CHAPTER 4
"Jeff where's Hayley?" Mila asked as she descended the stairs "she had to go home something about Alex need her for something" he replied placing his drink back in the fridge "hey are you going to ask her to move in?" Mila asked out of the blue "ah why" he replied kinda shocked "I don't know she spends most of the time here anyway I just though you know" she replied innocently and quickly changing the subject "so what will I have to do on Friday?" she asked as he sat down at the table "don't know he changes all the time just be prepared for anything .. Do you want to go through some stuff today?" he asked "would you . I mean if your busy its ok" she replied sitting opposite him "its fine it'll be fun" he replied smiling and ruffling her hair as he stood up and left the room.
"Jeff I cant do it I suck" Mila said becoming frustrated with herself "yes you can and you will" he replied sternly "now climb back up there and do it again till you get it right" he added "Jeff I cant do it will you listen to me" Mila said on the verge of tears as he sighed "hey .. Is she ok?" I asked quietly as Mila rushed past me "yeah she's just frustrated" he replied watching her leave "ill go talk to her" I said as he grabbed my arm lightly "I thought you wanted to talk to me" I said with puppy dog eyes as I smiled slightly before giving him a kiss and slightly moaning as he deepened it after a few minutes I pulled away and looked deep into his eyes "love you" he whispered gently as I cupped his face "love you too . but I better check on Mila" I said giving him one more quick kiss "ok but I need to talk to you later" he replied slapping my ass as I left.
"Mila can I come in?" I asked knocking on the door "yeah its open" her depressed voice called back "what's the matter?" I asked sitting on the bed beside her "I don't know I guess its just nerves" she replied "her there's nothing to be nervous about ... you got to stop beating yourself up inside you're a fantastic wrestler and I know for sure that Vince wants you on board .. And that's a fact . but there's something else bothering you isn't there" I said as her dark blue eyes looked up at me "I guess I'm kinda upset cause my mom wont be there watching me fulfil my dreams yah know" she replied as I put my arm around her "she'll be there she's always been there watching and cheering you on I know you cant se her or hear her but you have to know she'll always be with you no matter what" I said as she smiled slightly a tear trickling down her cheek "thanks" she said giving me a hug "anytime" I replied hugging her back.
"Hey did you find out what that was all about?" Jeff asked as I walked out the back door and over to where he was working on his bike "yeah" I replied sitting down on the bench he had under an old tree in the back yard "well are you going to tell me?" He asked looking up from wheat he was doing "she's just nervous" I replied as he shook his head "no try again" he said as I sighed "that's the truth" I protested "no its not I can tell when your not telling the whole truth you do this little squinty thing with your eyes" he said "fine . she's a bit down that your mom wont see this" I replied as he went back to work "oh ok" he said before going quiet on the subject. After 10 minutes of silence I finally cracked "I'm sorry Jeff" I said as he turned to look at me "what for" he asked "well you went all quiet after I told you why Mila was upset" I said as he "don't worry about it" he replied giving me a smile but deep down I knew he was holding back the pain he still felt for the loss of his mother even if it was years ago.
"Jeff where's Hayley?" Mila asked as she descended the stairs "she had to go home something about Alex need her for something" he replied placing his drink back in the fridge "hey are you going to ask her to move in?" Mila asked out of the blue "ah why" he replied kinda shocked "I don't know she spends most of the time here anyway I just though you know" she replied innocently and quickly changing the subject "so what will I have to do on Friday?" she asked as he sat down at the table "don't know he changes all the time just be prepared for anything .. Do you want to go through some stuff today?" he asked "would you . I mean if your busy its ok" she replied sitting opposite him "its fine it'll be fun" he replied smiling and ruffling her hair as he stood up and left the room.
"Jeff I cant do it I suck" Mila said becoming frustrated with herself "yes you can and you will" he replied sternly "now climb back up there and do it again till you get it right" he added "Jeff I cant do it will you listen to me" Mila said on the verge of tears as he sighed "hey .. Is she ok?" I asked quietly as Mila rushed past me "yeah she's just frustrated" he replied watching her leave "ill go talk to her" I said as he grabbed my arm lightly "I thought you wanted to talk to me" I said with puppy dog eyes as I smiled slightly before giving him a kiss and slightly moaning as he deepened it after a few minutes I pulled away and looked deep into his eyes "love you" he whispered gently as I cupped his face "love you too . but I better check on Mila" I said giving him one more quick kiss "ok but I need to talk to you later" he replied slapping my ass as I left.
"Mila can I come in?" I asked knocking on the door "yeah its open" her depressed voice called back "what's the matter?" I asked sitting on the bed beside her "I don't know I guess its just nerves" she replied "her there's nothing to be nervous about ... you got to stop beating yourself up inside you're a fantastic wrestler and I know for sure that Vince wants you on board .. And that's a fact . but there's something else bothering you isn't there" I said as her dark blue eyes looked up at me "I guess I'm kinda upset cause my mom wont be there watching me fulfil my dreams yah know" she replied as I put my arm around her "she'll be there she's always been there watching and cheering you on I know you cant se her or hear her but you have to know she'll always be with you no matter what" I said as she smiled slightly a tear trickling down her cheek "thanks" she said giving me a hug "anytime" I replied hugging her back.
"Hey did you find out what that was all about?" Jeff asked as I walked out the back door and over to where he was working on his bike "yeah" I replied sitting down on the bench he had under an old tree in the back yard "well are you going to tell me?" He asked looking up from wheat he was doing "she's just nervous" I replied as he shook his head "no try again" he said as I sighed "that's the truth" I protested "no its not I can tell when your not telling the whole truth you do this little squinty thing with your eyes" he said "fine . she's a bit down that your mom wont see this" I replied as he went back to work "oh ok" he said before going quiet on the subject. After 10 minutes of silence I finally cracked "I'm sorry Jeff" I said as he turned to look at me "what for" he asked "well you went all quiet after I told you why Mila was upset" I said as he "don't worry about it" he replied giving me a smile but deep down I knew he was holding back the pain he still felt for the loss of his mother even if it was years ago.