Title:
Unexpected Angel
Disclaimer: These characters aren't mine. I'm
just borrowing them for a while!
Rating: PG-13
Summary:
CD gets the surprise of her life
CD walked
into the doors of the law firm. She decided she had to tell him today
and there was no way in getting out of it.
"Hey Julie,
is Brian in?" CD asked the secretary nervously, running her
fingers through her hair.
"Yeah he's in his office with a
client. You want me to tell him you're here? " Julie replied,
curious as to what CD wanted Brian for since knew they broke up a
month ago.
"No, I'll wait" she said as she turned
and walked towards the couch. Five minutes passed then he finally
came out. She waited until he left the room to speak, "Brian can
I talk to you for a minute?" CD asked in a low voice hoping it
was enough to get his attention.
"Yeah sure." He
said, looking up to see CD standing near the couch in his waiting
room. "I'm on my way out, we can talk on the way." He
said, motioning for her to lead the way. "So what did you want
to talk me about?" He asked as they were walking out the
building. 'Candace get it over with' her mind pleaded with her.
"I'm pregnant." She whispered looking at the
ground.
"What! How, you told me you had your tubes tie."
he said stopping mid step
"I do. I'm three weeks late so
I called a doctor to see what could be wrong she said that even with
my tubes tie there was still a eight percent chance." her voice
quivered
"Have you taken a test yet?"
"I took
two tests this morning both of them were positive." She said not
taking her eyes off the spot on the ground...
"Is it
mine?" He asked in a low voice rubbing the back of his
neck.
"Of course it's yours you're the only person I had
sex with since my divorce." She shouted angrily finally looking
up at him.
"What are you going to do...are you keeping
it?" he leaned against the wall ran his hand over his face. She
looked up at him and nodded.
"Yeah I am can't have
abortion and can see myself just giving up my baby." She
explained her reasons for keeping the baby. He understood where she
was coming from but he really didn't want another kid.
"I'm
sorry CD I can't..." He said and trailed off hoping she knew
what he meant.
"You can't what?" he didn't say
anything at first he just stared at her
"I'm not ready to
handle another kid right now. I just got on good terms with my son."
he sighed
"I expected more from you." She shouted
and turned and quickly walked away half of her hoping he would come
after her. When she reached her car her face was completely cover in
tears. 'What am I going to do?' she thought as her cell phone started
to ring. She really didn't want to answer it but something told her
to pick up the phone. "Hello?" she answered in a weary
voice.
"Hey CD is everything okay?" Magda asked
concerned, she's worked with CD for a long time and never seen her
miss a day of work.
"Yeah why?" she asked trying to
get her emotions in check.
"I called your place and
didn't get an answer I just wanted to make sure you were okay?"
She said still concerned
"Magda can I come over for
awhile?" she asked when her emotion got the best of her. She
really didn't have anybody else to turn to. Well there was Nate but
she thought Magda would probably understand how she was feeling
better since she went thought the same thing when she was pregnant
with Ben.
"Of course, what's wrong?" She asked
worried because it sounded like she was crying and CD never
cried.
"I just need somebody to talk to right now."
She said in almost a sob.
"Okay see you in a little
while."
"Okay bye."
CD
arrived at Magda apartment twenty minutes later. She didn't hesitate
to knock when she reached her door. Even though they weren't that
close she had no doubt in her mind that Magda would be there for her.
A few seconds after she knocked Magda opened the door and immediately
pulled CD into a hug when she saw the tears streaming down her
face.
"What's wrong CD?" she asked rubbing her back
as she led her over to the couch. She was crying so hard she couldn't
answer she just held on to her tighter. That scared Magda a little
she never known CD to be the over emotional type of person so she
figure whatever was wrong had to be big.
"He doesn't
want it" CD sobbed when she got a little control over her
emotion.
"Who doesn't want what CD?" she asked softy
and completely confused as to what she was talking about.
"I'm
pregnant and said he didn't... "She trailed off and put her face
back on Magda's shoulder.
"Who was it?" she asked
still rubbing her back. CD didn't answer she just started to sob
softly. "Was it Brian?" she asked hoping to get a response out of
her this time. CD nodded.
"I told him right before you
called. He said he just got on good terms with his son and he
couldn't deal with another kid right now " She whispered
angrily.
"CD if he's going to act like that you don't
need him." Magda said still trying to sooth her.
"I
know I don't need him, but this isn't about me, it's about this
baby. Brian did exactly what I thought Paul would have done that's
why I got my tubes tied in the first place. Magda I can't raise a
baby by myself."
"You got you tubes tied? Then how are
you..."
"I called a doctor they said that having your
tubes tied doesn't mean your one hundred percent safe. There still
an eight percent chance you can get pregnant. So I took a two test
and they both were positive." She explained. "God I don't know
what I going to do."
"Well do you want this baby?"
"I
don't know. I mean at first I was scared to even think I might be
pregnant. Then when I found out I was, I was so happy until I told
Brian. I really did want this baby but I'm not sure I can handle it
by myself."
"CD if you really want this baby, have it. You
don't need Brian you have a lot of people that will help you, you
won't be alone."
"I don't want to be everybody's
charity case." she said taking her head off Magda shoulder. Sitting
up straight for the first time.
"Just because people help
you doesn't mean your there charity case. Even if Brian stuck
around you would have people around trying to help you." CD didn't
say anything she just nodded her head in agreement knowing that what
Magda said was true. She had friends that would be there for her even
if she didn't want them to, Magda being on top of the list. Magda
had a mothering quality about her; she always needs to take care of
somebody. That was the main reason CD came there, she need to know
somebody cared about her and so far she wasn't disappointed.
"I
want this baby but I'm..." she trail off
"Your scared?"
she finished for her
"Yeah I'm scared." she
admitted
"Well that just shows you already are prepared for
motherhood. Because that's most of the job worrying and being
scared but it's worth it in the end." She said giving her a soft
smile.
To be continued..
