Can Dreams Come True
Hi everyone
So I just decided to rewrite the ending for Nag Hammadi Is Where They Found… and I'll continue if I get enough reviews, if not than this story is going for be scraped. So please read and review and tell me what you think.
JMDandAB4ever
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Chapter 1
Jess @ Hotel in HartfordDear Rory,
There you go, I said it and I meant it I Jess Maraino love You Rory Gilmore but I didn't stick around long enough to here what you had to say. I am so sorry I am putting you through this…I keep running out on you and it isn't nice…it isn't like I enjoy doing it, it just happens. Rory the reason for me always running away is because I am so scared, I don't know how to be in a relationship, I don't know what I want to do with my life, my life is a mess and I need to figure it out before I commit to you, I don't know when I'll see you again but it will be soon and when you see me for the first time, My life will be prioritized and I am going to tell you I love you, and I am going to wait for you to respond and tell me what your feeling…because I need you in my life but I want to have more goals so I can have give you a life, that we have talked about in the past…that is if you'll take me back after running out on you three times. I am so very sorry for causing you soo much pain and I am sorry for causing Luke pain, I hope that one day you'll mother will forgive me for being such a jackass and that she'll accept me if we were to ever become a couple again.
I Love You
Jess Maraino
- Jess's Thoughts -I did it, I finally told Rory how I feel…huh…that was scary but I did it and I feel great, I feel like saying it to her all the time, I wonder what she is thinking right now…did she tell Lorelai…Is she going to tell Lorelai. Am I glad I didn't stick around, or do I wish I could hear what she had to say? So many questions and only one person could answer them.
- Rory's Thoughts -Oh my god…he said it, he actually said those three words but then he left again, what is wrong with him, why did he leave? Does he enjoy tormenting me…I hate him but then I love him…how is that possible…I wish I knew where he was leaving to, then I could go strangle him for doing this to me…I still can't believe it, he told me he loves me…I need to think about this am I going to give him another chance? I need to walk around and clear my head, but maybe I should let mom know that I am going to be in later than planned.
Rory pulls out her cell and presses 1 on her speed dial, it rings and Lorelai answers the phone.
Lorelai- Rory, where are you honey? Your food is getting cold
Rory- Hi mom, I am going to be home later than planned
Lorelai- why, what's going on?
Rory- Well…Lane came home and she and I are going to put our heads together to find ways to get Mrs. Kim to talk to her.
Why is she lying to me, I can hear the guilt in her voice…she will tell me the truth sooner or later, I just have to trust her and go with the flow.
Lorelai- Ok honey, I hope you guys don't over work yourselves
Rory – thanks mom, I love you
Lorelai- goodnight, honey I love you
Rory – goodnight
Rory hangs up the phone and heads for the bridge-Rory's Thoughts –
How is it, I got away with that…I know she knew I was lying and she is just letting me lie…shouldn't I be upset or happy, Dodger told me he loved me, ever since I can remember I've wanted to hear those words come out of his mouth and they did. But do I love him still? God why is love so complicated and why does it hurt so badly. I hate him! And I hate how he left me with no reasons for him leaving…I use to think it was because of me, but I realized more and more over the last year that was because of him he doesn't know how to be in a relationship and he doesn't know how to commit to anything without screwing up everything around him…I also hate how I love him so much…Oh man I do love him and I thought that my feeling left when I told once and for all that "I may have loved him but it didn't matter because he left me" I wish I could see him again, but what would I say…do? Would I just take him back so he can break my heart again or would I tell him to stay away from me and break his heart, it isn't a two Way Street it is a car crash and it is so confusing. I just want to yell but I can't because it is 830 and this little town is sleeping and I am Rory I don't yell in the middle of the street, like a barbarian. I need to take a ride somewhere this bridge is bringing back so many memories and it doesn't help in the process of clearing heads.
Rory gets up and walks home, she then looks in to the windows of her house and notices that no one is home, she walks in to the house grabs her purse and bag and writes a note to her mother, who is at Luke's.
Dear Mom,
I came home and no one was here, sorry I missed you I am going to drive back to Yale and I will come visit you soon, but I need to go back I have a lot on my mind and It isn't helping to be home, I am so sorry I lied to you about Lane and Mrs. Kim but I will tell you one day why I have so much on my mind…inless you find out before I tell you, but anyways I love you and I'll call you tomorrow.
Love Rory
Rory gets in her car, and blasts her White Stripes Cd and she heads to Yale, while Thinking about her feelings about tonight's events.
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Hi Everyone,
I am done my first chapter and I want to know what everyone thinks, but don't be too hard on me. If you like I will continue, if you don't like then goodbye.