Gone Chapter 1: why me, a naruto fanfic

note to readers* You don't have to read this. It's just something I made that I feel I can connect to. If you want this can just be a place where those I reviewed can review back at me and let their angry out. It doesn't matter cause it's to me it's just a little something that I wrote.

disclaimer I don't own anything here except the song which I wrote myself.

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'Sakura I'm sorry' I thought before hitting myself and not for the first time either. 'I hope I have done enough good to go to heaven with you when I die.' Die, what a strange word it is, but it is calling to me. It accepts me for me. I don't have to wear my mask anymore. No, no I don't. 'This.s.s one's for you Sasuke, 'cause you were right. I am a dobe. Not that you really care about me eh Sauske. This is for not listening to you when the truth was right in front of me.' I had tears rolling down my cheeks. The tears weren't because of my physical pain though, They were because of my emotional pain.

Flashback

I had decided to go see the old hag. It was something I decided to do on the spur of the moment. I was just about to knock when I heard my name. 'Were they talking about me?' I asked myself. I was unsure of myself. 'No of course they wouldn't unless they were talking about making me hokage which I doubt they are.' So I didn't move from outside the door. So continued to hear there conversation. " Naruto is a dangerous person. No he's not even a person, he a demon. I demand that he be killed or taken away from the village." I choked back tears. That, That was Sakura's mom. She didn't stop there though. " ... He is polluting my daughter. She, she came home one night and told me he wasn't that bad. Not that bad. And now look where Sakura is. She's dead, she's dead and it's all his fault. If she was on a different team far far away from that demonic thing then that wouldn't have happened. That's it my family and I have had enough! He has to be disposed off. We have to get revenge for everything he has killed including my little baby Sakura" I wondered who else was in the room and why no was speaking for me. I waited a few more moments, no one spoke up for me. Is this what people thought of me. People that I thought liked me really thought of me. I had heard enough. The old hag 'yes that's what she was' said something that i couldn't here but everyone started to file out of the room. I didn't want to hide. I wanted to see who was in there. I had tears falling down my face, as I saw Kakashi, Iruka, Jiraya, Asuma, Gemma, and all the other teachers. I guess I was lucky that I had tears streaming down my face cause it prevented me from seeing Sasuke. I wouldn't have know he was there if he didn't start talking. 'Na..Naruto what are yu doing here?' I turned and ran home.

Flashback ended

'Kakashi-sensi this one's for you. For believing that you actually cared.' Then again who would care for a demon. Who. who would care for me? There was one thing left. One thing left that I had to do before dieing. Before I killed myself. I had to ask them why? Why they didn't stick up for me? Why they let her say those.. things about me? but the problem is that everything she said was true. I am a demon. I did kill Sakura. Maybe if I didn't bug her she wouldn't of been so excited to go on a solo mission therefore she wouldn't of died. I went to my desk and looked through all the papers until I found it. I wanted to leave them a message. I went looking for a pen, 'wait I thought I have a pen... a red pen. A bloody pen.

So it started. I wrote it. In blood, on my wall. So they know. That it all changed. From the beginning til the end. So they know it's gone. It's all gone.

When I see the sun, during the day

Or the moon in the darkness of the night.

Nothing I do,

Will every turn out right.

So here I am now,

In the darkness of the clouds.

Doing what I can,

But nothing every feels right to me

chorus* Cause my hope

Ran away, Lost me tears, and lost my smile.

Cause my hope,

Isn't there,

It burned out oh back awhile chorus*

But I do,

What I can,

even thought it isn't much.

Cause every goal,

I've every made

Just doesn't seem to come true ..... anymore

chorus* Cause my hope

ran away, Lost my tears and lost my smile

Cause my hope,

Isn't there,

It burned out oh back awhile chorus*

and my friends,

They think they care,

But no one every really does care,

But in the end,

It doesn't matter.

Cause everyone is scared.

chorus*Cause my hope

Ran away, Lost my tears and lost my smile,

Cause my hope,

Isn't there,

It burned out oh back awhile

Cause my hope

Ran away, lost my tears and lost my smile,

Cause my hope

Isn't there,

It burned out oh back awhile,

That was all. That was it. Darkness was taken over. I let it. I enjoyed it. I fell into unconsciousness right when i heard Sasuke calling my name. Who cares what Sasuke wants I thought before my mind went blank. As blank as darkness can get anyways.

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