but she didn't know I felt so strongly towards her, my feelings for Audrey were no more, and I felt great telling Lily I loved her, I was gazing at her beautiful eyes, they were red and puffy from crying, she had only quit crying a little while ago, she was smiling at me.
"Thanks for letting me know Ray" she said, "When Travis moves, I will cry a lot, believe me, and knowing that you will always be there for me will be a great feeling" she hugged me and I hugged her back, I was realizing something, I had a tear running down my face, Lily was loosing a guy she really loved, and I couldn't stop him I let go of Lily and she saw me crying.
"Ray, why are you crying, I never saw you cry before"
"It's just I'm seeing this guy you love hurt you so badly"
"Ray, I know, but you shouldn't feel bad, I'm going to cry for a while, but I just need comfort right now" She got up and hugged me, "I need to be alone right now"
"Lily, you know you can call me any time at all if you need support"
"I mite call you tonite"
"Anytime, even 3 in the morning Lily, I just want to be sure you are ok" I grabbed her hands and left, she said she was going to walk for a little while with her cell off and in her room. So I decided to walk the long way home. I stared at the midnight sky, and felt really cold, I walked faster home, like I needed to get home for some reason, like I needed to call Lily. Instead I got home and crashed on my bed, I fell fast asleep, then many hours later I heard my phone ring I woke up suddenly, It was 4 in the morning, I knew it was Lily.
"Hello?" I said groggily
"R-R-Ray" I heard the sobbing Lily answer
"Lily what's wrong"
"He's gone..."
"Who?"
"Travis... he left me this message on my cell, I'll play it back for you" she said crying heavily
I heard the message play back, it said "Hi, Lily, it's Travis, I didn't want to hurt you by becoming too close in these 5 days, so I told my parents to change our flight, we leave tonight at 11 pm, so it's over between us" I heard his voice changing into this passionate tone "So as much as I love you Lily, this is good-bye"
I heard Lily's sobs in the background, I also found myself crying again.
"Lily" I questioned, I was crying now, I was a 14 year old boy and I was crying.
"Yea Ray" she said
"I'm so sorry Lily"
"Yea I know you are, but Ray I want to talk to you more then ever right now, please don't hang up"
"I won't I have 5000 anytime minutes" Lily laughed slightly
"Ray"
"Ya Lil" still crying
"I love you"
"Like I love you though"
"Yes Ray, and I want to love you even more"
"I love you too Lily"
"Ray, I know you will always be there for me, and you know I will always love you, please don't hang up on me, talk to me until we fall asleep, please ray?"
"You know it Lily" Lily laughs slightly and then we talk like we talked before Travis moved, before all this crushing on Audrey occurred, before we almost lost our friendship because of that one night, before me and Audrey's date, before Travis and Lily's relationship, even before we started Radio Free Roscoe, it was just me and Lily, talking, taking and playing choose, talking really understanding each other, talking like we loved each other, which we did. Talking until we both fell asleep, not caring what tomorrow held, but only worrying about today, she might still love Travis, but now it was just me and her, at least until tomorrow when we would tell Robbie the bad news, but for now I didn't care, it was just Me and Lily and that's what I love, I woke up once to hear a slight snore from the phone line, I smiled and went back to sleep, my duties as a best friend were done, and my duties as Lily's boyfriend had just begun. I was thinking out loud by accident
"Why Me?" I asked myself, and then I answered, "Because Lily made it all happen.
The End Of Why Me?
Thanks everyone who read it!! I lurved writing it!! PLEASE continue to review it though
Last Chapter PLEASE review!!
Much Love,
Amanda
Ch 6: New Feelings and The Ending
Radio Free Roscoe
Lily had loved him, and I had finally gotten to the point where I wasn't so super jealous of them. So why did Swami have to leave and break my best friends heart.
"No, Travis you can't" she said letting one tear fall from her left eye.
"Lily, I have no choice, I want to stay with you until the last day I am here though, and I promise I will tune into RFR every day back in London"
"When are you leaving?"
"End of this month"
"That's only 5 days Travis"
"I know Lily, I know" she cried into his shoulder while I was on my date with Audrey.
"So Audrey, you like flicorice?" I asked being stupid
"Flicorice? Flowers and Licorice?? Yea... I guess"
"Cool" I stopped talking and stared to the ground, I loved Audrey but I was feeling so guilty for kissing Lily and everything.
"Ray, something wrong?"
"Yea, Audrey there is... I kissed Lily"
"Wow, I never thought you would do something like this to me...ever"
"I know, Audrey, let me explain-"
"No need to" She got up and gave me a kiss, when my eye's opened I heard awful words come out of her mouth. "Kissing Lily, did it for us, Ray we are through"
"We only went on one date though!!"
"That was enough for you to go kissing another girl" She left, I was sitting there staring at the ground once again, I needed to talk to someone, so I called Lily's cell, it rang once, then twice then I heard a sobbing girl answer the phone.
"Hello"
"Lily?! What's wrong?"
"Ray, we need to talk, please come over" she said trying her hardest to muffle back tears. Something had happened between her and Travis and I was hoping he didn't break her heart.
I arrived at her house and a hurt Lily answered the door, she greeted me with a nearly knocking me over hug, and I just hugged her back.
"Lily, what did Travis do to you?" it sounded selfish on my part, but I wanted to know why he had hurt her this bad.
"He is moving"
"Moving?"
"Dad-Job-London" was all I could make out through her sobs and tears, Swami was moving to London, after breaking Lily's heart in two.
"Come on Lily, let's go to your room and talk it out"
"Ok" she said and took my hand and lead me up to her room, this happened a few days ago, that was when I had kissed her many times, I knew that wasn't going to happen today, but I was fine with that, I knew Lily needed support and I was going to be the best friend I could, even though me and Audrey broke up.
"Lily, I know how you feel"
"There is no way you possibly could"
Yea, me and Audrey broke up today"
"Oh Ray, I'm sorry I guess you do know how I feel, loosing someone you desperately love" she looked up at me, I realized I had loved Audrey, but I never lost the one I truly loved, she was sitting right in front of me.
"Actually Lily, I never really did loose the one I loved"
"But you lost Audrey, didn't you"
"Yes, but she was just a huge crush, just like a part of life, but this other girl, she's been a part of me for as long as I could remember"
"Wow, Ray, never thought I would hear you say those words, that's a lot like how I feel towards Travis" She closed her eyes and talked "that's also how I felt about you a little while ago"
"What Lily?"
"O god did I seriously just say that?"
"You used to like me like that?" I was smiling while asking
"Yea, Ray I used to have feelings for you"
"Used to?"
"Then I moved on to Travis"
"Oh I see..."
"Why?"
"I love you Lily" She sat there amazed, she knew I liked her, but she didn't know I felt so strongly towards her, my feelings for Audrey were no more, and I felt great telling Lily I loved her, I was gazing at her beautiful eyes, they were red and puffy from crying, she had only quit crying a little while ago, she was smiling at me.
"Thanks for letting me know Ray" she said, "When Travis moves, I will cry a lot, believe me, and knowing that you will always be there for me will be a great feeling" she hugged me and I hugged her back, I was realizing something, I had a tear running down my face, Lily was loosing a guy she really loved, and I couldn't stop him I let go of Lily and she saw me crying.
"Ray, why are you crying, I never saw you cry before"
"It's just I'm seeing this guy you love hurt you so badly"
"Ray, I know, but you shouldn't feel bad, I'm going to cry for a while, but I just need comfort right now" She got up and hugged me, "I need to be alone right now"
"Lily, you know you can call me any time at all if you need support"
"I mite call you tonite"
"Anytime, even 3 in the morning Lily, I just want to be sure you are ok" I grabbed her hands and left, she said she was going to walk for a little while with her cell off and in her room. So I decided to walk the long way home. I stared at the midnight sky, and felt really cold, I walked faster home, like I needed to get home for some reason, like I needed to call Lily. Instead I got home and crashed on my bed, I fell fast asleep, then many hours later I heard my phone ring I woke up suddenly, It was 4 in the morning, I knew it was Lily.
"Hello?" I said groggily
"R-R-Ray" I heard the sobbing Lily answer
"Lily what's wrong"
"He's gone..."
"Who?"
"Travis... he left me this message on my cell, I'll play it back for you" she said crying heavily
I heard the message play back, it said "Hi, Lily, it's Travis, I didn't want to hurt you by becoming too close in these 5 days, so I told my parents to change our flight, we leave tonight at 11 pm, so it's over between us" I heard his voice changing into this passionate tone "So as much as I love you Lily, this is good-bye"
I heard Lily's sobs in the background, I also found myself crying again.
"Lily" I questioned, I was crying now, I was a 14 year old boy and I was crying.
"Yea Ray" she said
"I'm so sorry Lily"
"Yea I know you are, but Ray I want to talk to you more then ever right now, please don't hang up"
"I won't I have 5000 anytime minutes" Lily laughed slightly
"Ray"
"Ya Lil" still crying
"I love you"
"Like I love you though"
"Yes Ray, and I want to love you even more"
"I love you too Lily"
"Ray, I know you will always be there for me, and you know I will always love you, please don't hang up on me, talk to me until we fall asleep, please ray?"
"You know it Lily" Lily laughs slightly and then we talk like we talked before Travis moved, before all this crushing on Audrey occurred, before we almost lost our friendship because of that one night, before me and Audrey's date, before Travis and Lily's relationship, even before we started Radio Free Roscoe, it was just me and Lily, talking, taking and playing choose, talking really understanding each other, talking like we loved each other, which we did. Talking until we both fell asleep, not caring what tomorrow held, but only worrying about today, she might still love Travis, but now it was just me and her, at least until tomorrow when we would tell Robbie the bad news, but for now I didn't care, it was just Me and Lily and that's what I love, I woke up once to hear a slight snore from the phone line, I smiled and went back to sleep, my duties as a best friend were done, and my duties as Lily's boyfriend had just begun. I was thinking out loud by accident
"Why Me?" I asked myself, and then I answered, "Because Lily made it all happen.
The End Of Why Me?
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