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Chapter 8: Staffs and reflections

Two days after the conversation with Glorfindel and the hobbits, Lillian found herself in the side garden with Legolas, dressed in gray trousers and bluish silver tunic, holding a staff loosely in her hands.


Stopping behind her, Legolas began, "Your position is wrong. You need more weight on your right foot or you will overbalance. Your opponent would be able to send you to the ground in the first strike otherwise." Studying her for a moment with the eyes of a seasoned warrior, Legolas reached down, griping her shoulder and tugged her slightly backward and to the side.


Her lips pressed together, Lillian stumbled slightly backwards. For the past few days the Elven Prince had been teaching her to defend herself with a staff. And each day they worked close to three hours. And Lillian's aching muscles were screaming in protest. Though, Lord Legolas was kind, he was a very strict task maker when it came to training, excepting nothing less than the best of her abilities. But in those few days, she had gotten to know the elf better than before and Lillian felt another piece of her fear chipped away. However, that didn't stop her from being bloody annoyed at him as the hour went by.

Glaring at the ground, Lillian tried to regain her footing. "Why did you do that, Lord Legolas?"

 After she had recovered her stance, Legolas sighed before crouching down behind her.  "Testing your balance. If you had paid attention, you wouldn't have stumbled like you did. Instead you would have felt my pull, but remain unmoved." Tapping the inside of her left ankle, Legolas continued. "You need to move this one out a little more. Your feet should be about shoulder width apart." Seeing Lillian's curious look, he explained. "It is one of the easiest ways to gain balance. Now adjust your feet, Lillian." After she followed his instructions, Legolas studied her posture from his crouched positioned. "Not too bad. In a pinch, this position could work. You should have better balance if…" The prince of Mirkwood trailed off as he gently gripped Lillian's left ankle and moved it towards him. "…this foot is slightly behind the behind the other." Standing up, the elf circled the young woman, before nodding to himself. "Much better." Gesturing to her stance, Legolas explained himself. "This is a better stance for staff fighting, because it allows the left foot to balance you better if an opponent tries to force you backward."


Lillian nodded. She knew that she had much to learn before she would be prepared to fight. She didn't really want to have to fight. But the mission she was being sent on was a dangerous one and she much preferred to be able to defend herself if it came to it. However, the girl doubted that she would ever be a good fighter, she didn't have a real interest, nor did she have enough stamina. Lillian's interest lay in healing and herbs. She may had been forced to learn the healing arts, but that had failed to curb her passion for them.


She could remember the first time she helped to heal a wound when she was a young child; ten if she was correct. The wound was minor, a shallow cut, but Lillian could remember the warm feeling of making someone else's pain ease. But, in a way, healing others pain did help soothe part of her own. Ever since then, Lillian had tried to learn what she could of the healing arts from any source available. Most of the practical parts of healing, she had learned from Liz. But the background and healing herbs, among others subjects, she learned from books in the Library.


Often she would sneak down in the dead of night when everyone else was sleeping, bringing a small candle from the kitchens to read, lessening the chances of being caught. And there was a time when she would have been caught, if it has not been for Glenn's subtle intervention. There was more than one time that she would have been caught and punished if it had not been for her friend.


It was one of the reasons why Lillian felt that she wouldn't be a very good warrior, probably only decent at best. She didn't want to be the cause of another's pain, even the nobles from home. But she was no saint, and Lillian would be the first to admit it. Even though she didn't want to be the caused of pain, she would dance with joy if her blood father and his court suddenly dropped dead. Particularly her blood father. Ever since Rena's murder, Lillian's fear of nobles grew to new heights, but so did her hatred for her blood father. Nearly jumping, she felt Legolas's arms around her as he adjusted her arms and her grip on the staff.


Chuckling, the elf said, "Welcome back to Rivendell, my lady." After moving her right hand little farther up, Legolas closed his own hand around her, ignoring her tenseness, and continued his instruction. "Now, you should have the same sort of grip on the staff as I do on your hands. Too tight, and you will tire you faster and decrease your potential. But if you hold it too loosely then your opponent will be able to disarm you with ease."


Nodding her head, Lillian tried her best to remember the prince's instructions, but most of what she had learned over the past few days was beginning to blur together. Releasing his hold, Legolas walked around her, stopping when he was in front of her.


"Ok, I want you to hit me as hard as you can with that staff." Lillian eyes widened in shock. After a couple seconds she shook her head. She couldn't do that. One of the rules that held fast in her mind was that a servant could never strike a noble. Such was punishable by death.

 Frowning, Legolas explained.  "Lillian I need you to hit me. I need to know how much force you need to use."


Again Lillian shook her head, choosing to remain silent.


Sighing the elf said, "Do not worry about hurting me, Lillian. I am a warrior and can defend my self. If I cannot catch the staff like I am planning, then I will dodge it. Now hit me."


"I can't, my lord."


"And why not?" Legolas questioned, barely keeping the note of frustration out of his voice.


"Servants cannot hit-"


"That rule does not exist here." Legolas interrupted sharply, rubbing the back of his head absentmindedly. Seeing Lillian's disbelief, he said, "If it did I wouldn't have been smacked upside the head so many times."


Still disbelieving him, Lillian raised one eyebrow.


"It's true! I tell no lie." Looking upwards for a moment, remembering a friend from home and grumbling. "And I didn't do anything to deserve it, either…" Seeing her skeptical look, he added, "I was behaving like a perfect gentleman that day."


"What he is not telling you Lillian," Arwen commented as she walked towards the duo, "was that he made a prank on her the night before."

 The she-elf looked at Legolas as Glorfindel joined them commenting as well.  "Bugs in her bed I believe." Studying the two for a brief moment, ignoring Legolas mutter of 'It's not like she didn't start it by putting worms in my drink. Besides we were in our six hundreds then,' and asked, "Now what is the problem?"


"She won't hit me so I can judge her strength."


Arwen's gray eyes brightened as a mischievous smile crossed her face. "Allow me to show you how its done, Lillian." The she-elf gently took the staff from the curious human. Glorfindel's blue eyes went wide and he quickly retreated from striking range, knowing what Arwen was planning and having no wish to be dragged into it.


And with an ease that came from many years of practice, Arwen took two steps forward, swinging toward the other's blond head. Eyes narrowed in concentration, Legolas raised his hands to catch the staff while slowly retreating. But Arwen was counting on that. With a twist of her wrist she changed the direction of the staff and lunged, causing Legolas to miss the staff and hit his stomach, instead.


As Arwen stepped back, Legolas held his stomach, gasping, "Your brothers taught you a little too well." Laughing the she-elf patted the prince on the head.


"Let us just say this is payback for the three mud baths you gave me last month." Smirking, Legolas tripped Arwen, sending her to the ground. Before she recovered, the prince threw her over his shoulder.


"How about we make it four then?"


"Legolas Thrandulion, put me down! Right now," Arwen ordered as she banged on Legolas back. Ignoring the Elven princess, Legolas bowed to Lillian and Glorfindel.


"My Lord, will you please continue the Lady's training for today? She has about two hours left."


Stepping beside the human, Glorfindel fought the urge to laugh and answered, "I will."


"Thank you." After bowing again he started to walk away saying, "I hope you don't mind, Lady Lillian, Lord Glorfindel, but I have to find a mud puddle to dump this princess in."


Chuckling, Glorfindel turned to Lillian, handing her the disregarded staff, and saying, "Lets get started."

As the two began working on training they heard a yelp in the distance followed by Legolas's voice.  "That was my ear!"


"Put me down!"


"I will, once I find that mud puddle … ow! Stop yanking on my ear!"


"Then put me down."


"No…"

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It was a cool fall day when the noble from Gondor stepped onto one of the many balconies in the Elven-home. Resting his arms against the balcony's rail the young lord looked to the sky as he pondered on his thoughts. It had been a little over three weeks he had arrived in Rivendell seeking answers to dreams.

****************Flashback*************

Two days after he arrived in Rivendell, Boromir found himself in Elrond's study, sitting in an elegant chair. The lord of Imladris was sitting behind his desk, before him, his folded hands rested comfortably on the polished wood.


"You wished to speak with me," asked the Elven-lord, but his voice revealed it was more of a statement than a question.


"Yes, my lord I came here seeking your council and the unraveling of hard words, for it is said that your might is in wisdom, not in weapons." Taking a moment the young noble gathered his thoughts, choosing his words with care, "On the eve of a sudden assault a dream came to my brother in trouble sleep; and afterward a like dream came oft to him, and once to me." Taking a breath, Boromir used the short moment to study the Elven-lord. However the only change in the elf's expression was one raised brow. "In that dream I thought the eastern sky grew dark and there was a growing thunder, but in the West a pale light lingered, and out of it I heard a voice, remote but clear, crying:



Seek for the Sword that was broken:
In Imladris it dwells;
There shall be counsels taken
Stronger than Morgul spells
There shall be shown a token
That Doom is near at hand,
For Isildur's Bane shall waken,
And the Halfing forth shall stand.



"Of these words we could understand little. And we spoke to our father, Denethor, Lord of Minas Tirith." Boromir paused, feeling the gaze of the Elven-lord sharpen. He wasn't sure if it was his imagination or not, but the master of Rivendell seemed to be sitting a little straighter than before. But, Boromir could, now, understand why many people felt intimidated under the intense stare of an elf. Boromir felt like he was a young child again, under the knowing watch of a parent after some mischief. Shaking himself mentally, the young noble brought his thoughts together.


"My father gave me these words; That Imladris was an old elvin name of a far northern dale, where Elrond the Half-elvin dwelt, greatest of lore-masters." Boromir, paused, as he leaned back in his chair, before he continued, "Seeing our desperate our need, my brother was eager to heed the dream and seek for Imladris; but since the way full of doubt and danger, I took the journey upon myself. Loathe my father was to give me leave, and long have I wandered roads forgotten, seeking your house, of which many had heard of, but few knew where it lay." Again Boromir paused, taking a breath as he finished his explanation, leaning forward as he did so. "Do you, Lord Elrond, have insight to the question that bedevils my mind?"


Nodding the Elven-Lord stated calmly, "Your brother and your dreams speak true, Boromir of Gondor. But I will not speak the answers here." Holding up a hand, Elrond stopped the interruption that younger noble was about to make and continued. "Your questions will be answered at a council held within the week, which you are invited to. Until then, enjoy your stay in Rivendell."


Knowing a dismissal when he heard one, but content knowing that his question will be answered, Boromir rose to his feet, bowed, and left the room.

*****************End Flashback***************

Boromir closed his eyes, shaking free of the memory. Since that day he saw many things that he once never believed he would. For only hours later, he had seen the shards of Narsil, the very sword that cut the Ring from Sauron's hand.


And it was there, the he first met Isildur's heir. The son of Arathorn, Aragorn. Though Boromir knew it not, then, the man had held his curiosity. However, he had felt unease at the dark man's, gaze. But at the time, he had thought, that perhaps, he had found a possible friend or an ally in this Elvish city. But when the man's heritage was revealed at the council, Boromir wasn't sure what to think of him.


He felt betrayed, in a way. This Aragorn was a full-grown man, yet, he ran from his duties, when he should be in Gondor, ruling. The king return would renew the hope of the people, Boromir knew that. But if this person, this Aragorn, was so small a man then that he would run from his responsibilities, then Gondor truly needed no king.


After the council, though, Boromir had gotten the chance to observe the quiet man a little more. And as much as he had seen, Aragorn didn't cringe from his duties. At the council he was the first, after the wizard, to volunteer aid to the Fellowship. And at this very moment, he was scouting the surrounding areas for enemies and safe paths for travel. A person, who feared his duties, would not have done such. But, if this man did take his responsibilities so seriously, why did he not return to Gondor when he reached adulthood?


Boromir knew that a change of power; even then, would not be an easy one. His father would not have given up control without a fight. But in the end, the right thing for Gondor would have been done. Now, Boromir wasn't sure if Aragorn was what Gondor needed or not. It would be up to the other man to prove his worth. To prove worthy of being Gondor's king, for Boromir would not let it fall to anyone else.


Boromir opened his eyes as the sounds of battle reached his ears. Looking down he saw he saw three elves, two male and one female, and with them was the other being that haunted his thoughts of late, the human lady, Lillian.


Throughout his stay here, Boromir was witness to the wisdom of the Elves. Yet he failed to see the wisdom in sending a woman on the quest of the one ring. It was not a woman's place or concern. He could remember, clearly, the first time he had met her. She was quiet and very timid; she had acted as if she wanted to scurry and hide in the shadows to escape his notice, even more so, when his title was given.


Boromir frowned as his thoughts deepened. Lady Lillian didn't appear strong in either actions nor appearance. Though she was pleasant looking, it was obvious that she was in poor health. The woman was too thin. Boromir may not have been able count her ribs beneath her fine dress, or the suspiciously warm cloak she had worn, but her face had been gaunt. It seemed that the elves had taken her in. He was sure that she had a rough life, and felt pity towards her.


When the Lord of Rivendell had announced that Lady Lillian was joining the Fellowship, Boromir felt shock and anger rise up in him. How could the Elven-lord, who is said to be one of the wisest, send such a fragile person on a dangerous journey? And when Boromir rose to argue against such a decision, he wasn't the only one. But no matter what was said, the frustrating elf had a counter argument.


Sighing, Boromir watched as the three elves tough the young woman how to fight with a staff. He wasn't sure why they weren't teaching her the sword, but there was probably a reason behind it. There often was with Elves.


Walking inside, the noble made a silent promise to himself. Lady Lillian didn't wish to go on the journey, which was made obvious when she ran from the council. She didn't have the skill or experience for combat, though the elves were teaching her how to fight. And that was the right thing to do. At least then she would have some defense. But as a man of Gondor, he would do his best to protect her on this journey. Even if it cost his life, it was the right thing to do.

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Nearly a month had passed since Frodo was brought to Rivendell, wounded. And since then, many things had changed for him. A weight had settled on his shoulders and Frodo wasn't quite sure if he was ready for such a burden. As the young hobbit wondered through the halls of the Elvish city on a mild morning, his mind raced with thoughts of the past.


Earlier that day he had visited Bilbo, who had wished to give Frodo two items. Sting, a sword forged by the Elves and a Mithril shirt. It was a pleasant conversation, though serious, until Bilbo saw the ring. Frodo nearly shuddered at the memory. The elder hobbit had scared him that morning. He had never seen him act that way before; it was like Bilbo had morphed into a monster.


But, Frodo knew the reason for the change. The influence of the ring. The ring had a powerful hold on those who listened to its whisper. It changed part of his uncle. And it changed Gollum too, or so Frodo heard. It caused Frodo to wonder. What would the ring do to him?


Sighing, Frodo walked to the front garden, and laughed at the scene before him, his spirits lightening. There, his fellow hobbits, each taking turns, teaching Lillian to dance. The young ring bearer had to admit that it did look ridiculous. Though Lillian wasn't tall by human standards, roughly five feet and five inches, to a hobbit she was. It was amusing to see Pippin, who only came to her waist, attempting to dance with her. And from his point of view, Lillian wasn't that bad at it. Her footing was steady if a little hesitant. But they appeared to be having fun. Merry was teasing Pippin about something or another and Sam was telling tales and poems during the break of silence.


Most importantly, Lillian was smiling. During the time Frodo had known her, Lillian proved to be a quiet person, who kept what she felt to herself. And during their first meetings, smiles or laughter from her was very rare. But everyday since that first meeting, the hobbits made every attempt for her to join them when they saw her.


Slowly, they drew her out from behind her quiet wall and she began to talk and laugh more. And Lillian started to put on more weight, thanks to the many hobbit meals they forced down her throat. As the days passed, she began to look healthier. She was beginning to shine. It was dim, but now, she was starting to accept a part of life that she denied herself before.


"Frodo, would you like to join us," Lillian's quiet voice asked, interrupting his thoughts. Nodding, he joined them in the fun. And for hours, they played. Pausing only for meals the group talked and played, enjoying the day. Until they saw three figures enter the Elvish city. And they recognized them. The twin sons and Aragorn.


The scouts had returned. And with their return, the quest was about to start.

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