Love This Feeling
Disclaimer: JKR….Must I say more?
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"Sirius! Look at this…….." James said, staring at his letter.
"What's up James?" Sirius asked, walking over to James.
"Look at this……." James said, handing Sirius his letter.
James frowned as Sirius broke out laughing, attracting Lily to the room, her face shining with happiness.
Lily ran to James, throwing her hands around his neck and kissing him. "James! I got head girl!" Lily told him, but frowned as Sirius fell to the floor, laughing harder. "What's wrong with him?" Lily asked.
"I'm head boy." James said, his eyes moving to look at Lily.
Lily stood there for a second, looking at James' face, watching to see if what he was saying was a joke. James' face was serious, and then it broke into a grin. "I'm head boy!" James said, pulling Lily to him, kissing her and pressing her against him.
"Congratulations Jamie." Lily kissed him, running her hands through his hair and not noticing Sirius get up and leave the room.
James backed Lily until her knees hit the bed, and slowly lowered her onto it, his hands running over her sides, causing her to shiver.
"James……" Lily whispered, her breathing speeding up as she ground her hips into his, feeling his hardness pressing against her thigh.
"Gods, Lil……" James groaned as his hands moved under her shirt, massaging her breasts over her bra.
Lily moved her fingernails over his back, arching her back towards James. James found the top button of Lily shirt, starting to unbutton it
"No" Lily gasped, "Stop" Lily put her hands on James' chest, pushing him up, off of her.
"Lils, what's wrong?" James said, catching his breath.
"We should stop, we'll go to far." Lily told him, looking away.
James frowned. Lily was the first girl who had ever told him 'no'. 'I guess I'll go take a cold shower……..' James thought, 'better get used to this'
"Alright Lils" James tried to smile, "Congrats on head girl." James kissed Lily, getting himself off of the bed.
"I'm sorry James" Lily said, grinning shyly.
"For what?" James asked, watching Lily."You know……." Lily's eyes trailed down and then up.
"Oh!" James said, heat rising to his cheeks. "No problem." And with that, he left the room, in serious need of a shower.
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"Have fun?" Sirius asked, smirking, when James came downstairs after his shower.
"Yeah, fun." James grinned back.
"So? What happened?" Sirius asked, wondering exactly how far James got with Lily.
"Well, I'll say she was the first girl who has ever said 'no' to me." James told Sirius, frowning.
"Ooh, that has got to hurt." Sirius whistled.
"Yeah, but she's worth it." James told Sirius, smiling.
"Whipped……" Sirius said, getting up and heading to the kitchen. 'That's what I should get Lily for her next birthday." James heard Sirius mutter before shutting the door behind him.
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September first rolled around, and Lily, James and Sirius all were dropped off at Platform 9 and 3/4 by Mrs. Potter.
"I'm sorry your father couldn't make it James." She had told him, and Lily had barely caught the saddened look the crossed before her put up his mask.
"It's alright mum. Love you, We'll write." James hugged his mother and kissed her on the cheek.
"Bye mum, we'll see you." Sirius also gave Mrs. Potter a hug and kiss on the cheek.
"Bye Mrs. Potter, thank you so much for letting me stay this summer. I'm forever grateful." Lily hugged Mrs. Potter, smiling as she said goodbye.
"It's no problems. We love having you over," Mrs. Potter told her, "And it shuts James up." She added in an undertone so only Lily and Sirius could hear.
"Bye!" They all chorused, running through the barrier onto the platform.
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The next few weeks of 7th year passed in a blur of business. Lily and James were top of their year, grade wise, and had an extra load, doing head duties. James had been appointed Quidditch captain on top of everything. Lily was getting hell from the Slytherin's, as she was a muggle born. James and Sirius had gotten into quite a few fights, standing up for Lily. The Marauder's also had quite an amount of fun, pranking the Slytherin's a minimum of once a week, filling James' spare time with detentions and lectures from McGonagall.
Lily and James did rounds every night, which was the most time they spent with each other. They talked, about everything they could think of, knowing each other more and more. At the end of the night, they would always end up kissing the last half-hour of their two-hour rounds, outside of the head girl/boy room, each time going further and further. Lily would always stop him before her shirt came off, each time finding it harder and harder. But even when Lily went to her room, she couldn't stop thinking of him, tossing and turning until she finally feel asleep.
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The next day, James had a bit of free time to spend with Lily, but he couldn't find her anywhere. He was on his way to the library, when a group of girls stopped him, blocking his way from getting into the library.
"Hey James." One girl smiled at him, fluttering her eyelashes.
"Hi Kristin" James nodded at her.
"So tell us the truth, James, why are you really going out with Lily? Trying to sleep with her, right? We all know she's practically the only 7th year Gryffindor you haven't slept with. Is that why you're staying with her and trying so hard?" A girl named Christina asked.
James opened his mouth, but Marie cut him off. "We know it's true James! You don't have to pretend anymore!" The group of girls muttered in agreement, surrounding him and trying to grab hold of him.
A little redhead ran to James, grabbing his arms, "Let's go James! Now!" She said, grabbing his hand and dragging him around the corner and into a closet.
James didn't notice the girls behind him smile and start whispering to each other.
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"Wow, feeling aggressive today, Lils?" James asked, hands landing around her waist.
"Yes, I've just realized what I've been missing. I was listening to those girls out there, I have to admit, I was a little bit jealous." Lily told him, her hands playing with the hairs on the nape of his neck.
"I thought you'd be mad at me, Lils. I've slept with all of those girls, I didn't wait for you." James told her, pressing his forehead against hers.
"I'm not mad, James! It's half my fault, but what's done is done, and I can't change it." Lily told him.
"I swear to you, Lils, I'm not trying to get you into bed, just to leave you." James said, his handing trailing patterns on her stomach.
"I know." Lily said, bring her mouth to his and kissing him, and pressing her body into his.
James trailed kisses down Lily's neck as she moaning, wrapping his legs around his wait, grinding her hips into his and using his weigh to hold her against the wall. James' fingers found Lily's buttons, starting to undo them. As James got to the fourth button, he hesitated, "Are you sure you want to go further?" James breathing was hard.
"Yes, Yes James." Lily moaned, fingers running though his hair, encouraging him forwards. James didn't hesitate, as he undid her buttons faster, finishing and throwing her shirt off. "Take of your shirt, James." Lily groaned, pulling his shirt over his head, and finding his belt buckle, she undid it while James kicked off his shoes. James was unhooking her bra, when the door handle moved, and the door crashed open.
James did his buckle before turning to the door, gasping in surprise. "What the fuck is going on here?"
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"Lily!" A voice called from behind Lily. A 7th year Gryffindor girl named Kristen walked towards her, a look of worry on it.
"Lily, I need to tell you something." Kristen told her, sitting down.
"What's wrong Kristen?" Lily asked, frowning.
"Well, It's James……"Kristen trailed off.
'Oh gods, please.' "What's wrong? What happened? Is James all right? Lily panicked.
"He's alright, it's just, we saw him running into a closet down the hall with some girl……they were talking about you and something about pretending…..that's all I know." Kristen said, looking down. "I'm sorry, but I thought you should know." She said, smiling when Lily got up, knocking the chair over and rushing out of the library.
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"James Potter! How could you?" Lily screamed, as she saw a shirtless James, and a topless girl standing in the shadows, trying to put her shirt back on.
"What the fuck?" James asked, running in a hand through his hair. A frown was on his face as he grabbed the girl that was in the closet, a girl who had obviously dyed her hair red dressed as Lily would. "What the fuck were you doing?" James yelled as the girl smirked at Lily.
"The question was what the fuck were you doing, James?" Lily wasn't even looking at the girl, she was glaring at James. "Going to have sex with her because you couldn't have me?" Lily screamed, her eyes burning.
"Lily, gods, I swear, I thought it was you!" James said, pushing the girl away, and grabbing Lily's shoulder.
"There's no way in hell, you could mistake her," Lily threw a glare at the girl, "For me, James Potter! Shove off!" Lily screamed, pushing James away, and collapsing in a hallway around the corned from Gryffindor common room, the tears finally poring from her eyes.
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James had his head in his hand, sitting outside of the Gryffindor common room, when Sirius found him and sat beside him.
"What's up mate?" Sirius asked.
"Lily hates me." James groaned.
"What happened?" Sirius frowned.
James sighed, lifting his head up. "The 7th year girls that aren't Lily's friends came and were asking me why I was going with Lily, that I didn't have to pretend to like her so I could shag her. Then a girl who I thought was Lily, ran past me, grabbed my hand and pulled me into the closet. I saw red hair, and Lily's the only girl here who has red hair, and I was caught up in getting away, I automatically thought it was Lily. We were snogging when the real Lily found me." James explained, his voice painful.
Both James and Sirius missed the fact that the real Lily was sitting around the corner, taking in every word that they were saying.
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AN - Hey! Totally new chapter up! Wonder where Lily and James' relationship is going now? I have a question, though. Do you think Lily and James are fighting to much? Is it to much of the love/ hate thing going on? I have the feeling that I'll get some 'yes' answers, because in my opinion, I think that's what's happeneing, and I know some people get annoyed with that. I'll try to cut down on the fighting though, but please review, even just to mention 'yes, they're fighting to much' or vice versa. Thank you all so much for reviewing! I love you all!!
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Miss Meg